Now I knew. I knew for sure.
And it left me feeling like I had to vomit. Dread creeping up inside me.
Charlie was a target.
Houvnanian had simply been toying with Sherwood and me all along. Greenway. Zorn. Evan. Whatever my brother had done, whatever role he played in what took place more than thirty years ago, they were massing around him. Torturing him slowly.
Piece by piece, slowly cutting him up.
The wind and the rain were at his door.
Charlie was next.
As soon as I got back to my hotel room, I called Sherwood. ‘My brother’s in trouble,’ I said, my heart pounding off my sides from what I’d just learned.
‘Take it easy, Doc,’ the detective said, trying to calm me. The agitation in my voice was clear. ‘How?’
‘Houvnanian. All that gibberish about “the wind and the rain”? That he didn’t even remember Charlie? Oh, he remembered him, Sherwood! Those were all lyrics. They were straight out of my brother’s song.’
‘What lyrics?’
‘From a song he recorded back then. I heard him playing it tonight. What we heard in that prison, it was all basically just a threat! He was warning him. Through me!’
‘A threat of what?’ The detective snorted skeptically.
‘Please, Sherwood,’ I begged him, ‘don’t play the skeptical cop shit with me. Not now. You know! I know you know. Maybe I can’t prove it. Maybe it all sounds crazy when you try and put it together. But Houvnanian made a vow at his sentencing to get back at the people who had harmed him. Who put him and his followers away. And now he’s doing it. One by one. He’s been doing it! Greenway. Cooley. Zorn. Evan. And now they’ve got my brother in their sights.’
‘You’ve still never told me how your brother is involved. Why him?’
‘I don’t know why him!’ My brain throbbed. ‘He won’t come clean with me. I think he’s too scared to admit he had a hand in his son’s death. But that’s what Evan’s death was about. And their cat. And that cigarette butt left on my doorstep. They’re warnings. Warnings that were meant for him! Don’t you see, Sherwood? Charlie’s next!’
‘Listen, Doc,’ the detective said, clearing his throat, ‘I’ve done everything short of ruining what’s left of my career trying to tie the strands together for you. But they’re just not tying. Because that’s just what they are, strands. There ain’t no bow. Now you’re talking about lyrics to your brother’s song. From over three decades ago? It’s been a long day, Doc. Just what is it you want me to do?’
‘I want you to put someone on Susan Pollack. I want you to station a car outside my brother’s apartment. Unless you’re ready to wake up and find him dead too.’
‘I told you, I can’t just take personnel off the street. I’m a coroner’s detective. There hasn’t even been a direct threat made against anybody. There’s not even a case open against anyone.’
‘Then make one!’ I realized if I’d lost Sherwood for good, I was completely alone out here and I couldn’t just walk away. Not now. Too much had happened. With Zorn. Susan Pollack. Evan. Sherwood was all I had.
In my life, there had been only a handful of moments when I felt like everything was at stake. One of them was rushing my son, gasping, to the ER. Whatever the outcome, good or bad, I always felt I had this cushion to protect me. A beautiful wife who loved me. Kids who were healthy and made me proud. A position in life that gave me stature and money. Even when things got bad and we had to negotiate a new deal with the hospital or when my father died, I knew I’d make it through.
This was one of those moments.
‘Don, please … it’s time to risk it,’ I said to him. ‘To pay it back.’
‘Risk what, Doc?’ he replied a little testily.
‘Whatever it was they gave you that new liver for.’ He remained silent for a while. I knew this was my last chance, and without him, I might as well just go back home and leave my brother to his fate. He and Gabby meant nothing to anyone there. Other than to Sherwood and me. And it all meant nothing if he sent me packing.
‘All right,’ he finally said, exhaling, ‘I’ll find you a car.’
‘How?’ I asked. I wanted to hear. Charlie’s life was in the balance.
‘It doesn’t matter how.’ His voice had a resigned quality to it. ‘So tell me,’ he said with a laugh, ‘you ever gonna go back to practicing medicine again, Doc, or are you just gonna move out here so you can become a permanent pain in my ass?’
‘I sure hope so,’ I said, and exhaled. ‘About going back.’
‘Well let me know, ’cause I want to be first in line to drive you to that plane.’