I ran.
Actually, I started to back away at first, across the green, hoping not to draw any attention. I kept one eye on the policeman who was staring at me suspiciously, no doubt starting to realize that Carrie and I fit the description he’d been given. My other eye was on Carrie, with a sinking feeling in my stomach that I had to run away. I’d only known her, really, for a day, but having to take off, so suddenly, after everything she’d done for me, was tearing at my heart.
Then suddenly the cop called to his partner and took a couple of steps in our direction, and I bolted across the green. Behind me I heard one of them shout: “Hold it there!”
The street was heading toward the main road out of the town, mostly fenced-in yards and old Southern homes, and I didn’t see any cover, other than weaving in and out of people’s yards, hiding, until I was ultimately caught. I ran onto a small bridge that crossed a river leading into town and peered over the edge, hearing shouts behind me, The small, narrow river ran parallel to Main Street.
I took a quick glance back at the officers, who had now set off after me, Carrie going up to them, and leaped over the stone ledge onto the embankment, slipping on the dry, loose dirt and sliding down the edge, about twenty feet down. I landed on the rocks of the riverbed there, which was more like a narrow stream.
This was insane! I was running from the police all over again. They didn’t know anything about Vance Hofer or Bud’s Guns. All they knew was that they had a wanted murder suspect here. In their little town.
They could very well start shooting at me!
I looked back up to the bridge and didn’t see anyone, but I knew that was only a matter of seconds. The word had probably already gone out to every cop within two townships! I didn’t have a clue where to run or how to get out of here. Not just out of this riverbed, but out of town. Out of the area! All I could think of was that if I got caught, in this Podunk place—the famous plastic-surgeon murderer!—there would be no containing it. They’d be crowing to every news station in the country! And even worse, Hallie would be at the mercy of that monster.
I couldn’t even let my brain wander there!
The river cut behind the main street and I knew, if I kept along the rocks, I’d be in full view and they’d track me down in minutes. It must’ve been a dry spring here because the river seemed more of a stream and offered no protection either.
I saw a giant, iron spill pipe along the bank, maybe six feet tall and rusted—it seemed to open directly under the bridge. I wasn’t sure where it led—only away, and that was okay with me. In about ten seconds cops were going to be all over me. I pawed my way down to it, scrabbled over the rocks, and made it to the opening in the pipe under the cover of the bridge, and ducked. The opening was large, about two inches shorter than I was, at six-two height, and I quickly found myself in the cool, dark, iron-smelling cavern just as the two cops who were pursuing me must’ve gotten to the bridge and peered over.
I heard shouting above me.
It was dark, clammy, and creepily cool in here. I had no idea how far it led or where to. There must be a bend somewhere. I couldn’t see an opening at the other end. It was at least a quarter mile. There was a layer of filmy water on the bottom; my moccasins were soaked, not exactly cut out for this kind of thing. I went along in a crouch, a hand on each side of the pipe, knowing that in a couple of minutes the cops would make their way behind me, and praying, my heart ricocheting against my ribs, that there wouldn’t be a party to meet me at the other end, complete with dogs and brandishing rifles.
I tried not to imagine the kinds of creepy things that called this place home: spiders, leeches, even rats … “Oh God, Henry, how have you found yourself in this fucking mess?” I said, my words echoing against the sides, which were rusted and slick with moss and metallic smelling.
I was about a hundred yards in when I spotted the light of an opening at the other end. I didn’t know if I felt lifted or afraid. I just knew I had to make it there before the cops crawled in after me or radioed in reinforcements.
Okay … As the light grew larger I racked my brain for what to do. The thought flashed through me that I could climb out of this tunnel and duck into the woods for a while. Maybe I could call Carrie and she’d be able to find me … Then I thought, Henry, who are you kidding? They’ll be all over here, and you’re not exactly an outdoorsman. Liz always joked how I’d be voted off Survivor before the first commercial …
And there was still Hallie. If I was apprehended, it would be a death warrant for her.
The sad truth began to sink in that, sooner rather than later, I’d be caught. I’d be kept in jail in this stupid town until I could be handed over to the Jacksonville police. No one was going to listen to me; they would only believe I’d concocted this story to save my own skin. By the time they found out that I was telling the truth, Hallie would be dead.
Hofer was going to win.
No, no … You’re not going to let him win, Henry … You’re going to find a way out of this and get to Hallie … Do you fucking hear?
A voice echoed behind me and I spun. The bright circle at the entrance had disappeared and someone was screaming, “Police! Steadman! Whoever you are, get down on the ground! There’s no way out!”
His words reverberated against the walls.
In front of me the opening looked about fifty yards ahead.
I didn’t know if they would shoot. They still weren’t a hundred percent sure who I even was. But these small-town cops might well be itching to pull a trigger. I crouched lower and picked up the pace, the opening in front of me growing larger. And then I could see rocks straight ahead, where the pipe met the river, and my heart picked up and I even heard the sound of rushing water.
I heard someone yell, “Shit,” maybe a hundred yards behind me. It might have been the heavy one, taking a tumble in the murky water. Meanwhile my feet were cold and soaked, and the opening was in front of me. I had finally made it to the end.
Cautiously, I stuck my head out, and to my joy, I heard nothing—no shouts to get down on the ground! No dogs barking. No sign of police. The river wound its way behind the main street, and I could see the backs of shops up on the hill above me. I heard the sound of water picking up speed. I climbed out of the pipe and onto the slick rocks and looked down.
I was on a kind of elevated levee, a makeshift dam with a fifteen-to twenty-foot drop-off to the level below. The town was directly above me, an easy climb back up the rocks. But there were cops up there to contend with. I scurried along the shore, slipping on the slick, wet rocks, until I got close to the edge. I straddled the dam along the embankment, spray rushing up at me, hitting me in the face. I noticed two anglers a couple of hundred yards down the stream, their lines in the water.
I couldn’t get across here.
I could jump. I looked over the edge. The rocks were larger and jagged below. But I could do it! I could let the river take me. But where? I thought of the movie The Fugitive. Harrison Ford had jumped. From a much higher and more dangerous height than this. Into the swirling spray. And the river had taken him. But that was Hollywood. These fishermen would only point out my escape. Assuming the police didn’t witness it themselves. They were only a short way behind.
No, I had to make my way back up into town.
I looked up and saw the back deck of the motel Carrie and I had passed while driving through town. I balanced along the edge, took off my jacket, and hurled it as far as I could into the river. It landed in an eddy and managed to catch on a rock. I hoped it might distract them for a while. Make them believe I had jumped, and spend some seconds looking for me.
Then I started to paw my way up the sharp embankment, groping at rocks, weeds, anything that might hold me.
If they came out now, I’d be a sitting duck. I made it to the top and hurled myself over a small retaining wall onto a gravel patch underneath the motel’s concrete foundation.
My breaths jabbed like needles in my lungs.
I looked below and saw the two cops who had been chasing me finally emerge from the pipe, shielding their eyes and looking up the embankment, gingerly making their way along the rocks over the dam, scanning down-river.
Then they spotted my jacket. The two of them inched closer to the river’s edge and got on their radios, calling it in.
I could see the two anglers downstream, waving at them. Their words were unintelligible, but I knew exactly what they were trying to tell them, pointing up the hill at me.
Finally grasping it, the two cops looked up the hill, and I ducked behind some brush and rolled away from the bank.
Someone shouted my name!
I spun, and was face-to-face with another policeman, this one young, crew-cut light hair and sunglasses. Maybe forty feet away. He leaned out over the edge above the embankment, his gun drawn. Shouting down to the other two. “Up here! Up here!” He was about two storefronts away, his weapon trained on me.
“Henry Steadman, get down on your knees! Stop!”
I stood, completely frozen, realizing that he was at an awkward angle leaning over the edge, still maybe forty feet from me.
And more alarming, every cop in two townships was going to be here in about twenty seconds!
I took off, throwing myself out of his line of sight as the young cop squeezed the trigger, a shot ricocheting behind me off one of the posts supporting the motel.
God, Henry, are you insane? He’s shooting!
My heart was in a sprint, my thoughts jumbled and unclear. All I could think of was Hallie, and how I had to get out of here … And if I couldn’t …
Well, then it didn’t matter what happened to me!
I ran around the side of the motel and hoisted myself over a redwood fence and onto a balcony—the restaurant. I hurried through an open sliding-glass door to the main room, hurrying past a young kid, probably an off-duty waiter or kitchen help, who smiled accommodatingly. “Anything we can do, sir?”
“No,” I said, hurrying past him. “No. Thanks.”
“Kitchen opens at five o’clock,” he called after me.
I rushed out through the dining room, knowing that the cop who had shot at me was probably only a minute away, probably followed by several others. Surely the two who had been in the spill pipe behind me had to be up here by now as well.
I figured my one reasonable chance was to somehow get out of town, then call Carrie and hope she could pick me up somewhere. Or, at this point, hand myself over to her brother, which all of sudden seemed like a far better option than ending up in a local jail.
But even that seemed a million-to-one now.
I ran into the main lobby and looked out the sliding front doors, and saw the cop who had shot at me running up the driveway, his gun drawn.
Oh no, no …
I looked down the hallway and heard the two cops who’d been behind me in the drain coming up the outside stairs.
It’s over, Henry.
I was cornered. I thought about putting my hands in the air and ending it all right here. I was so damn beat from all this running … I felt like a prisoner who’d been forced to hold his arms up, over his head, for hours, and if he let them drop he’d be killed, and all he wanted to do was let them down, just for a second, to feel what life was like, regardless of the cost or the outcome, whatever fate was in store.
I looked at the guy behind the desk, tears welling in my eyes, and was about to simply say, It’s me! It’s me they’re here for! And raise my arms.
Then I realized that I couldn’t do that. No matter how much my arms hurt. No matter how long this had to go on.
Because the outcome wasn’t about me, but about Hallie.
The cost of dropping them was my daughter’s life.
I turned to the guy behind the counter. I said, “Something’s going on! There are police all over here. I heard shots. I think the guy they’re after is that doctor from Jacksonville. I think I just saw him run upstairs.”
The guy looked alarmed and then craned his head to look out the front door, at the policeman coming up the driveway. I went over to the staircase, pretending to head after the culprit, and while the desk clerk’s attention was focused on the cop, I ducked down a hallway around the back and found a door marked employees only. Which, thankfully, was open! I slipped through it and found myself in a janitorial staging area, with buckets and mops, shelves stocked with cleaners, and another door that seemed to lead outside to a delivery staging area.
A driverless white van marked CAROLINA PIE COMPANY was pulled up there, clearly delivering that night’s desserts. As I passed by I looked in for the keys.
And then I saw it.
A black delivery guy in a gray work uniform was saying to a hotel employee in the delivery bay, “So this is all, then? Guess I’ll see you Monday, sugar.” He had a large laundry bin with him, stuffed to the brim with white sheets and linens.
And just outside there was a delivery truck, R&K INDUSTRIAL LAUNDRY, Charlotte, with its cargo door open and a metal ramp leading into the bay. While the driver had the female hotel staffer signing for his pickup, I slipped outside and looked into the truck, its cargo bay filled with identical large laundry bins.
Jesus, Henry, you’ve got to do this now.
I heard a commotion back inside the hotel—people shouting—and I realized that any second the town’s entire police force was going to converge right where I was standing.
I hoisted myself up, crept to the back of the truck, pulled up some dirty sheets from one of the bins, and jumped in, covering myself up.
Now, if the driver could just get on with it and get the hell out of here!
It took a few agonizing seconds, seconds that seemed to stretch into minutes as I lay curled up in the bin, until I heard the grating metal sound of the loading ramp being yanked up and the heavy cargo door slamming shut.
The bay went dark and silent, and all I could do was pray for the driver to get moving!
It seemed like an eternity, and then I finally heard the cab door close and the truck’s engine start up. Yes! The cargo bin rattled.
Let’s go! Get the hell out of here, I begged from inside the bin.
Then the truck lurched forward.
I was sure that at any second I would hear someone order him to stop and the truck brake to a halt.
But I didn’t. We just went on. The truck stopped for a second at what I took to be the main street and slowly made a left turn.
My God, Henry, you’re going to get away!
I allowed myself a yelp of joy inside the bin as it chugged into third gear and steadily picked up speed, my mind flying back to the motel, which must now be flooded with cops, closing it off from all directions, the three who were first on the scene calling to their partners from the second floor. “Up here! Up here!”
I’d made it!