From No More Ghosts

(1940)

THE GLUTTON

Beyond the Atlas roams a glutton

Lusty and sleek, a shameless robber,

Sacred to Aethiopian Aphrodite;

The aborigines harry it with darts,

And its flesh is esteemed, though of a fishy tang

Tainting the eater’s mouth and lips.

Ourselves once, wandering in mid-wilderness

And by despair drawn to this diet,

Before the meal was over sat apart

Loathing each other’s carrion company.

A LOVE STORY

The full moon easterly rising, furious,

Against a winter sky ragged with red;

The hedges high in snow, and owls raving –

Solemnities not easy to withstand:

A shiver wakes the spine.

In boyhood, having encountered the scene,

I suffered horror: I fetched the moon home,

With owls and snow, to nurse in my head

Throughout the trials of a new Spring,

Famine unassuaged.

But fell in love, and made a lodgement

Of love on those chill ramparts.

Her image was my ensign: snows melted,

Hedges sprouted, the moon tenderly shone,

The owls trilled with tongues of nightingale.

These were all lies, though they matched the time,

And brought me less than luck: her image

Warped in the weather, turned beldamish.

Then back came winter on me at a bound,

The pallid sky heaved with a moon-quake.

Dangerous it had been with love-notes

To serenade Queen Famine.

In tears I recomposed the former scene,

Let the snow lie, watched the moon rise, suffered the owls,

Paid homage to them of unevent.

THE THIEVES

Lovers in the act dispense

With such meum-tuum sense

As might warningly reveal

What they must not pick or steal,

And their nostrum is to say:

‘I and you are both away.’

After, when they disentwine

You from me and yours from mine,

Neither can be certain who

Was that I whose mine was you.

To the act again they go

More completely not to know.

Theft is theft and raid is raid

Though reciprocally made.

Lovers, the conclusion is

Doubled sighs and jealousies

In a single heart that grieves

For lost honour among thieves.

TO SLEEP

The mind’s eye sees as the heart mirrors:

Loving in part, I did not see you whole,

Grew flesh-enraged that I could not conjure

A whole you to attend my fever-fit

In the doubtful hour between a night and day

And be Sleep that had kept so long away.

Of you sometimes a hand, a brooch, a shoe

Wavered beside me, unarticulated –

As the vexed insomniac dream-forges;

And the words I chose for your voice to speak

Echoed my own voice with its dry creak.

Now that I love you, now that I recall

All scattered elements of will that swooped

By night as jealous dreams through windows

To circle above the beds like bats,

Or as dawn-birds flew blindly at the panes

In curiosity rattling out their brains –

Now that I love you, as not before,

Now you can be and say, as not before:

The mind clears and the heart true-mirrors you

Where at my side an early watch you keep

And all self-bruising heads loll into sleep.