From The Crowning Privilege

(1955)

THE CLEARING

Above this bramble-overarched long lane

Where an autochthonous owl flits to and fro

In silence,

Above these tangled trees – their roots encumbered

By strawberries, mushrooms, pignuts, flowers’ and weeds’

Exuberance –

The planetary powers gravely observe

With what dumb patience

You stand at twilight in despair of love,

Though the twigs crackling under a light foot

Declare her immanence.

THE THREE PEBBLES

(In thirty of these burials, the black deposit of fragmentized pots contained a small white quartz pebble associated with two pieces of alien ware, one red porphyry, the other a greenish stone, probably porphyry also. Their presence was clearly intentional. – Proceedings of the Cumberland and Westmorland Archaeological Society, New Series, vol. xiv.)

Is red the ghost of green? and green, of red?

And white, the impartial light upon them shed?

And I, my own twin warring against me?

Then, woman, take two jewels of porphyry,

Well matched in weight, one green, one angry red:

To light them with yourself, a pure moon-crystal,

And lay them on my bier when I am dead.

POSSIBLY

Possibly is not a monosyllable;

Then answer me

At once if possible

Monosyllabically,

No will be good, Yes even better

Though longer by one letter.

Possibly is not a monosyllable,

And my heart flies shut

At the warning rumble

Of a suspended But…

O love, be brief and exact

In confession of simple fact.

END OF THE WORLD

When, at a sign, the Heavenly vault entire

Founders and your accustomed world of men

Drops through the fundament – too vast a crash

To register as sound – and you plunge with it,

Trundling, head over heels, in dark confusion

Of trees, churches, elephants, railway trains,

And the cascading seven seas:

It cannot signify how deep you fall

From everything to nothing. Nothingness

Cushions disaster, and this much is sure:

A buoyant couch will bear you up at last,

Aloof, alone – but for the succuba.

TO A PEBBLE IN MY SHOE

I cannot pity you,

Poor pebble in my shoe,

Now that the heel is sore;

You planned to be a rock

And a stumbling block,

Or was it perhaps more?

But now be grateful if

You vault over the cliff,

Shaken from my shoe;

Where lapidary tides

May scour your little sides

And even polish you.

THE TENANTS

Pictures and books went off ahead this morning:

The furniture is sold (and tells you so);

Both trunks are packed, and seven suit-cases;

A cat glides petulantly to and fro,

Afraid to leave us.

Now massive walls and stairs, for so long certain,

Retreat and fade like a mirage at sea;

Your room and mine lose their established meanings –

By dawn tomorrow let them cease to be

Or to concern us!

We faced a scowl from window, door and fireplace,

Even in the kitchen, when we first were here;

It cost us years of kindness to placate them.

But now each scowl resolves into a leer

With which to speed us.

How dared we struggle with a house of phantoms,

Soaked in ill luck? And when we go away,

Confess, can you and I be certain whether

The ghost of our unhappiness will stay

Or follow with us?

MY MORAL FORCES

My moral forces, always dissipated

If I condone the least

Fault that I should have hated

In (say)

Politician, prostitute, or priest,

Appear fanatical to a degree

If ever I dispute

Claims of integrity

Advanced (say)

By politician, priest, or prostitute.

But though your prostitute, priest, or politician

Be good or bad

As such, I waive the ambition

To curl (say)

Chameleon-like on a Scots tartan plaid.

INTERVIEW

Sixty bound books, an entire bookcase full,

All honest prose, without one duplicate.

Why written? Answer: for my self-support –

I was too weak to dig, too proud to beg.

Worth reading? Answer: this array of titles

Argues a faithful public following.

Will I not add to the above statement,

Touching (however lightly) on my verse?

Answer: this question makes me look a fool,

As who breeds dogs because he loves a cat.