“Every seventh day a miracle comes to pass, the resurrection of the soul, of the soul of man and of the soul of all things.” In instructing Sarah on the importance of Friday night in the Jewish week, Mrs Halberstadt had done her work well. To Josh it was ironic. Having freed himself from the unrelenting ritual of the eve of the Sabbath which he had observed in so far as it satisfied his father when he was alive – he was being re-initiated into the preparatory ceremonies of the day of rest by Sarah.
“Inwardness,” Mrs Halberstadt had said, “important though it may be, is not enough. There must be likewise be an outward form, a pattern of conduct, a definite way.” To this end Sarah had prepared for Kitty’s homecoming. While they waited for Norman – who was the guest that on Friday evenings it was the mitzvah to invite – Josh, in the sitting-room, listened to his mother’s tales of Israel, and Sarah examined the table she had set with the white cloth kept especially for the Sabbath. The candles in their silver candlesticks, two of them symbolising the unity underlying all apparent duality – man and woman, speech and silence, creation and revelation – had already been lit by Kitty. While Sarah watched, she had, with a circular motion, drawn her hands around the flames towards her face, directing the warmth and light of the seventh day unto herself. Covering her eyes she had recited the blessing – acknowledging the fact that the commandment she was carrying out was dictated directly by God – then silently added a few personal prayers, after which she kissed her daughter-in-law warmly and thanked her for all she had done.
To Sarah it had been no hardship. She was fascinated by the psychological and physical dynamics of the Jewish week, which existed only because of the Sabbath. To begin with, the days, in Hebrew, had no independent names, but were referred to by their relationship to the seventh day. Sunday was the ‘first day’, Monday the ‘second’ and so on, until the Sabbath – prepared for with the utmost care and detail – was ushered in and welcomed like a bride. Each physical preparation had its spiritual equivalent. The dwelling must be cleaned and extra delicious foods cooked; the mind must be emptied of all weekday thoughts, and ‘matters of consequence’ left behind. Any new clothes which had been recently bought should be worn for the first time; there should be money apportioned on Friday afternoon for charity. The table must be set as beautifully as possible; some moments should be spent in meditation, in reviewing the past week and allowing it to fall into perspective. There was an added bonus. The Sabbath, according to Mrs Halberstadt, gave everyone an additional soul whose presence as it entered the body on Friday night, to depart at the close of Shabbat, could be clearly felt by those who observed it. The basic theme of the twenty-four hours – perpetuated in the evening prayers and in the propitiousness (according to tradition) of sexual love – was creation; the atmosphere – good food, candlelight, songs, quiet talk, enjoyment of both the corporeal and metaphysical love of the family – sensual.
Sarah was sad that she had not known Josh’s father. The Friday nights, as Josh had described them, which he had found rigid and oppressive, and to which she would certainly not have been invited by Sydney, seemed, she thought, to instigate a unique moratorium. The frenetic activity of the secular week was suspended, and a 24 hour respite enjoyed from the tyranny of the office and the telephone, the vagaries of public transport, and the contemporary nightmare of overpopulated cities and roads. Man had become the slave of the environment that he had invented, and the Jewish Sabbath seemed to make sense, in that, for one day out of the seven, he could free himself from the demands of a society – in which he had become increasingly depersonalised – to rediscover his basic humanity. The daily chores of winnowing, grinding and threshing, forbidden from sunset to sunset, may no longer have been relevant, but their modern counterparts stemmed directly from the original 39 proscribed acts. Checking the preparations she had made for Josh’s mother, as instructed by Mrs Halberstadt, Sarah had an overwhelming sensation of the day’s almost supernatural power.
While in her sitting-room – describing to Josh the highlights of her holiday and the unfounded terrors of her airborne journey home – Kitty waited for Norman. Norman, outside the flat overlooking Hampstead Heath, waited for Sandra. It surprised him that he had managed to get through the day. He had woken to images of Sandra from a night in which she had dominated his dreams. He forgot to time his breakfast egg, boiling it hard; locked the front door leaving his car keys on the hall table and got to the end of the road before he noticed his socks – one blue, one black. The specific demands of the forthcoming day had been so much gibberish coming from the lips of Mr Monty, and to decipher the hieroglyphics on the correspondence on his desk he would need a Rosetta Stone. He had tried to write with the cap on his pen, stapled the first page of one set of property particulars to the second of another and spilled his paper clips in a silver eruption on to the dusty floor. When dealing with clients on the telephone he mouthed phrases in the hope that they were appropriate, for in truth he had not heard what they said; when they sat before his desk, seeking guidance, their forms dissolved to leave Sandra, with her translucent skin, her slate grey eyes, within tantalising reach. No day had seemed longer. Not even the Day of Atonement with its 25 hours of neither food nor drink. Each time he looked at his watch, the progress of the hands seemed minimal. There had been work after hours, as on a Friday he knew there would be: negotiations he must complete before the weekend; and details to be prepared, appointments to be arranged, for the weekly crescendo of viewing – frequently futile, regarded by some as diversion to fill the vacant hours of a Saturday morning.
When Mr Monty had finally called it a day, Norman had, he supposed, said his good nights and driven his car through the bottle-neck of Finchley Road and up the long hill towards the Heath but he could not recall getting there. He had rung the bell on the entry phone of the outer door of the flats and listened, a grin on his face, for Sandra’s voice. There was no reply. Entering the block with a homecoming man he ran up to the second floor. There was a note on the door, fastened with sellotape: ‘Norman I won’t be long’. Glad of an opportunity to allow his thudding heart to revert to its normal rhythm, he sat down on the stairs to wait.
“I can’t think what’s happened to him,” Kitty said, meaning Norman, as Josh took the white satin cappel from his pocket and covered his head preparatory to making the blessing over the wine in the small, chased silver cup which had been a wedding present to his parents from his Uncle Juda.
“Well, there’s no reply from the office,” Josh said, turning the red-edged pages of The Authorised Daily Prayer Book, immortalised in translation by the late Reverend Singer, to find the Sabbath Evening kiddush.
“I hope he hasn’t had an accident,” Kitty said. Since her traumatic flight to Israel and her hair-raising experiences while she was there, she had had accidents on the brain. “It’s not like Norman.”
“And it was evening and it was morning…” Josh said. His Hebrew was less fluent than Sydney’s whose melodious voice he had not inherited. “…and on the seventh day God had finished his work which he had made; and he rested…”
It was nice to be home, Kitty thought, looking at Josh standing where, on a Friday night, Sydney had always stood, at Sarah, motionless by her chair while her husband sang the benediction, following his every word. It was good to be back among your own things. Among your own. She had enjoyed the holiday more, much more than she had expected she would. She had tried to keep her enjoyment of it in a low key when she had popped into Addie, given her the tapestry from the arcade in Arad. “Talk to anyone?” Addie had said, wanting to hear every detail of the hotel, a verbatim account of Kitty’s every waking moment, while she, confined to her flat, nursed her ankle in its plaster. Kitty told her about the solicitor from Hampstead Garden Suburb who knew the Klopmans, and about the family from Solihull who had befriended her. She did not mention Maurice Morgenthau. She did not mention him on the telephone to Rachel when she had phoned – her tumbling words racing the pips – from Somerset where she was on holiday with Patrick. She had not mentioned him to Carol who was relieved that Kitty had enjoyed her holiday, and had not spoken of him either to Sarah or to Josh.
“…Blessed art thou, O Lord,” Josh said, “who hallowest the Sabbath.”
He drank from the cup then handed it to his mother, who said the blessing over wine before she sipped. When it was Sarah’s turn she held the cup and looked to Josh for guidance. He said the words slowly and Sarah repeated them in the unfamiliar Hebrew.
Josh removed the embroidered cloth from the two loaves – symbolising the double portion of manna which was received in the wilderness on Sabbath Eve to provide for the Day when none fell – of the traditional plaited bread sprinkled with poppy seeds, which Sarah had bought in the Jewish bakery and set before him, and picked up the knife.
“You have to break it,” Sarah said. “The knife is a weapon of war!”
Josh looked at her.
“Honestly. Mrs Halberstadt said so. ‘And they shall beat their swords into ploughshares and their spears into pruning hooks’.”
His father had always used the special silver bread knife, the word Shabbat engraved on its handle. One learned something new every day. Josh broke small pieces of the bread, then sprinkled them with salt: ‘By the sweat of your brow shall you get bread to eat’. He did not hand the pieces directly to his mother and to Sarah but offered them from a small plate for it was not from man that one received one’s bread. The motze ceremony over, Kitty and Josh sat down, while Sarah went into the kitchen for the soup which she had made to replace her disastrous gefülte fish.
All thoughts of his empty place at Aunty Kitty’s table had fled from Norman who had had every intention of being there. He had waited for half an hour on the stairs outside Sandra’s flat wishing he had stopped to buy an evening paper. At every foot on the staircase, every ascent of the lift which sped past the floor where he sat, his heart began to race again. When Sandra came, laden with parcels, he wondered if she was real.
“They’ve fixed the fridge,” she said, her arms around the supermarket carriers, “I had to get something to put in it!”
After Capetown Sandra was radiant. Norman had not remembered her so beautiful, so brown. He took the keys from her strong white teeth and opened the door.
“I’m really sorry, Norman,” she said as he followed her down the corridor towards the kitchen. “How have you been?”
Devastated. He was devastated now.
“Fine.”
“Had a good Christmas?”
He had had a kipper with Aunty Mirrie who did not celebrate it.
He helped her stow the milk and the butter and the eggs and the bacon and the yoghurt, in various flavours, and the three varieties of cheeses into the fridge, which swallowed them up with no trouble. It was gold and vast and had an interior light and an exterior light over a gadget which dispensed iced water and ice – cubes or crushed – at the touch of a lever.
“Isn’t it magnificent?” Sandra said, meaning the kitchen. And indeed it was. With its cherry-wood units, and its ceramic floor, and its squeezers and mixers and toasters and grinders and waste disposal and trash compactor, it bore no resemblance to the old-fashioned room, with a single sink, for which Norman had apologised to Sandra what seemed so very long ago.
“Come on. I’ll show you the rest.”
In the sitting-room the two enormous sofas were covered in white knobbly wool. Norman had to sit on them at Sandra’s insistence, to admire the square black-lacquered coffee table, on which she had already put some glossy magazines in neat alignment and an arrangement of dried flowers which was repeated on the dining-table at the other end of the room.
“Like it?” Sandra asked.
“It’s amazing,” Norman said, looking at the cream jersey dress which caressed her body beneath the fur coat which she had been too excited by her new furniture to take off.
“I’ll show you the bedrooms.”
Hilton’s and Milton’s were identical. Small, but furnished now with everything a small boy might want. Norman thought of his own room, as a boy, with its bed, its corner washbasin and its single wardrobe.
“And this is mine!”
Sandra flung open the door of the master bedroom. The largest bed Norman had ever seen occupied almost the whole of one wall.
“Try it!” Sandra bounced on the mattress which was patterned in blue, matching the carpet.
Norman sat down next to Sandra. The familiar perfume, of which he had been deprived for the three weeks that she had been away, tickled his nostrils.
“It was wickedly expensive…” Sandra said lying back and pressing her hands into the buttoned softness. “…But oh, the bliss!”
Norman turned to look at her, cream and vulnerable, in the brown silk lining of her coat, her hair corn among the blue flowers, her fine leather boots extending over the edge of the bed. For one brief moment he thought of Aunty Kitty’s where he should have been dining. Then he obeyed the bells in his head and the fire in his veins and the insistence of his bones and covered Sandra’s body with his.
“Strange about Norman,” Josh said.
They were preparing for bed.
“I expect he forgot,” Sarah said. “Went to the cinema or something.”
“Not Norman.” Josh watched as Sarah put the Victorian bangle he had bought her on the dressing-table, took off her sweater, shook out the long hair which fell almost to her breasts.
“It was nice of you to go to all that trouble…” Sarah looked at him. “…for mother, for Friday night. She really appreciated it.”
“I enjoyed it. Preparing for the Sabbath. All those little customs repeated over and over down the years. Handed on from generation to generation. At home there was only Christmas and you can’t get much mileage out of a turkey. It makes you feel good.”
“There’s another custom,” Josh said.
“What’s that?”
“For Friday night.”
He took the cappel, the white satin skull-cap, with which he had covered his head for the benediction before the meal and the grace after it, and threw it on to the bed.
“It’s what my great-grandfather used to do in Cracow when he wanted to make love to my great-grandmother.”
He looked into Sarah’s laughing eyes and held out his arms for her.