I want to kiss his neck
but I don’t dare
There are stars tattooed there
I ask him to take his shirt off
I suck his dick as best I can
Wanting more
I split moments wide open
drink the juice they drip
I let my fingers search
in dark places
for answers to questions
I don’t dare ask
He says lie down
Pressing my legs apart, prying
I am unready and longing
His smell makes me want
but there are no words
It is over before
I have begun