Boiler-suited, cap and tools wheeling like crows,

a pillow burst like flak, or black feathers

falling, clawing the air like Icarus.

The rigging gave, cracked like a nut. One slow

agonising moment and another –

the hull wrong way up like a steel cathedral.

Still we like to think he did not suffer.

But he held on for days in that hospital.

In Curaçao or Port Sudan, father felt the cargo

shifting in the hold. Surely an omen?

The women brought the body home, and began

the mourning – cursing the man

who felled the one thing in life you could cling to.

Who orphaned the postcards you’d send back home.