The Return

for Alexandra

What city stays still like a glass-cased clock?

I wish this one did. I can’t let it out of my sight:

the coffee-house I emptied my cup in one day

has turned into a beauty salon, and the houses

I once lived in are no longer there. All my life

I wanted to show someone this strange town,

and now that you’re here I just sit by the creek

and mumble something incoherent in disbelief –

little to do except list the sights in a Guinness

Book of Records way, or explain how there were no

museums or libraries, no interesting ones anyway?

All that hate and here I am. Narrow wooden boats

sail past the bright hotels. This whole country

is like a hotel: a sweaty ride in a glass elevator;

at the ding of the doors, a chance to escape.