Between a creased and callused thumb and forefinger, Preecha held the butterfly thorax. Three times he turned the legs in a full circle, hearing the gears grind the spring taut. With palms flat, he held his arms straight out at eye level. Stretched wings and poised legs faced the verdant green clad hills across the river. With a gentle brush of a thumb on a lever, the butterfly sprang away. From the base of his tongue, a solemn mantra followed the iridescent blue and green spotted insect into the retreating bosom of dawn.
Rapid wing flaps lifted the creature above the hills that stepped through mist above the brown slug of the Mekong. Energy run down spread wings spun in a gentle, glittering glide back to a perch on a polished ball of Pong Kham with other insects. Under the elephant head sized clear crystal sea of frozen vegetation, the black and red pits of another rock were magnified in their sealed sanctuary.
From his lotus on a bare grey rock set in a grassy meadow on a bluff over the river, Preecha selected a dragonfly from the orb and wound it. With wings clear, brown and ochre, it climbed furiously before sweeping down over his ochre robes to alight on the crystal.
An imperious toot preceded a small sailing paddle wheeler that thrashed the brown to white froth as it rounded a river bend. Not dropped, the sail billowed backwards in five cream waves. Pennants of yellow and blue marched in the rigging. Humid air stirred from lethargy by the impatient vigor entwined the smells of fruit orchards, forest and muddy water.
A spread legged man stood at the bow dressed in a European black suit under a tan pith helmet. Behind him, two attendants, also in stiff thick clothes, stumbled as the boat bumped into a short wooden pier.
Hands behind his back under short tails, the man stepped past scurrying crew onto the wharf and strode up on it. At the dark red patch in the rest trail leading up the steep embankment, he stopped and turned to his minions who scrambled off the boat and dashed past carrying a small wood bridge that they laid at their master’s feet. A colorfully-clad woman hawking dried bark, roots and leaves from a canvas tarp next to the trail weied deeply and was ignored.
The trail disappeared into the foliage of a bamboo grove as did the black garbed man and his servants. As if alarmed by his energy, a gap appeared as the leafage parted above his passage.
Preecha deftly lifted the yellow and white butterfly from the frozen ocean and wound it for release to a clear sky. From the calluses raised during its making, the insect launched. Bright wings batted and flipped to a sweeping spiral glide over his shaved pate to dance stiff -legged on the hard sea.
A plaintive hum was left to step away on the green peaks of the giant staircase across the river as Preecha ended his morning ritual in meditation. Still cool damp air filled his lungs, slowly, each air molecule rejoicing to enter his sponges and meet with his blood.
Behind closed lids, energy spun and lifted him high above the brown artery that pulsed below. In his transcendental meditation, the worlds of myth and reality blended into one. Sinuous silver green nagas coiled and roiled near the Siam shore. Hanuman sat near the washed away chedi foundation, pale hands applauding another day; dog’s face cheering, brown tail curled around his hairy rump. Brass greaves sparkling, a kinaree flew a low patrol on the shore line, blue wings alternating a beat and glide, gold eyes inspecting everything.
“Preecha.”
In his name was command and condemnation. Breath bucked out of him in surprise. Jarred by the annoyance, his scant arm hair rose from their roots and prickles ran up his neck to the base of his bare head. Features impassive, he turned to regard the speaker.
Globules of sweat dripped from beneath the spiked black hair of the man in the tailored black suit as he stood with his pith helmet off. Irritated by Preecha’s obvious indifference to the effort made to be present on the Mekong, Prasert exerted himself to maintain self-control and gain the cooperation of his brother. Behind him stood two acolytes who had abandoned their board game with pale and dark chips of wood at the trail junction and stood in flat faced silence.
“Prasert. Older brother. How are mother and sister?”
Prasert wiped sweat with one hand from his brow and flicked the drops away from long nails at the end of his pale fingers. In light tunics and short pants, the acolytes stood straighter and thinned their lips in disapproval. Prasert’s thick lips split in a white toothed grin.
“Little brother, forgive the Western manners that our mother wished me to learn in Paris, and the medical training that our father wished me to protect the Thai people with. You have perhaps a drink of water for weary travelers?”
The acolytes waited for Preecha to give assent. The scent worn by Prasert began to overpower the musty odor of damp, decaying plant matter that coated the earth under the trees that encircled the meadow. A large black fly buzzed between the quietly standing men, and then flew to Prasert. Like a working saw it flew in and out around his head until an angry fist slapped it.
Morning heat radiated up from the bare blackened rock on which he stood with toes spread. In the afternoon, it would be too hot to walk on the weather-sculpted rocks and Preecha would retreat to study in his hermit’s cave. Prasert would be gone by then. With a finger’s twitch, one man turned stiffly away to a trail that ran beside a trickling brook and climbed higher into the clearing.
Prasert followed, his leather soled shoes slipping and clicking. With eyes straight ahead, Preecha walked the trail, weighing and feeling each step. Yellow and green grass stems swayed and swirled as he passed. One man was left as a figurative gatekeeper to this holy site. At a clear pool, fed by a welling spring and a tumbling waterfall, Prasert accepted the ladle of water.
Now in the shade of the foliage, relaxed after the exertion of his climb, near pool water that had quenched his thirst, Prasert’s brown eyes gleamed at the rotating watermill. Held in a wood and metal brace, a hollow teak orb spun in the current that flowed from the waterfall. Inside the open frame, a hollow bamboo ball danced on the bubbling resurgence. Mist hovered over the rippling water, embracing the large green leaves that overhung the pool to escape dissipation by the sun.
Prasert started and dropped the bamboo scoop as his servant pair staggered up to the pool. They weied first and deeply to Preecha before doing so to Prasert. On their knees they pleaded with nearly dry skin and bowed heads to drink. Preecha nodded to his acolyte and turned away. Cold water splashed on his ankles.
Preecha turned off onto a faint side trail, used only by him. Between his toes squeezed mud, pebbles and grass. Behind him, Prasert stumbled and muttered about mud on his shoes.
The trail ended in a clearing of bare rock. Wrapped in ochre, the light brown veins and sinews of a gargantuan Bodhi tree towered over to footprints left by the Lord Buddha when he had stopped to admire the giant staircase across the river. Preecha knelt and prayed before the sacred relics. Each mud-caked indentation left would have cradled his lean and graceful body.
Prasert shuffled impatiently. “What is this?” he cracked like resin popping in burning pine.
“Can you see nothing?”
“I can see an ordained tree, one that has stood watch for years over two hollows that would be safe in anonymity if you hadn’t followed your curiosity up from the river to worship its spirits.”
Hand-sized wasps burred up and settled on spots ringed in black pebbles around the footprint. Each cleaned a long, coiled drill with yellow and black front legs. Then the amber drills unwound and began to bore through the rock. First one way, building momentum with speed then changing direction, until all the potential energy had been used. A novice scrambled around, winding the airborne digging crew. With meticulous precision, not one of the painted bamboo legs touched the pebble ring. One rectangular hole was nearly ready, the wasp miners drilling at their maximum reach and snapping the final pieces free.
Preecha wondered if Prasert was right: did he do this to bring honor to himself, or to the Lord Buddha? When he saw Prasert’s smug smile, he knew that his left hand had been flexing spread fingers as he always had when a boy and faced with a moral conundrum.
Surely the skin that had sloughed off of the revered Buddha’s feet needed to be saved, as he had very slowly been doing each morning while the novice worked the wasps around him. Each curl had been reverently placed in a brass tube and taken to his cave for safekeeping. Preecha knelt and cleaned the hole of debris before he slipped a bumpy stone out of a waist pouch and placed it in the center of the freshly finished excavation.
Prasert snorted loudly, a sound that he’d always made that combined a boar’s snort with a bull’s bellow. He knew that Preecha had reached a point of rationalization with himself.
“I know why I’m here, but why are you here?” Preecha asked in a slow, low voice.
“Since father died, Mother asked me to speak with you. With one son a doctor at the Rattanokosin court of his Majesty King Rama V, she wished to have her other son there as a monk, or as a courtier.” Prasert’s eyes slid to the side, and looked at the garlands on the tree behind Preecha’s bare shoulder.
“A messenger would’ve been appropriate as well. Surely you’re needed at court.” Preecha resigned himself to having the truth about Prasert’s needs and wants evaded by inspecting the work of the wasps. Each hole was filled with a hundred others.
“Your skills and knowledge of Issan herbs and healing has come to the Palace ears. The Abbott wishes you to teach skills to novices.” With a mulish pout of resentment at almost telling the truth while excluding a fair segment of it, Prasert glared at his calm sibling.
Preecha sighed and walked away. It would be too much to ask Prasert or his mother to ever tell a complete truth. They appeared to only attain a state of near enlightenment if part of the truth was withheld or warped in some way.
A second novice rubbed a stele that a small crew of wasps also sanded and polished. Prasert barely paused to inspect the stone marker, concentrating solely on Preecha. He realized that he needed a stronger argument to make a convincing effort to recruit Preecha. Clearly, his younger brother was near entrenched in his emotional citadel. On the hillside ahead, the top of a cave mouth peeked above the roof of the novices hut.
“Perhaps another monk can be assigned to ensure the care of such a sacred site,” Prasert observed in a crisp tone.
A smile twitched the corners of Preecha’s lips. He wondered whether a miracle cure or a marvelous engineering feat had been promised by Prasert and to whom it had been promised. He opted to ignore his older brother and continue with plans for the day’s work. Perhaps before his study time, they would both have reached a required decision.
“Let’s wind the dragonfly for a test run,” Preecha said to the young boy that worked with his head averted. He was rewarded with a round eyed smile. With fervent devotion, the pair had not left the clearing for a full month. The sacred place would remain clean and holy.
Almost as big as the boy, the dragonfly was hooked by its feet to the side of a papaya tree at the edge of the clearing. A sense of peace flowed through preacher as his fingers caressed the carved piece. Held together with the tensile sinews of bamboo fiber, this exotic tool weighed about the same as his arm. He and the novice arranged it on the stele, seeking a balance point. Prasert shuffled impatiently behind them as they murmured together.
With a legs anchored, the pair wound the body, each turn rising in pitch until it was almost too stiff to turn yet facing its target. Prasert blew his nose loudly, rocked from heel to toe and clenched a fist in a pocket.
“Ready?” asked Preecha, looking at the eagerly grinning face of the novice.
Released, the dragonfly’s wings thundered, the clear silk fabric a tight tympanum that beat the air. As the stele lifted clear of the ground, one leg slipped. The novice wailed in anguish as the load swung. Preecha grabbed his arm and pulled him back, wondering what material would hold the rock more securely.
Prasert’s lips were pressed as thin as he could make them. Never would he admit his fascination with Preecha’s creations. He stood defiantly still. On the path at the edge of the clearing, torn between two worlds, his servants cautiously awaited his wishes.
A second leg broke free and the dragonfly wobbled again, the weight pulling it nearly backwards. Prasert stood defiantly before he started to duck, but the stone marker clipped him and sent him sliding down the bare rock, his pith helmet going past them all the way down to the net of vegetation.
Stunned, he lay in a muddy hollow. Laments of the novices rose to a keen that drowned the dwindling rumble of the landing dragonfly. Prasert’s starched white shirt was now a gritty red, and his hands were scraped with most of his nails broken. Murmured requests from Preecha reduced the wails to whimpers and then silence.
A gust of wind shook the leaves of the Bodhi tree, swaying it back and forth as if laughing gales from deep in its spirit belly. It was as if the Lord Buddha himself was shaking in laughter at Prasert’s predicament.
Terrified by the cries of the novices and the shaking Bodhi tree, the two servants at the bottom of the clearing tripped and fell over each other going back down in the trail. For days, weeks even, they would not be able to look at their master.
Slowly, Prasert rose to his knees where he scraped and flicked mud off. He was trembling, his face pomegranate red, when he finally stood outside the hollow. Without looking at anyone, Prasert stalked away as straight-backed as his muddy shoes would allow.
Stricken, the novices raised beseeching eyes to Preecha, wails silenced by his serenity. All the wasps had stopped their motion in apparent deference to the Bodhi tree. A fly walked from one novice’s eye to the other without him blinking it away.
Preecha inspected the dragonfly, especially the legs from which the load had slipped. Giggles in small twigs of the Bodhi quivered to a stop. Splattered red mud was beginning to dry on the rocks as the sun rose over the river embankment.
“Sometimes, even the proudest people have to get close to the Lord Buddha,” said Preecha, hoping to give peace to the young monks and wishing that they leaned less on his words. At least Prasert would not return to see him again, but he did not wish to say that.