Sorrowful

Jennifer Compton

The house is up for tender and will be sold.

Houses always sell – in the end. Even if it is

for the land. Smoking out or treading down

the haunts takes three days, or even longer.

A child always has a father even if the child

must learn to forgive that father for almost

everything. A father is just a man, just one

more member of our clan, one of our skin.

And the mother, a roomy doorway, a pathway,

a vivid gash – making the baby up as she goes

along. If she holds the little one too close to her

it will have to kick hard to make her let it go.

The brother and the sister and the cousin keep

all the secrets of how you used to be. Oh a long

long time ago. In the meeting place impossible

to prevent the family smell from burgeoning.

The tea slops into the saucer, the wine is opened

and poured into that glass of memories, that gift

that was given to a dead woman, before she died.

Some of us drink tea, and some of us drink wine.

The house will be sold, the broken window was

repaired a long long time ago, some of us will

die soon – some of us will turn over in our beds

and do what is needful to call the new one home.