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Violet padded barefoot down the upstairs corridor, past doors and doors and doors painted antique white. None of the knobs matched, but all of them held a dark, obsolete finish. Or maybe that wasn’t a finish at all but rather the metal underneath, exposed by generations of hands. The night light at the far end cast her stick figure shadow on the ivory wall to her left. Ahead on the right was her room. Khloe’s room. The one room in this house where she belonged. She should’ve sneaked in an hour ago, shaken Khloe awake, and confessed her dilemma. But her hand refused to reach for the doorknob. Her feet refused to shuffle inside.

She should go back to Wren’s room at the far end of the hallway. She should watch and listen and make sense of these people. Anyway, if she didn’t go back soon, Belinda’s head would pop into view—“Don’t go far”—then vanish back into the room. House arrest for a spy was understandable, but Belinda must have decided on room arrest.

Violet paused in front of an antique clock that hung at eye level. She touched the weighted pendulum, and dust speckled her palm. When she released it, it hung there, swinging a bit from the motion of her hand but not enough to run the clock. She pulled it to one side and let go. Restart.

She turned around and walked the wood floor like a plank. She paused at Wren’s door. It cracked open to leak light and sound.

“Not here.” Wren’s voice wafted through the crack.

“Sugar, you know it’s going to be here. You know it’s got to be here.”

“No. I don’t want …”

Violet’s fingers curled around her charm bracelet until it left indentations across each one, a starfish arm gouged here, a fish tail there, a rounded placeholder bead there. “I don’t want …” Words her own mom might have said as she labored to give Violet breath.

“If it’s here, you get to keep him. Think on that.”

What was Belinda talking about?

Violet peered through the crack in the door. Wren lay on her side, knees tucked in. The pale pink nightgown strained tight over her belly, and only her feet poked from under the hem. Belinda perched near the head of the bed in an oak rocking chair. One of her hands was woven with Wren’s, a white and black finger braid.

“Maybe Lee’s on her way right now.”

Wren stretched her legs and her back. “If there’s something wrong, when he comes. If he needs a hospital.”

“Don’t go thinking that way, sugar.”

“I don’t want to lose him.” Wren rested a hand on her stomach and closed her eyes.

So that was how she ended the sentence. Mom wouldn’t have. “I don’t want to keep her. I want to give her up.” Everyone had stories from their childhood, and this one was Violet’s. She’d been hearing it since she was old enough for language. “But you were a good baby, Violet. I never regretted keeping you.” Wren already wanted her baby.

Movement from Violet’s peripheral vision jolted her to face the hallway, almost bumping the door open with her elbow. Marcus headed toward her, followed by a thin woman in dark green scrubs. She carried a bulging leather laptop case over her shoulder. Or a medical bag, maybe. This was obviously the nurse.

“Lee, this is Violet,” Marcus said.

Lee’s gaze measured her up and down, searching for something. After a moment, she nodded. Either this woman was an icicle to everyone she met, or Marcus had told her everything. Betting on the second option.

Lee moved like water around both of them and into Wren’s room. Violet’s gaze collided with Marcus’s and locked. Behind her, voices filtered through the door.

“You’re Lee? Oh, praise Jesus, praise Jesus for you, ma’am.”

“I need to examine you.” A latex glove snapped.

“It’s good you’re here.” Relief eased the stress from Belinda’s voice. “They’re coming about six minutes apart right now.”

“My baby, how is he, ma’am?”

Marcus didn’t move, didn’t break eye contact. His voice came quietly. “Why did you do it?”

Shouldn’t be hard to guess.

“Did they threaten you?”

She should say yes. Make the con-cops out to be their common enemy. But everything Belinda had said ping-ponged around in her head. She’d lied enough to these people. She shook her head, and Marcus continued to study her.

Lee’s voice came from behind her. “The heartbeat is strong.”

“Praise Jesus.” Wren’s words caught on a sob.

“Remain calm, please.”

“Yes, ma’am.”

Marcus sighed, tried to rub his eyes, but his fingers only splayed over his face.

“Are you going home now?” Violet said.

His hand lowered to his side. His eyes narrowed at her.

Heat rushed into her cheeks. He thought she was probing for information. Well, of course he did. “You look tired, that’s all. That’s why I asked.”

He turned and trudged toward the stairs.

“Are you leaving?”

No response, no pause. She didn’t dare get in his way, but he might fall asleep halfway home and hurt somebody. She barged into Wren’s room and froze. Wren lay on her back, knees bent and legs spread. Her nightgown was pushed up to bare her body from the waist down.

Belinda was nodding to Lee as the nurse recited some list. “… shower curtain, plastic garbage bags, and—”

“Marcus,” Violet said.

Lee’s gray eyes flashed toward her.

Belinda leaned forward in the rocking chair. “My heavens, did he start the coffee again?”

“No, I think he’s leaving, right now.”

By the end of Violet’s sentence, Lee was halfway to the door.

“I’ll handle him, Lee.” Belinda pulled herself to her feet. “You stay put.”

“He won’t listen to you.”

“Him and me, we’ve come a long way these last few months. I know how to talk him down.”

Lee stripped off her glove so fast it turned inside out. She tossed it onto the dresser as she left.

As if just realizing Violet’s presence, Wren tugged the nightgown down over her thighs. She pushed up on her elbows and tried to roll to her side. “I think Lee’s right, it’s easier when I’m not on my back.”

“Let me help you, sugar.” Belinda rushed forward.

Violet backed toward the door. Not belonging here was an understatement. Half down the hallway, she was frozen by Wren’s alarmed voice.

“Belinda?”

“Ooh.” The little sound quivered.

Violet rushed back. Belinda sat on the floor beside the bed, ashen-faced. Bloody fluid smeared the white sheet under Wren. Belinda must have gotten a glimpse.

“Belinda.” Violet crouched in front of her. “Are you sick?”

“Blood,” she whispered.

“I know, but are you okay?”

Belinda put a trembling hand to her own forehead as if checking for a fever. “Once I fainted.”

Awesome. Violet bolted up and out of the room. A sleep-deprived guy really shouldn’t rank on a nurse’s priority list. Not compared to a woman in labor and a woman ready to faint. She padded downstairs and tried to listen for their voices. Words drifted from the kitchen, taut and low. Marcus.

“That’s not what this is.”

“It would be understandable,” Lee said.

“I don’t want a drink. I want to fix this.”

Something clattered against the counter. Violet should barge into their conversation now, before Belinda passed out upstairs. But if they were about to discuss resistance secrets …

“You said yourself he isn’t in immediate danger until he re-enters Michigan, and that won’t happen tonight.”

Keys jingled. Must be the keys Violet was supposed to stash. She shuddered.

Lee’s voice came again, still impassive. “How long have you been awake?”

Silence.

She released a quiet sigh. “Marcus. Please.”

Only a step away from the doorway, only inches from their sight, Violet pressed against the cool wall. This conversation wasn’t revealing anything. A count to ten, and then she’d interrupt. One …

“It wasn’t me.” Marcus’s voice barely reached her.

“If you’re referring to your intimidation of a teenage girl—”

“No. It wasn’t me. That they were using.”

A floorboard creaked. The cuckoo clock chirped five times. Good grief, the sun would be up soon.

“You believed it was,” Lee said quietly.

“Everything I did, the last three days, I knew—any day, any minute. They’d take me and …”

“You were wrong.”

“I know, but I—I can’t stop. Feeling it.”

“You are … afraid?” She spoke the words as if they didn’t belong together.

“I—” Trembling shattered the big man’s voice. “Lee. I can’t sleep.”

Nine. Ten. The silence kept ticking.

Something Violet couldn’t name existed between all these people, Marcus and Lee and Belinda and Wren. They shared a camaraderie that only grew from fighting the world itself and winning together, from knowing what could send each other to prison and not fearing the other’s knowledge. She peeked around the corner.

The growling grizzly was bowed over, elbows on the counter, head in his hands. Lee stood at his side. Care pulled her mouth, and her hand hovered at his back. But she lowered it without touching him.

Marcus shuddered hard. “I lost them.”

“You’re not to blame.”

“I keep losing more of them.”

“I know.”

“There’s not going to be anybody left.”

Lee’s eyes closed for a long moment. “I know.”

He straightened up and pawed at his face with one hand, a tear-swiping gesture though his eyes were dry. “I’m sorry. I’m trying not to be … weak.”

“Marcus, look at me.”

He half turned, and Violet realized too late that she hadn’t ducked. But his bleary eyes didn’t see her.

Lee leaned against the counter, near his arm. “You are not weak.”

His hand half rose to his neck, fell to his side again.

“However, you are exhausted.”

His hands curled loosely.

“I’m going to deliver a baby tonight. Then I’m going home to bed. But I’ll need to know you haven’t stopped at a bar or fallen asleep at the wheel, trying to drive to Indiana.”

After a moment, he nodded.

Her face softened into a smile. “Thank you.”

In a few steps their path would collide with Violet’s. Lee was on her way to Wren, so Violet didn’t need to interrupt. She slid back along the wall into a shadow.

Not fast enough. They rounded the corner.

“Violet.” Lee’s eyebrows arched. Her eyes frosted.

Marcus’s lips set in a thin line.

“Belinda, she saw the blood and got woozy. I came down to get you.”

“And decided to continue spying instead,” Lee said.

“I—no, just … I—”

Marcus growled. “I told Belinda to watch her.”

“Clearly not the best choice.”

They spoke as if Violet weren’t there. She took a step back, toward the stairs.

“You’ll be busy. I’ll have to—”

“You’re going to rest, Marcus. That isn’t negotiable.” Lee folded her arms and tilted her head at Violet. “Are you squeamish?”

“Um, no? I don’t think so.”

“All right. You’ll assist me, and you won’t leave my sight.”

The woman was somewhat tall but lean, not intimidating until she met your eyes. No, Violet wouldn’t try to escape her. She nodded, and Lee motioned her up the stairs first.

The minute before they’d detected her had been her only chance. And she hadn’t even thought to run for the front door.

Because Khloe slept upstairs, still unaware. Leaving her now, like this, would destroy their friendship forever.

And then there were all these raw, open people, none of whom fit into her mental box labeled Christians. Still, why did she care what happened to them?

She scaled the stairs ahead of Marcus and Lee and had no answer for that one when she reached the top.