6

Helen

She'd be just as happy if he never came back. Not true, really. It was a way of punishing him, in her mind, for going away. Of course, he had to come back, he would come back, she wanted him to come back. She couldn't live without him, but . . . she had begun to enjoy the time when he wasn't around.

Oh god, what a miserable thing. She asked herself why women let themselves be trapped into these situations. But then she refused to feel trapped. This was a situation of her own making.

She had gone to Joe for help, she couldn't deny it. And then he had invited her to come with him. The trouble was that having done what she had wanted to do, and having gone with Joe voluntarily, she had begun not to like it here. Who in the hell wanted to lie around Montana for the rest of their lives? She had things to do. She was a young woman.

Joe had things to do. He went off and did them. He didn't tell her about them, not really, just little jokes. He called it his Gogol Scam and then, because she'd misunderstood and said “Go-go?” he'd laughed and taken that up. For a time she had been convinced it had something to do with girls, that he had another woman somewhere whom he went to see. What was the big secret? No secret, he insisted, it was just too complicated to get into. He'd tell her all about it one of these days, if it worked out.

Helen hated that kind of talk. She was stuck here, waiting. That was the way it always was. She wanted to call her mother. No, says Joe. She wanted to send her mother a note. No. Don't contact your friends, he had warned. When you took out Carmine, you said good-bye to friends, to family. Sorry, but that's the way it is. Those guys get a lead on you, we're dead. They never quit. So, here we are. This is where we live now. Don't you like it?

She liked it plenty, for a while. They went fishing, they floated on rafts, they hiked. They bought matching Harleys and roared up to White Sulphur Springs, careening down empty highways through the mountains and over Missouri River bridges and dodging antelope, lights out, driving by moonlight. But soon enough, they roared home. It wasn't as if they had nowhere else to go. On a whim, they flew to Vancouver Island, to take high tea at The Empress Hotel in Victoria, then dinner in Seattle and the sweet ride on Amtrak's “Coast Starlite” to San Francisco to shop for a few days. They drove down to Flaming Gorge to make love on a mountainside, ignoring the cars winding up the road. But always back to the cabin.

She liked it here, basically. The house was terrific. She'd bought some nice things like dishes and a good sound system, hundreds of CDs, some great clothes. It was a lot of fun. They spent money sometimes like there was no end to it, and of course, there was no end to it, practically speaking. Boxes and boxes of money.

On a normal day they would get up late, loaf around over breakfast—which they made themselves, since Joe refused to have servants of any kind. This was a point of contention. Helen argued that since they couldn't very well go out for breakfast, they ought to have someone in to cook and do the housecleaning. Joe laughed long and hard at this. “You can't make your own breakfast? Hell, I'll make it.” And he did. And he cleaned house, too, though it was not an arduous task, after all.

After breakfast was shooting. Usually it was just Joe, but Helen frequently went with him. She didn't really enjoy shooting, not as much as Joe did, but she knew that he liked her to come along. They would walk up through the trees and back into the canyon. Some days they shot pistols as they walked—snap shots, Joe called it (he alternated right-hand days and left-hand days, quick drawing)—but usually they took the AK-47s, or the Uzi, and always a few handguns. After shooting, one of them ran down to town for the paper and to check the mail. Later they might fish, or go to Butte for dinner, or even to Bozeman or Livingston. There were some good restaurants over that way.

The one thing she loved without reservation was the hot springs, just over the ridge from the house. The hot springs almost made Montana a good deal. It was a sacred place, she'd decided. Lately she had come to resent Joe's presence in the hot springs, and Joe had seemed to recognize that. He liked her to do things on her own. He didn't mind if she traipsed off, naked as a jaybird, walking the four or five hundred yards over the ridge to the hot springs by herself.

He was almost unobjectionable. He acceded to everything. But so what? The gritty little basic thing was that she had grown up in Detroit, in the city. She liked people. Joe didn't give a damn if he never saw another human being in his life. It wasn't true, of course; he was very outgoing and gregarious at times. But at other times he seemed totally indifferent to, or even hostile toward, people. Helen found this unbearable. She needed people, particularly other women. She couldn't live without friends. If he knew that she had been to Holy Trinity, the Serbian church in Butte, he would flip.

As for Tinstar—well, it wasn't even a town, it was just appalling. A bar, a gas station that was also a post office, and a kind of convenience store that wasn't conveniently open—the hours depended on how the trout were hitting. And there was more poverty than she had expected: so many of the people on welfare, on some kind of assistance, living in shabby trailers. It didn't have the abject misery of Detroit, but misery was there just the same.

And she couldn't go by her own name. At first she had found it amusing to ask Shawna in the Tinstar Saloon to call her “Buddy.” But lately she had found it disagreeable. She wanted Shawna to call her Helen. She wanted to be friends with Shawna, but Shawna was an awful hick, it turned out. She was also on aid, even though she was employed. Conversation with Shawna was like, “Did you watch Sally Jessy Raphael yesterday, she had a guy on there who admitted that he'd raped two hundred women, whyn't they cut his balls off?”

Well, what did she expect from a bartender? The women available to her weren't equals, they were hairdressers and ranch wives, waitresses and unwed teenaged mothers. The milieu did not include upscale career women, lawyers and go-getters. About as close as it got was Milly, a realtor in the Ruby Valley, who sometimes came into the Tinstar Saloon. But Milly was in love with some redneck rancher and had a couple of kids. There were also a lady sheriff, whom Helen necessarily avoided, and a kind of interesting but somewhat aloof (or at least cool) single woman who had some kind of job with the irrigation district. And the old gal who ran the Garland Ranch, the XOX, who had sold Joe the property—she was not to be believed, a raw-boned, wind-rubbed cowgirl who evidently preferred the conversation of red cattle.

Butte wasn't a hell of a lot better. A raggedy old falling down city, a kind of Flint-in-the-Rockies or maybe some time-warped decrepit burg from the Depression. She didn't find it nearly as interesting as Joe did. It looked trashy to Helen. She had been stunned to discover a Serbian Orthodox church there, of all places. Evidently, the Serbs had come to work the mines, and they made up one of the largest Serbian communities in the West, but it was incongruous, and anyway, she'd never been much for church.

Bozeman was a college town, deadly boring. Livingston was campy, tanned oldsters wearing Gucci bandannas. Missoula was also a college town; it had a couple of rock joints and some cultural offerings, but it was too far away and annoyingly self'important. Helena, the state capital, was the most boring of all: a political town in a state where the legislature only met for ninety days every other year. This was not the year.

Montana was not a bad place, she conceded. Their little mountain, their house, their pine trees, the view down the valley. But after all, what was it? Take away her hot springs and it was just okay, but it wasn't anything, really. Joe liked it. Joe loved it. He kept talking about how great it was, the air, no people . . . a man could piss off his front porch without checking on the neighbors. Big deal. Fine for him. But what was there for a dynamic young woman to do? Pissing on the front lawn didn't get it.

After a while she couldn't stand it. The day she discovered Holy Trinity in Butte, she felt so blue that she couldn't resist sending a card to her mother, mailed it from Butte. Big deal. What was the use of being infinitely rich if you couldn't live like a rich person, or even send a stupid postcard, like a poor person? Her idea of being rich was that they should live in, say, San Francisco, in the Palace Hotel. They would buy a boat. They'd have a small crew, and they'd sail to Mexico when they wanted to, or perhaps to Panama or Peru. But Joe didn't like the idea. Instead he'd suggest a float trip on the Madison, or maybe on the Missouri. Big deal.

The other part, the part that she didn't discuss with Joe, was that she had begun to have dreams about Carmine. Not so much Carmine, as it turned out, but the bodyguard. She had shot the man, after all. The guy was looking at her, and she just swung up the shotgun and blasted him. Then crawling into the car and blasting Carmine, with the little shit screaming and whining, “Don't kill me” . . . Well, she'd wanted to kill Carmine, but she'd never considered the bodyguard. She kept seeing his big dumb face, before she'd blown it away. He'd looked like a guy she knew. She thought she did know him. His name was Carlo, or something. She couldn't remember. And then in her dreams she kept trying to remember. She'd see his stupid face and he'd say, “Do you know me?” like some fool in an American Express ad. And then she'd raise her hand and his face would slide off his face, in a way, in a bloody slide, and she would have to think very hard about who he was. But she couldn't think of his name.

It was Joe's fault. She knew that wasn't fair, but there wasn't anything she could do about it. It was Joe's fault. He knew she wanted to kill Carmine and so he made it possible. He had coached her. He had said, This is how it goes. You hold the gun like this. The kick is fierce, but brace yourself. Once you squeeze the trigger, don't stop. Keep shooting. Keep going. And he'd said, If you don't succeed, if it goes wrong, don't look for me. I'll be waiting if you do it all. If you don't do it, I'm gone. It's your show.

Well, it was her show, and she'd done it, and she'd been proud. She'd been beside herself. She'd loved Joe for making it possible, but now . . . well, it was his fault, wasn't it?

Had she ever meant to kill anyone? She had to wonder about that. Of course, she had harbored and nurtured the idea that as her father's son—well, only child—it was her duty to avenge him. She was clear on this. But what is vengeance, here in America? Is it really the same thing? Couldn't she have defended her father's honor in some less violent manner? Mightn't she have found some way, eventually, to humiliate Carmine? To show others that he was slime?

Killing is such a crude, brutal thing. She hated killing. Animals kill. Well, she had killed, but it was just Carmine, or should have been just Carmine. Anybody would kill Carmine. What slime. The proper way to kill Carmine would have been to step on him and then scrape your shoe off on the curb. She couldn't help feeling that, left to herself, her violent feelings toward Carmine would eventually have dissipated. But then she had met Joe. He was used to killing. Killing meant nothing to a man like Joe, she felt. And in the sway of his casual attitude, and given her perfectly normal passion for the guy, she had fallen in with his idea that she should kill Carmine. A responsible man would have loved her and convinced her that she didn't need vengeance, that their love was enough. If Joe had really loved her, he would have gone to any lengths, even have left her, to prevent her from doing something so horrible. But, instead, he had helped her. He had in a way encouraged her to kill Carmine (and that other unfortunate man). So, really, Joe had killed Carmine. She was simply the method, the weapon, the tool. Was that the act of a man who loved? Did love say kill? She could hardly think so. No, Joe didn't really love her. He couldn't love her.

She couldn't get it out of her mind. Killed a man? No. She hadn't killed anybody. Of course, a guy like Carmine, anybody would kill that son of a bitch. The other guy, she couldn't think of his name, and now she couldn't think of his face. It wasn't like killing.

The simple fact was this: She had to get out of here. She loved Joe. He was the greatest man she'd ever met, but who needed a man, anyway?

Joe had gone to do his business. Another “go-go” trip. What crap. Why should she put up with this? She decided to go soak in the sacred pool.

As usual, she stripped completely naked and walked out the back door. It was a cool day in October, but the pool would be hot. She wanted to be chilled by the time she got there, walking through the pines, walking on the bed of needles on the path, barefoot.

She carried a large, fluffy towel. Her head was no longer shaven, as she had worn it when she was preparing to avenge her father. Joe had wanted her to keep it shaven—he liked the small silky patch that she'd retained, a kind of reverse tonsure—but she had let her thick black hair grow out, with its single silver stripe running from her right brow. There was no hair on her body except for this black mane. Her breasts were tiny and the nipples were tight from the chill.

When she got to the sacred pool she breathed deeply, inhaling the odor of the pines, and then she stepped down on the flat rocks into the hottest part. She lay back and looked upward through hooded lids at the tops of the huge Douglas firs and ponderosas. The gossamer was out. Joe had told her about the gossamer. It drifted through the incredibly deep blue sky and caught on the tops and the branches of the firs in such profusion that she felt like a houri in an ancient Arab pool, a silken canopy waving gently over her. She lay back in the hot pool feeling energy seep out of her as she scissored her legs slowly, feeling the warm water seep into her.

She rested her head on a rock and let her body float out, staring upward. A jay flew across the pool. Then a raven drifted from the top of one great tree to the top of another. Neither called, but both looked down at her nakedness.

Yes, this was a sacred pool, a place sacred to women, probably sacred to countless tribal women who had come here. She wished she had been here then, that they were here now to talk to her, in soft, musical voices. They would talk about what was proper to women, about children. This was a place where even the mention of men was banished. She was so relaxed, so calm, she almost forgot about Joe.

Despite the mood of softness, of weakness even, she paradoxically felt strong lying in this pool. This is why she had come to prefer being here without Joe. All the foolish craziness of wanting to be a son to her father, to avenge him, was erased here. The strength and vitality she felt in this blessed pool seemed to her a kind of energy that emanated from all the tribal women who had doubtless soaked here in days gone by.

And while she lay in this pool, her eyes nearly closed in ecstasy and release, she did not see Mario Soper, who came along the path and stood on the little cliff above her. The jay flew. The raven whacked his wings to rise upward and bend away. A squirrel chattered with alarm, but she had never paid any attention to the squirrels and birds and did not now heed this alarm.

Mario gazed down at the woman below him. She waved her arms and her legs indolently to keep herself afloat. Her black hair spread out around her head. He was aroused by her lack of pubic hair. He laid down the two pistols that he carried and stripped off all his clothes. Then with a joyous roar he leapt out over the rocks to fall nearly on top of her.

The shock of his entry into the water stunned them both. But before she could recover he was upon her.

Mario seized her by the shoulders, shouting crazily, “Oh yeah, you fucking pussy!”

He forced her back against the rocks, their sharp edges biting into her shoulders and buttocks. He thrust his knees between hers and levered her legs apart. His cock was large and stiff. He immediately, though fruitlessly, began to thrust his pelvis against hers, his stiff cock blindly stabbing at her stomach and thighs.

Helen gasped and gawped. She struck at the man with her small fists. He grabbed her head with both hands, his fingers locked in her hair and forced it under the hot water. With one hand he pressed her head down against the sandy bottom, then he seized his cock with his right hand and tried to direct it between her spread thighs, into her.

She wrenched her head free of his single hand and threw a wild punch that struck the man in the chest, her little fist as hard as a rock and momentarily stunning him. She twisted and escaped, her face surfacing. She gasped for breath. But he yanked her back again by her hair. He laughed wildly.

Helen could feel his nasty cock poking at her flesh, and revulsion and fear surged in her. So this was rape. This is what rape was, this smashing and forcing and heedless wrenching at her bones and ligaments and flesh. He would rape her and kill her, she knew. She threw her knotted fist against his face and was pleased when it struck his throat and made him gag violently. Then she thrust her knee upward but the water slowed the movement and her knee slid harmlessly along his inner thigh, not reaching its target.

She felt strong, however, a surge of determination. This was her pool. She sensed that he was enervated by the heat, whereas she was invigorated. She clasped her legs about his hips, ignoring the already wilting cock thrusting impotently at her, and flung herself over so that she rose astride him, his arms flailing out to the sides, thrashing to prevent himself from sinking under.

With both hands she grasped his head and smashed it against the rocks, digging her thumbs into his eyes, trying to gouge his eyeballs out of their sockets. She rode him down, under the surface. His hands quit searching her body and scrabbled furiously at her thumbs. She smashed his head against the rocks again, and sensed a kind of relaxation in his body. In a panic she pressed down against his chest, literally mounting it on her knees. She reared her streaming head into the delicious air, gasping but still bouncing on the man's chest on her knees and shoving his head against the rocks as hard as she could. She pushed. She thrust. She bounced. His arms lay out on either side.

And then she leapt off his body and scrambled through the splashing water, which slowed her. Glancing back over her shoulder, flinging her wet hair out of her eyes, she saw him rise slowly to a sitting position. He lurched to his knees and then stood. The water was only to his knees in this spot, whereas it still came to her pelvis. She waded frantically, conscious that he could simply step after her, not having to drag his legs through the water. He reached out and grasped her shoulder just as she attained the rocky edge. His hand slid off her slippery skin and he tumbled sideways, flopping on his butt on the gravelly bottom. Incredibly, he laughed.

The laugh infuriated Helen. She seized a large rock and spun about, bringing it down heavily on the man's head. It made a horrible, soft cracking noise. The man groaned and fell backward, his head not quite submerged in the shallow water here. Helen danced out of the water, frantically hopping about and uttering little noises. Then she turned and started to run toward the cabin.

She saw the two guns lying on his clothes, by the path. A handy little .32 automatic and a familiar looking .38 revolver. She stooped to pick up the automatic and racked the slide back as Joe had showed her. It was loaded, cocked and ready to fire. She picked up the revolver in her left hand and walked purposefully back toward the pool.

She stood on the little rocky cliff above the pool, from which the man had leaped upon her, and aimed the .32 automatic at arm's length. The first shot smacked into the water to the right of the man. She adjusted and fired again. The bullet hit the water first, but then his left thigh. The man yelled and sat bolt upright. She fired again and again, not counting the shots, aiming at his chest. She must have hit him, for he groaned and fell back into the water. Then the gun was empty. She threw it at him and it splashed into the water near him.

To her horror, he rose from the shallows, sitting up with his hands on the bottom. He brought his left hand to his face to sweep his dripping hair from his vision, then heaved himself to his feet and clambered out of the water. He stumbled up the path toward her. Helen stared in horror. She started to run, then realized that she still had the revolver. She switched it to her right hand and took aim.

The first shot hit him in the chest and he staggered sideways, teetering on the edge of the rocks. She fired again. She didn't see where it hit, but he toppled backward and fell with a great splash onto his head and shoulders in the pond. Standing above him, she carefully aimed and fired the remaining three shots into his body. When the hammer clicked on an empty chamber she heaved the gun at the man's sprawling body.

The noise in the little enclosed space was too loud to really be heard, just a great roaring noise, then ringing. Finally, it faded to silence and then, after a long, still moment, one could hear the tiny yank-yank of a nuthatch.

“Oh yeah,” Helen gasped. She stood on the ledge, bent at the waist, hands on her thighs, breathing heavily. “Oh yeah.” Oh, what a fine thing. Yes, yes—yes indeed. She made no connection between this miraculous victory and what she had done before, against Carmine. Oh, it was fine, now. She had won.

The man floated in the pool in a cloudy corona of pink water, his arms outstretched. When she regained her composure, she stood erect, and with a grim face she turned and walked rapidly back up the trail toward the house.

Fifteen minutes later she reappeared, dressed in jeans and a sweater and boots, pushing a red wheelbarrow. She sat down by the pool and took off her boots and socks, then waded in and grabbed the naked man by his hair, towing him to the edge of the rocks. He trailed a pinkish slick that drifted slowly toward the bottom end of the pool.

Helen strained to pull the man onto the rocks that lined the pool, and with a great effort she got his upper torso onto the wheel-barrow. Then she sat down and tugged on her boots. The barrow tilted and balked as she struggled to push it up the hill toward the house. Twice the body slipped out of the barrow and sprawled against the rocks. Needles and dirt became plastered on it. She hauled it back onto the barrow each time, but finally she gave it up and turned about. With much less difficulty she was able to guide it down the path toward the meadow below, toward Tinstar Creek.

She had thought of carrying the body off and dumping it a long ways from home, perhaps in another state, but now she reckoned that she herself was long gone for another state and the body could stay in this one. She was not, however, inclined to let it rest in the sacred pool. Indeed, the pool had been violated, not only with the would-be rapist's blood, but with the violence that had been expended there. From the creek it would wash down into the irrigation ditch, she supposed. She hoped that the flow of the springs and the rains would purify the sacred pool.

On her way back to the house, trundling the empty wheelbarrow, she picked up the man's clothes and tossed them into it. At the house again, she recognized that Joe's vaunted security had been breached. She had noticed the new yellow pickup truck standing before the house when she'd run back for her clothes. Now she searched the cab. The paperwork for this vehicle was lying on the front seat. It declared that it had been bought the day before, in Mis-soula, in her name. So this was what Joe had been up to, she thought. The yellow pickup, a fancy four-wheel-drive affair, was supposed to be a present for her. She had seen one like it in Butte a few days earlier and had told Joe that she had to have it. No doubt the killer had used the address on the forms to find where they lived.

No tears came to her eyes with the realization that Joe was dead. That was clear. This man with two guns, one of which was Joe's—she had recognized the special small grips (Joe had small hands, like hers)—obviously had killed Joe and had come here. This was the way Joe did life, she knew; now it had done for him. So be it.

There was a fancy black tonneau cover on the box of the new pickup truck. Helen undid several of the snaps that held it down and peeled it back to discover a pile of strange gear in the back of the truck. She started to empty it out before she realized that the biggest bundle was a dead man in an old army coat.

Helen was stunned. To be sure, she had just survived a shocking attack and had mustered the strength and will to dispose of a man's naked corpse, but this . . . What could this be all about? Perhaps Joe had killed this man, but had been overcome by the other. It was a mystery that she couldn't begin to fathom. She sat down on the narrow rear bumper of the truck, groaning softly. It was too much, too much. She felt close to tears, but suppressed them with anger. If she had refused to mourn Joe a moment earlier, now she cursed him.

But after a minute to regain her strength, she sighed and stood up. Now the problem was to get rid of this body. She wasn't going to drive with this grisly load in the back. She let down the tailgate and dragged the dead man out on it until he sprawled in the sunlight. A stained cowboy hat lay among the gear. She looked down on a bearded face that was dirty with many broken vesicles in the cheeks and nose, the hair filthy and long. The flesh was weathered but pallid and old, dried blood was caked around the throat. Now she realized that the throat had been cut. Surprisingly, there wasn't a lot of blood on the layers of flannel shirts the body wore. Apparently, he had lain for some time on his face, which had dirt embedded in it, and most of the body's blood had drained away. He was about average height and heavy, perhaps as young as twenty-five or as old as forty, she couldn't tell. He looked like a derelict, an alcoholic. She had no idea how long he had been dead. He didn't smell so good, but then he must never have smelled very fresh. At any rate, he wasn't obviously rotting.

It was too mysterious for her. She dragged the body off the extended tailgate and let it fall to the pine-needled floor of the drive. Then she jumped up into the box, unsnapping the cover and rolling it back. She tossed all the alien gear out onto the hard-packed yard. There was no blood in the truck box, she was glad to see.

She packed all her gear and carried it out to the truck. Then she took the wheelbarrow and walked up above the house to a path that led around the side of the mountain to Joe's cache. This was an old abandoned mine adit, once framed by timbers, which Joe had removed when he discovered this entrance hidden behind brush. To one side was a large ponderosa. But the pine had been struck by lightning a few years earlier and had finally died, along with the parasitical mistletoe that had helped to obscure the opening. Joe had explored and developed this disused mine long before Helen had come to join him here. She thought it was crazy and spooky, poking around in an old and surely dangerous mine, but it was part of Joe's obsession with security.

He had cleared away the debris for some fifteen feet inside the opening and provided a slatted floor of rough planks on logs. On this platform he had constructed a studded and raftered frame and sheathed it with rough cedar. The cavity was dry and cool, and if someone should stumble on the well-concealed opening, guarded by brush and seemingly fallen branches, they would encounter a solid metal door mounted in the recessed frame. One would have to be looking for this opening to detect it. Here Joe kept the boxes of cash he had taken from Eugene Lande, a thief who had stolen the money from a mob money-laundering operation in Detroit. There were also various other valuable papers and some guns stored here.

This door was kept securely locked, but Helen knew where the key was kept under a nearby rock. She pried up the rock and found the key, then opened the tomblike cavity. Carrying two boxes at a time on the wheelbarrow, she transported the money down the path to the truck. She didn't bother the boxes of Joe's private papers and records, nor his guns—a carefully oiled and wrapped Stoner rifle, a Browning automatic shotgun, a Cobray automatic, and a couple of revolvers.

It took her a good hour to haul the money down to the yard. The yellow pickup truck accepted ten boxes of cash in its box. She had to rearrange the boxes so that the tonneau could fasten down, but it was easy to do. There were a few boxes of money left up at the cache, but Helen didn't care. She had already loaded the truck with at least ten million dollars, perhaps more. One box that she couldn't quite fit in she regretfully tossed aside. There was no telling how much it contained. Some of the boxes held small bills, fives, tens, and twenties, and probably contained as little as $500,000. Others, with larger bills, could hold nearly a million. It wasn't worth opening them; there was a world of money in the back of the truck.

She actually backed up over the dead man as she was leaving. Ordinarily that bump and the realization of what she'd done would have appalled her, even made her physically ill. Not any more. It was just another dead body, and she didn't even know who it was or what it meant. She drove forward, passing over the body again on her way out the gate.

She was halfway down the long road that served as their drive when she slammed on the brakes and the yellow pickup skidded to a halt. What, she asked herself, was she thinking about? What was the use of hauling a naked rapist halfway down the mountain to dispose of him in an out-of-the-way irrigation ditch if she was going to leave another corpse lying in the drive in front of the house?

Cursing, she turned the truck around and roared back up the road. Despite her feverish haste and anxiety she couldn't help noticing and appreciating the responsiveness of the truck. What a terrific gift! Then she put it out of her mind. Where to stash this new body, so an idle passerby—say, the UPS delivery woman—wouldn't see it and immediately call the cops? She needed at least a little time, a day or two, to get out of this country.

Once again she got out the wheelbarrow and loaded the body into it with great effort. No point in going up the ridge and down to where she'd disposed of the rapist. The answer was obvious. She pushed the wheelbarrow up the small trail to the cache. It was an agonizing effort, but this body was clothed in a heavy coat and it didn't slip as much as the rapist's naked corpse. She dumped it unceremoniously into the cache, among the guns and the remaining boxes of money. She went back for two more loads, piling the bags and odd gear about the body that she had dumped against one wall of the cache, where it sprawled leaning slightly to one side, propped up by gear. The legs extended straight out before it, the soles of the cowboy boots splayed to either side. She slapped the corpse's greasy cowboy hat onto the lank and tangled hair and left, carefully locking the door and rearranging the debris to mask it. Then she put the key back under the rock. With any luck the body would never be found. It was an ideal tomb. Joe had often explained to her that the mine was so well drained and ventilated that the money and the guns would not be subject to damp, even in the spring runoff. The last thing he wanted was to come back from a trip and discover that rain or melted snow had seeped into his cache and mildew had ruined all his goods. Well, now it would serve a more solemn purpose.

Somehow she couldn't be grateful to Joe for his foresight. She was angry instead. She had graduated from Michigan State University with honors; why should she have been brought to such a terrible place, to have to dispose of bodies that had nothing to do with her? For some time she had resented the way that Joe, a man with no formal education, had assumed a superior manner. Well, now his stupidity had done him in and she had successfully applied her own ability to think and plan in order to save herself and their goods. Angrily she wheeled the empty wheelbarrow down the path and parked it in the little shedlike garage where it belonged.

She returned to the cabin and went to Joe's little alcove, where he kept his current bills and paperwork—nothing incriminating here, you could be sure—along with a couple of properly purchased guns, and selected one she'd always liked. It was a Dan Wesson revolver, a .357 magnum, and it came with several interchangeable barrels. She took three of the barrels and tossed them in a bag with a couple of boxes of ammunition. Then she went around and closed and locked the iron-barred shutters—more of Joe's security—and finally pulled all the shades and locked the back door. Everything was turned off, no lights, no burners on. She locked the front door and left, this time for good. She even stopped to lock the gate.

An hour and a half later, having cruised effortlessly through some spectacular high-range country along Interstate 15, she crossed into Idaho at Monida Pass. According to her map, Salt Lake City was less than three hundred miles south. She would feel much safer there, two states away from Joe's cabin and two dead bodies, anonymous in a large city. She could check into a nice hotel and rest and assess the situation.