The greatest affront happened at the imperial river city of Carnuntum. That day, in those marbled halls, the Lords of the Tetrarchy assumed they could strip me of my station. I had rebuffed their attempts and let them know in no uncertain terms that I was Constantine and I would remain Augustus of the West, heir to my father’s realm. A mere month had passed since that grand congress and my stubborn refusal. I must admit it had fired my pride to assert myself so and witness them gasping in ire. Yet what might those curs think were they to see me now: crouched in the musty ferns of a Germanian hillside nook like an outlaw, my bear pelt and black leather cuirass blending into the earthy hillside like my dirt-streaked face in the half-light of this sullen winter’s day?
A few shafts of watery sunlight penetrated the sea of freezing mist around me, illuminating the semi-frozen hillside: strewn with a frosty carpet of leaves, dotted with dark green spruce and skeletal brown larch. The valley floor below – the one clear path through these roughs – was carpeted with bracken. The cold gnawed on my skin and stung my nostrils, but not so much as to mask that ubiquitous musty stink of the Germanian woods. Hardy ravens cawed somewhere in the skies above the sea of mist, as if to remind me just how far I was from home, yet all down here was still and silent… eerily silent. Then the sudden, hollow drumming of an unseen woodpecker nearby sent an invisible lance of ice through my breast. With a puff of breath I cursed the winged menace, as if it were scouting for the enemy who had drawn me out here.
The Bructeri – one of the many tribes in the Frankish confederation – were on the move. Coming this way to cross the Rhenus and pour once more into Gaul… my realm. I only had myself to blame, for early last year I had put two of their many kings to death in Treverorum’s arena. Yes, it was in the name of vengeance that the tribes had mobilised. But now, of all times? Marching to war in the grip of winter? I seethed. And you wonder why we Romans call you barbarians!
I could not ignore the tribal threat, yet equally I could ill afford to be here. For back across the river and all over imperial lands, the hearsay and consequences of Carnuntum were already spreading like a plague. A chatter rose within my mind, each voice urgent and shrill, like hooks being dragged through my head, all demanding attention…
I closed my eyes and pressed the tip of my forefinger to my thumb. I fought at first to steady my angry breath. Soon, it slowed. The only noise now was that of gentle birdsong somewhere beyond the hills, and the distant gurgle of the Rhenus. I unlocked a precious vault of distant memories then; of Mother coddling me as a boy. Of Minervina, my sweet wife for precious few years before she had died in childbirth. The two people in my life with whom I had known complete peace. No, I corrected myself, for there was a third. His face ranged alongside those of the other two: Maxentius.
I thought of times long gone: the boyhood days when first he and I had met at Treverorum; Maxentius’ wedding celebrations at Sirmium – eventful to say the least; our paths crossing in Antioch and again in Nicomedia where our families spent a whole spring and summer as one. Golden times. Gone now… like our friendship. My eyes peeled open, a sour taste rising from the back of my throat.
Maxentius, I mouthed, bitterly this time. These days, there remained only two strands of commonality between us: our estrangement from the Tetrarchy – me as the ‘False Augustus’ and him declared as an outright enemy of Rome – and our will to each make the West our own. Yet it was duly mine. How could the man who had once been like a brother to me stubbornly believe it was his? How?!
An animal howl penetrated the fog from somewhere down on the bracken-strewn path: lasting, guttural and untamed, my thoughts scattering like birds.
A loquacious man once told me that a soldier is but a man with a sword. Well, just as a man stirs when the sun rises, and hungers when his belly grows empty, a soldier becomes an altered beast when he hears the savage harbingers of battle. My shoulders stiffened, my mouth drained of moisture and my eyes grew keen like a hawk’s, sensing every lick of fog that moved down there, hearing the blood crashing in my ears like a war drum.
When they came, it was as if they had leapt from my nightmares. The curtain of fog split and the dark shapes spewed forth like a murky, distended torrent along the valley floor. Like heralds from Tartarus , they were: fire in their eyes and flowing red locks and beards to match. They wore wolfskins on their heads, complete with fangs and glaring glass eyes as if to exaggerate their ferocity… as if they needed to! I counted as best I could as they ran through the semi-frozen mud: hundreds, a thousand… nearly two thousand, clutching sharpened steel and cajoling each other with gruff, guttural chants and cries cast from snarling mouths. Even the verbose fool with the low opinion of soldiers could not have mistaken such a sight: the Bructeri were coming to war.
From my refuge among the ferns, I twisted to look over my shoulder. Nothing… nothing to be seen. My cohort were well placed and well hidden along the crests this side of the vale. Just two cohorts – one of the Minervia and one of the Cornuti – merely nine hundred men against at least twice that number, for it was all I could spare. Every other force of mine was stretched thinly across my eastern and southern borders – hastened there as soon as I had returned from Carnuntum. After that I had barely enough time to rouse the Cornuti from Treverorum, and these hardy Minervia ranks from the river fortress at Bonna, and bring them here.
I caught sight of one hiding centurion, his head rising above a tuft of long grass and the whites of his eyes wide at the sight of the Bructeri. His gaze flicked from the flood of warriors along the valley floor to me and back again. He wore dark leather armour, just as I had demanded of the rest of his comrades. Dark, like these infernal woods. Black, like the clash that was to come. I saw his chest rising and falling, his tongue darting out to dampen his lips. He and every other legionary waited not on the right moment; they waited on me. But damn, they would have risen and charged down those valley sides onto sharpened stakes for me, so fiercely loyal were they.
I placed a hand on the hilt of my spatha , watching the passing Bructeri. My gaze latched on to one tall, broad warrior in the midst of their procession. This was their leader, Hisarnis – instantly recognisable from his flowing iron-grey hair and braided beard – a wily general. He cajoled his men by beating his well-honed francisca axe against the boss of his shield – painted gold and adorned with the emblem of a blood-red winged demon – and bellowing out some homily. It was time. I shot up to my full height and tore the blade from my scabbard with a steely zing , thrusting it overhead. ‘Minervia, rise! ’
At once, a trio of buccinae blared, the wail of the horns filling the vale. The valley sides came alive: a line of my legionaries rose up on this ridge from their hiding places, clad in a hard carapace of black armour and carrying dark green shields, glistening like giant scarabs. Across the void rose a line of leather-armoured Cornuti bearing twin feathers on their helms. This regiment had once been a Frankish tribe. Now, they served as a fine bodyguard. Leading them was big Batius, my one-time childhood mentor, now Tribunus of the Cornuti and more than a brother to me. A bull of a man with an oversized jaw permanently shaded in stubble who had never once shown a hint of fear despite the many wars we had been through. I saw him hold his sword aloft like me, and as I chopped my blade down like an accusing finger towards the valley floor, so did he.
‘Advance! ’ I roared.
‘Advance! ’ Batius echoed, the back of his throat as red as the twin serpents on his Cornuti shield and the twin feathers jutting from the sides of his helm shuddering.
The two parties of my men unleashed a cry and surged downhill, boots snapping and crunching through bracken and undergrowth, each line converging on the valley floor like the jaws of a wolf. I slid on my plumed helm, wrenched the chinstrap tight and surged after them. I took a place on the right of the line and rapped my sword on my iron shield boss, urging those running with me to do likewise with their spears, ushering a din of iron over the valley. The valley floor jostled before me as I charged, my bear pelt rippling in my wake. Again I thought of the fat, slovenly whoresons in Carnuntum. If only they could see me now, I thought again, this time with a feverish grin, look me in the eye and tell me I am not Protector of the West.
The torrent of Bructeri fighters stumbled and slowed, their heads switching this way and that, mouths agape as they beheld the waves of imperial soldiers haring down towards them from either side. Hisarnis yelled some command to the man by his side who blew into a war horn furiously, again and again, the wail rising high into the air and no doubt sailing over the forest for many miles, then the Bructeri leader howled to his rough column of men to draw together, the front and rear contracting into the middle and forming a packed oval. They passed shields to those on the edges and those within the oval hoisted more shields overhead, obeying Hisarnis’ frantic orders and taking the shape of a testudo -like formation they had picked up from centuries of fighting against the legions.
‘Don’t let them gather!’ I snarled across the line of legionaries as we ran.
My Minervia officers pounced on this. ‘Spiculae! ’ they bellowed as we came to within fifty paces of the valley floor. I heard the same cry echoing from Batius’ lot descending the opposite slope. The legionaries slowed a fraction and raised their javelins, before hurling them like swooping broods of raptors down onto the packed Bructeri. The breath stilled in my lungs: battle, you see, trades in a currency of heartbeats. A moment sooner, and the spiculae would have riven the Bructeri warriors and might even have ended this before swords could clash. But the Bructeri presented their screen of shields and a thick rattle of steel striking wood rang out as the javelins quivered – nine in every ten blocked. Yes, a swathe of these forest warriors fell in puffs of blood where their shields crumbled or were held too low, but we had been too slow.
At least the horn-blower with the seemingly bottomless lungs had been struck, I realised. The fellow was gawping, swaying, the horn still at his lips but a spiculum that had plunged into the mouth of the instrument and torn through his throat now jutted from the back of his neck, putting paid to his efforts. A gout of dark blood spat from the horn and he collapsed.
‘Onwards!’ I bellowed, knowing each man would have seen his javelin strike evaded or blocked and read this as the first signs of reversal. I had seen it before – the tides of combat changing on the natural ebb and flow of a man’s courage. Indeed, I too felt a pang of fright at the thought that it could all end here in this filthy wilderness: the dogs from Carnuntum would surely laud news of the False Augustus’ ignominious death in such a clash and hoot with laughter at the thought of my corpse rotting in the Germanian woods like a parody of Varus. So I raced a few steps ahead of the line, such was my desire to show my ranks that the day could still be ours. ‘They march to pillage your homes. They journey to slaughter your families. End their journey here, now!’
It seemed to reignite their spirit, and a fresh roar erupted along the line as we completed our descent then bounded onto the valley floor and came to within thirty paces of the corralled Bructeri.
Hisarnis’ mouth stretched wide as he bawled some jagged cry, flecking the air with spittle. I did not hear the order, but the sight of the Bructeri drawing their francisca axes underarm was a spectacle that any legionary serving on the Rhenus knew well from his blackest nightmares, and I barely needed to shout my next command.
‘Shields, low!’ I bellowed as the Bructeri hurled the axes across the ground. The weapons skipped and leapt, kicking up shards of bracken and showers of semi-frozen mud. I lowered my shield just before one thwacked into it, burying itself deep into the timber and even part-cleaving the iron boss.
I heard and almost felt the thick crunch of bone by my side as one of my men was too slow, the axe smashing his ankle, sweeping his leg away under him and sending him into the air, head and feet changing places, helmet falling away. He tumbled forward across the ground and another two axes punched into him – one breaching and almost disappearing inside his leather armour and into his chest cavity, the other hammering into his helmetless forehead and casting a pool of dark blood from the deep and instantly mortal wound. From the corner of my eye and in Batius’ line opposite I saw plenty more fall. Hisarnis boomed again, and this time the Bructeri hoisted their ango javelins overhead. My flesh crept at the sight of these missiles and their viciously barbed heads.
‘Shields, up! ’ I cried as the javelins sailed up, then dipped and hurtled down at us. A classic and deadly combination attacking low with the ground axe then high with the spears. As I swept my shield up. I caught sight of the glint in Hisarnis’ eye – that look that betrays a man’s hubris in sight of victory. The barbed javelins smacked into my two closing lines and I was sure nearly a hundred more of my precious legionaries fell. I saw one pirouette, gawping skywards and along the shaft of the ango that had plunged right through his cheek – now spouting blood. But still my forces ran until there were but paces between us and our foe. I heard Hisarnis roar with his men in defiance, saw them brace, then I leapt at their lines with my shoulder wedged behind my shield.
A great clatter of timber on timber and the rasp of iron striking iron rang out. The breath was forced from my lungs in the shoving that followed. I battered my shield into the face of one foe, breaking his nose, then slid my spatha round and up into the gut of another. Our weaker numbers had somehow upheld the momentum of our charge down the valley and we pushed against Hisarnis’ Bructeri pack, Batius’ lot pushing likewise on the other side.
‘Stay together,’ I cried, but within moments, the battle lines crumbled into a frantic melee: legionaries spearing out, slashing with their swords, Bructeri hacking through flesh with their axes and blades, men rolling in the mud, grappling one another, fists and legs flying. Dirt and blood flew up all around me. I blocked the longsword strike of one warrior then ducked what I thought was a flying axe, only to realise it was the cap of one of Batius’ men’s skulls. The maimed legionary gazed absently at the top of his head, hurtling away at pace like a discus, as runnels of black blood slopped down the sides of his face like a grotesque volcano before he crumpled to the ground.
When another ango javelin hummed past me I pounced upon the thrower, butting at his face and feeling his teeth crack as my brow met his mouth. I ran him through before he could draw his sword, then found myself facing Hisarnis. Now this man was some age, but still he resembled a bull standing on its hind legs. He drew out an axe in each hand and goaded me to come for him.
‘Come, then, rogue-emperor!’ he snarled, his grey hair plastered to his face with dirt and blood.
News from Carnuntum had obviously travelled far and fast, permeating even across the imperial borders and into this accursed land, I realised, trying as best I could to ignore the insult.
‘You must have thought you had us?’ he continued, circling. Blades flashed all around me, men falling in swathes. ‘But a good general thinks a step ahead, aye?’ he said with a throaty chuckle. ‘Which is why I split my men. March divided and fight as one… is that not a maxim of your famed legions?’
I noticed him glance past my shoulder to the valley side behind me as he said this. I levelled my sword at him then snatched a look and saw how the fog there swished and swirled again. I thought of the barbarian war horn and those frantic signals.
Hisarnis grinned broadly now, glancing round and seeing how my men were locked in combat, ensnared. ‘Now it is just a matter of waiting for them to come…’
I replied as calmly as I could: ‘I couldn’t agree more.’ I watched as his brow knitted in confusion, the hubris clearly fading, then added: ‘A good general plans one step ahead. A better one looks beyond.’ Now the confusion vanished, replaced with outright horror as he looked again past my shoulder. At the same time, like rodents scattering from a flame, the Bructeri warriors around us drew back from the skirmish and away from that slope, gasps of lament filling the air as they beheld what had appeared up there, while my men erupted in a chorus of victorious cheers.
‘No! ’ Hisarnis gasped, staggering back a few steps, his eyes riveted to the brim of the slope behind me.
‘Here are your reinforcements, Noble Hisarnis!’ a jagged voice called from the valley top behind me. I did not turn around. I did not need to. A moment of near silence followed, with just the gasping of exhausted men to be heard. Then came the thud-thud-thud of something heavy bouncing down the slope. The severed head of Hisarnis’ general, still bent in a death rictus, rolled past me and to a halt before the aged chieftain.
Now I turned away from the spluttering Hisarnis to behold the line of hide-armoured, wild-haired men up there who had brought the gruesome gift. These were the Regii, once men of these forests before my late father had recruited them to serve as his bodyguard. A thousand strong, I had made sure never to commit them to any frontier or garrison post. They existed to shield me and edge days like this – days when my legions were thinly stretched. Their leader, Krocus, his auburn, pointed beard and long, bound hair framing a somewhat manic and craggy expression, looked at me like an expectant mastiff at mealtime. It would have been so easy to let him and his warriors loose upon the Bructeri, but I shook my head. With a slight slump of disappointment, Krocus peeled the spiral-etched conical helm from his head and stabbed his sword into the earth.
I turned back to Hisarnis. ‘Now, unless you have anticipated my ruse and have another wing of men on their way, I believe this fight is over.’
The clatter of enemy weapons being thrown to the ground was answer enough.
*
Fires crackled all over the encampment we made that night – a sturdy ditch and palisade that claimed a patch of those damned lands as our own – fending off the fierce cold that came with a cloudless sky streaked with stars. The Minervia cohort had lost nearly a third of their number that day and the Cornuti had counted one hundred and seven dead, but they talked with great cheer, grinding their grain, baking bread, cooking meat and supping watered wine as they spoke of the lost fondly. The fallen would never leave them; it was the soldier’s way.
Sitting on a stool in the half-light from a torch on one of the watchtowers, I tipped a small clay vial until a droplet of oil splashed onto my already-cleaned sword. With a rag, I wiped it again. I saw myself in the blade: broad, flat features and flaxen – albeit dirt-streaked – hair that hung in gentle curls on my brow. It was how I remembered myself as a boy… but for the distant look in my eyes: azure like a summer sky, Mother used to say; cobalt like wintry ice, these days. The foul respite of battle over, the chatter had returned to my mind. It was almost time to leave this dank wilderness, cross the Rhenus and return to imperial lands, to the nest of problems… so many problems.
It had been less than a month since Carnuntum, yet already the empire bubbled and seethed from within. The Tetrarchy – Diocletian’s great dream of four emperors – was bursting at the seams with rival claimants and barely bridled hatred. Before I had even returned from the conference I heard word that they had enforced a trade embargo on Gaul, Hispania and Britannia – my heartlands. Thus, my coffers would soon begin to dwindle and my people would be quick to voice their discontent. The armies I had raised in the last few years, which had once seemed numerous, now appeared fragile and thinly stretched when faced with the forces of the quarrelsome east.
‘They,’ I said aloud with a wry snort. It was not they , but him . Galerius. The Herdsman. The serpent who had slithered up the Tetrarchic hierarchy, playing Emperor Diocletian then taking the post as senior Augustus for himself. Parthicus Maximus, Gothicus Maximus, sired by Mars, the cur claimed of himself. He was still the foulest creature I had yet endured. I recalled the moment in Carnuntum when Galerius’ lackeys had been proclaimed in the Tetrarchy – Maximinus Daia as Caesar of the East and Licinius snatching my post as Augustus of the West. The Herdsman had seemed triumphant, knowing he had me cornered. I could have accepted the decree and died a slow political death, but he knew I would not. He knew the announcement would give him the war against me he craved. Once again my thoughts turned to the other in this great game.
Maxentius.
The young leader who sat in Rome had plentiful armies and far fewer borders to protect with them. With Africa under his rule he also had control of the majority of the West’s grain. How long before he imposed an embargo of his own – on grain shipments from Africa to my northern lands? I stabbed the clean blade into the dirt, rested my elbows on my knees and let my head slump. Damn you, Maxentius.
Crunching footsteps scattered my spiralling thoughts. Batius came over and sat beside me, tugging at a strip of glistening, freshly roasted meat with his teeth. ‘I still think you made the wrong choice,’ he said.
I raised my head and cast him a sour look. The big man responded with a disarming smile. He was one of the few who knew how to deal with my foul moods. ‘Which of my recent dreadful decisions are you referring to?’
‘Hisarnis,’ he replied. ‘What’s to stop one of his lot deciding he’s not up to leading them?’ He sucked on a wineskin as if to punctuate his argument. ‘They might knife him tonight and turn their horde around – head straight back for the fording point upriver.’
When I reached out to take the wineskin, he withdrew it and offered me a mere water skin instead.
‘Damn you, Batius. Damn everyone!’ I groaned, waving the water away. But he was right to be concerned. Yes, we had made Hisarnis swear an oath and we had stripped his surviving Bructeri warriors of their weapons, but the tribes were notoriously fickle and quick to raise new chieftains and despatch of old.
‘You think he’ll keep his word?’ Batius asked, carefully pouring a measure of wine into the water skin.
I nodded, taking this tincture and slaking my thirst, enjoying the sourness but slightly disappointed at its lack of potency. ‘Hisarnis knows he was beaten today and beaten well. He’ll deliver the silver I asked of him.’ It had been a knife-edge choice. I could have ordered the Bructeri slain to a man earlier that day. Indeed, had circumstance allowed, I would have. Instead, I demanded coin from them, taking three of Hisarnis’ brothers as hostage to ensure the payment would be delivered by the ides of the month. Those tribal siblings sat silently, roped together and well guarded at the heart of the camp. ‘Coin it must be,’ I sighed. Coin I would soon need once the trade embargo took hold. Coin I had to obtain were I to uphold my current armies, let alone raise the extra number I desperately needed. I could count upon nearly ninety thousand men. Some might think only a deranged leader would crave more spears and horse than this, but then my armies were dwarfed by the Italian and African forces of Maxentius – almost twice as strong as mine since he had acquired the conquered armies of Severus and many regiments of Galerius – and even more so by the legions of the East.
‘Coin,’ Batius repeated mutedly.
I detected an edge in his tone. ‘Batius?’
He failed to meet my eye and muttered something. ‘Bloody pointy-bearded, tree-worshipping arsehole… found something… thinks he’s clever,’ he said, jabbing a thumb over towards the campfire where the Regii were cooking a spitted boar. Krocus was regaling them with some ribald tale, making a pelvic thrusting motion into some invisible protagonist.
I noticed Batius fiddling with some object in his palm. ‘Hand it over,’ I insisted.
The big man reluctantly dropped it into my outstretched hand.
I stared at it for some time, not quite wanting to believe. The gold coin bore the haughty relief of Galerius upon it – the Herdsman’s blocky, shapeless face rendered somewhat more agreeable than in real life by the mint’s sculptor. It had been struck very, very recently. ‘You say Krocus found this—’
‘—in the purse of one of the dead Bructeri,’ Batius finished for me.
The crescendo of chatter rose once more inside my head. The Bructeri had not set out across the icy lands in some blood feud to avenge their fallen kings. They had mobilised against me because Galerius had paid them to do so. I clasped my fingers over the coin and my fist shook, the nails digging into my palm.
War was not a matter of if, but of when…
…and with whom.