YES, CHOSEN TO wed the Lord of Midsummer Dark.
Lyric hadn’t known what the faery mark meant until she’d shown her brother. Both young, they’d decided not to tell Charish because Lyric had suspected her mother would never allow her to go to camp again. Leo had been busy training so he’d left her alone to deal with the knowledge she must keep a secret—or die. Because no faery would ever claim a vampire as his wife. And if Zett remembered his foolish mark, he would kill her.
After that summer, she’d never pined for boys again. It wasn’t smart to moon over a handsome man. It could get a girl marked for life.
Vail’s voice broke the awkward silence in the dingy hotel room. “Why were you intending to go to him with the gown?”
“I wasn’t! I told you, my mother agreed that I would take the gown to Zett, but my intentions all along were to escape. Charish had no idea of Zett’s ulterior motives. You think I don’t know what fate waited for me should I set one foot in Faery?”
The two held each other’s stares for a moment that felt like forever. Lyric didn’t want to speak her fate. Please, let him figure it out.
Finally, Vail nodded. “I see. Why didn’t you tell your mother?”
“Because I was young and didn’t want to get in trouble and if you keep a secret long enough it becomes what you are. It is no longer a secret but just that thing you never talk about. And you try to brush it off as insignificant, but then one day it comes back to bite you.”
“Zett must have seen this as an opportunity to get to you.”
Lyric shook her head. “Yes, and my mother knew only that she was getting a bargain from Faery. Charish had arranged for demon guards to accompany me. She didn’t know Zett had marked me, but she was smart enough to guess that he could try something.”
Vail walked to the window and beat a fist against the wood frame. The night sky flashed with neon lights. Raindrops pearled down the window.
“That bastard spoils everything he touches,” he muttered. “I will kill him!”
Lyric climbed off the bed and embraced him from behind. He initially shrugged to push her away, but she clung, fearful of abandonment. Vail was the only man she trusted right now.
“Please,” she whispered against his shoulder.
He turned and clasped her to his chest, drawing her head against his shoulder, and held her so tightly she thought they two would become one. And she wished for such a magical bonding.
You know you can never bond, not unless he drinks your blood.
“I won’t allow Zett near you,” he said. “I vow it.”
Tilting her head, he kissed her hard and deep. Lyric lost her breath, but it didn’t matter because she took in Vail’s breath. They fed each other the vicious hunger for acceptance only they two could understand.
This kiss was everything that fateful summer camp kiss had not been. Intense and defiant. True. It must be hard for Vail to claim he would protect her when he could not abide her kind. For that, she respected him.
“No one knows about you being marked,” Vail said. “They can’t.”
“It’s just Leo. But what about that worm wraith? He said he wanted me dead for the price on my head. He must have known something.”
“He could have been Zett’s man. I thought he was unaligned, but hell, I don’t know much of anything anymore. Surely the wraith couldn’t have known the reason Zett wanted you dead. If anyone learns the Lord of Midsummer Dark marked a vampire as his bride that could destroy him. The wraith would have kept you alive and used you against Zett.”
“I know. Which is why I’m trying to stay away from him. You understand now?”
“Yes, but you can’t run forever. He will find you with ease. Changed hair color or not.” He kissed the crown of her head. “I’m sorry I made you do this. It’s not going to matter now. The mark behind your ear acts like a beacon.”
“Does it glow?”
“No, but it gives off pheromones I’m sure Zett can track. He’ll exhaust all his resources before coming for you personally. I know Zett does not like the mortal realm. It surprises me that he was at a summer camp looking for a wife.”
“It might have been spur of the moment for him.”
“I doubt it. Zett would not venture to this realm without intent.”
“What are we going to do?”
“Move faster than every faery who wants to get their hands on you and the gown. If we can learn what Zett and your mother had arranged, it may give us leverage. You’re not keeping any more secrets from me?”
She shook her head.
“What about the gown?”
“What about it? I swear, beyond telling you I thought she was going to get access to Faery, I don’t know what mother agreed to with Zett. She wouldn’t tell me.”
“You never told me that. Access to Faery?”
Lyric sighed. Yes, she must tell him all if she wanted to retain his trust. “Zett agreed to allow Charish into Faery to steal artifacts and such.”
Vail laughed. He pounded the wall with a fist. “That’s a lie.”
“Is not. That’s what my mother told me.”
“Then she was lying to you, Lyric. I know Zett. He, along with the rest of Faery, would never make such a deal. First of all, there’s nothing in Faery that would be worth fencing in the mortal realm.”
“There are collectors. Vampires, werewolves, demons. They all want a piece of faery.”
“Any faery item brought into the mortal realm would lose its power unless held by a faery. That’s the way it works. So there’s got to be another reason.”
“I’m sorry, that’s what she told me.” And truthfully, she’d suspected it a lie the moment in the apartment when Vail had challenged her to consider what a faery could possibly want from a vampire.
“She lied to you, Lyric.” He kissed her on the crown of her head. “And for that I am sorry.”
* * *
VAIL’S CONTACT RETURNED his call. He put the phone to his ear, but kept one eye on Lyric’s slinky catlike walk as she paced the room, arms crossed. “Santiago and the Unseelie?”
“I don’t know what the deal is,” Domingos LaRoque said over the phone, “but I’d suggest you check FaeryTown if you want answers. All roads lead there, my friend. But you didn’t hear this from me.”
“Of course not.”
“They’re lookin’ for you, man.”
“I know that. But what they in particular?”
“A gang of Unseelie. I heard Zett sent them. They are badass.”
Vail smirked at the notion of badass faeries. They came as vicious and fucked-up as any other paranormal, but still, it just sounded fluffy.
“I didn’t kidnap her, Domingos.”
“Yeah? So why have you been seen with her?”
“It’s a long story. Does Santiago know?”
“I don’t think so. I have connections with the family through tribe Zmaj, but since the Santiago clan is not allied as a tribe, they’re out of the loop. It’s possible Charish hasn’t heard anything.”
“Let’s hope it stays that way. I don’t think I can go to FaeryTown without being recognized if Zett has a crew out.”
On the other hand, FaeryTown was the last place a respectable faery would go. Not that Zett was in any way, shape or form respectable.
“Safest place for you is Antarctica, man. I heard faeries don’t like the cold.”
“On the contrary, their blood is cold so they get on pretty much anywhere.”
“Tough luck for you, Vail. Is that all you wanted?”
“Yes, thank you.” He slapped the phone shut and slunk onto the end of the mattress. “FaeryTown.”
FaeryTown hid in the eighteenth quarter, edging a city park. Very few faeries chose to live in the mortal realm, but those who were attracted to the cities, which were the least enchanted places in this realm, tended to gather and develop small towns within the cities. It was a place to mingle with other faeries, but also a place, Vail knew, that vampires frequented. For one reason.
Lyric finally asked, “Who was that?”
“A friend of mine, Domingos LaRoque. He’s with tribe Zmaj.”
“You have a vampire friend?”
“Don’t give me that look. He pulled me out of a fight with another vampire after I’d first arrived. He’s a musician. And I know what you’re thinking.”
“Yes, well, we are your breed. Sooner or later you’ll come around.”
He already had, thanks to one very sexy vampiress. As around as he intended without succumbing to blood drinking.
“Domingos thinks I’ll find some answers in FaeryTown.”
“I’m sorry I can’t tell you more. I can’t believe Charish wasn’t forthright about the deal. What is she up to?”
She sat beside him, and he kissed her new brown locks and pulled a few strands from her long lashes. They were two alike, both with parents of nefarious means. However, Vail had never met his father. It was easy to hate someone you didn’t know.
And yet, part of him wanted to believe that Cressida’s tales of his father’s misdeeds had been concocted to make Vail not desire to meet the man.
He touched the lily bracelet he’d worn since leaving Faery. The stem was firm and cool. Cressida had insisted he wear it to protect him from the evils of the mortal realm. Could it shield his eyes from his father’s truth?
He pressed his forehead to Lyric’s. To capture this moment, shared with her, seemed a ridiculous task. Something not meant to survive captivity. A fleeting affair on the timeline of his weirdly inappropriate life.
Soft caresses stroked his cheek and neck. “I don’t think you know how much I appreciate you protecting me, and wanting to get to the bottom of all this. How can I make you understand?”
He kissed her fingers and held them against his mouth. “You don’t need to do anything, Lyric. I understand. We should stay out of sight until we learn the truth behind the deal. If Zett’s men are after us, they may be tracking your mark by pheromones. If it’s not Zett, they need to actually see your mark to track us.”
“We can go to Leo’s place. My brother has it warded with so many different security systems it’s not even funny. And I do need to talk to him.”
“Or maybe we can give them what they want.”
“Me?”
“Or the gown.”
“I didn’t steal the gown. And that is the truth.”
“I trust you, but I don’t believe you.” Vail clasped Lyric’s hand tightly. “Where is it? You have the gown. You can make it all end right now.”
“What makes you think that? I told you—”
“Yes, that you didn’t steal the gown. Hawkes told me the storage for the faery items had been neatly invaded.”
“The security at Hawkes Associates was lousy.” Lyric slapped a hand over her mouth.
“Exactly.” Vail smirked, but he didn’t feel the win like he should. “Still had that one last secret, eh?” And how many more?
“It wasn’t me.”
“Is that your final answer?”
“My brother stole the gown after Charish gave him the big sad-eyes treatment. I don’t know why everyone is getting so bent over this damned gown. All I know is Zett was going to let Charish into Faery to steal.”
“Which was a lie, because vampires don’t belong in Faery, and Zett would sooner kill them than allow them in.”
“He allowed you in.”
“He hadn’t a choice. I told you I was taken right after my birth by the Mistress of Winter’s Edge.” Vail clammed up, turning his back to Lyric.
“Look, I know you’ve got a past and it’s not necessary to what we’re doing right here and now, but do you want to talk about it?”
“Just accept I know Zett would not make such a deal with your mother. It has to be huge, whatever the deal is,” Vail said softly, “or it wouldn’t be worth the gown.”
It should have made Vail glad she was finally in a position to understand his world, but it made him sad. For he saw into her heart and got a glimpse of her weakness—family. She would do anything to protect them, even if it meant running for her life.
“I think we should set a trap,” Vail said.
“Which is?”
“We need to hand the gown over to Zett—”
“But I was supposed to hand over the gown.”
“Yes, and I was supposed to turn the gown over to Hawkes Associates. It belongs to the Seelie court.”
“So, you’re saying you’re going to hand me over to the faery who wants me dead?”
“No, I… No.” He pushed his fingers through his hair and tugged. “You’re mine.”
“Is that so?”
He turned to catch her surprised expression. “You know what I mean.”
“Do you know what you mean? Because I don’t think you do.”
He did, but he wasn’t prepared to admit that, yes, he’d developed feelings for a vampire, of all creatures. “Can we concentrate on the problem?”
“No, I want to know why you think you can claim me as yours when you won’t so much as taste my blood. I disgust you!”
“You don’t— It’s just you’re—” He swung a look out the window and fisted the wall.
“Pretty to look at, nice to fuck, but not to bond with?”
“Who said anything about bonding?”
“Right. I get it. I’m yours, some kind of plaything slash prisoner slash deal-bait—”
He grabbed her by the shoulders and kissed her. It was the only way to stop her from taking this conversation to a place he wouldn’t be able to navigate. He kissed her hard and she struggled, but it didn’t take long for her to kiss him back.
That she trusted him enough to surrender to his insistent lust, and felt safe in his arms, was some kind of wacky gift he didn’t deserve but intended to hoard from all others. Lyric in his embrace, and at his mouth, changed him. Or maybe she steered him toward his truth?
“What if we had a fake?” she suggested.
“Zett would see through it right away.”
“Well, everyone can see through the dress. It’s sheer.”
He chuckled, glad for a moment of levity. “I think the only way this can work is to bring the Seelie court in on it. But how to do that without revealing Rhys Hawkes had lost the gown in the first place? Much as the old man pisses me off, I would never put him in such a position. I’ve got to figure a plan. We can’t trust anyone.”
“But Rhys Hawkes is the one who sent you on this mission. Surely you can trust him?”
“I don’t want to bring this mess to his doorstep. It wouldn’t be fair, and I don’t want to cause further harm to…” Vail exhaled and sank against the wall, catching his head in his hands.
* * *
LYRIC COULD FEEL her lover’s exasperation radiate from his body. She hated seeing him collapsed in on himself, defeated by something he couldn’t touch. She sensed if he would release his burden he might be able to get beyond it and start thinking about solving their problem.
Kneeling before him, she stroked his hair. It glittered with iridescent dust, more than usual. She wasn’t worried about getting a contact high. She hadn’t so far and they’d been closer than close. She did trust Vail. He would protect her with his life. If he didn’t first lose that life.
“Rhys lives with your mother,” she said, remembering what he’d told her. And then she understood. “You don’t want to bring this to her.”
He shook his head and looked into her eyes. “She doesn’t need this. She doesn’t need me, to see me and be reminded.”
“Of what? She’s never known you, Vail.”
He pulled her to him and nuzzled his face into her neck. He clung to her and she sensed he simply wanted the connection without the words, the confession she wanted to hear, the tender inner layer stripped away from his hard core.
“I can’t understand you never seeing your mother,” she offered quietly. “I would give anything to see my father again, just for a day. He died when I was eight.”
“I’m sorry.” He pulled her around to sit on his lap. His strong thighs paralleled her legs and she felt like a bird sitting within a protective cove. He kissed the side of her neck, below the faery mark. That went a long way toward his acceptance of her.
“Some days I think I want to see my mother,” he said softly. “I’m not sure. I don’t want to make her worse than she already is.”
“How could seeing her son make her worse?”
He clasped her hand and kissed her knuckles. “Rhys describes her madness as frustrating and unpredictable.”
“Is she ever lucid?” she asked.
“Rhys claims she is lucid more than not. When she takes blood she is completely sane. She spends all her time at home, though. Doesn’t ever want to go out into the world.”
“That’s so sad.”
“Rhys brings blood to her daily. She needs it often to stay sane.”
That was a lot. Most vampires took blood about once every two weeks. It was all they needed to sustain, though some drank more often because they liked it, and others less often for reasons Lyric could not comprehend.
Vail’s warmth enticed Lyric to snuggle closer to him, but she would not misinterpret this moment for anything other than what it was. A tense balance limned the edge between Vail’s desire for acceptance from his family and his fear of that same acceptance. Yet he’d never admit to that.
She tilted her head against his shoulder. “I bet a visit from you would cheer her up.”
“Lyric.” Now he pressed her hands firmly between his and clasped them to her chest. His lips pressed her shoulder a moment. She felt him nod against her as if coming to a decision. “There’s something you need to know about me and my brother, and how we came to be.”
“You said you had two different dads, and one mother, but were born at the same time. That’s as far-out as it gets.”
“My father raped my mother. I was born of that crime.”
She twisted to meet his eyes, moved to touch his cheek, but he flinched. How terrible. To carry that stigma? But surely his mother… Oh, hell, it must be the reason she was mad. “I’m so sorry.”
“So you see why I think it would do more harm than good to visit her?”
“Is that…is that why she gave you away?”
“She did not give me away. The faery Cressida chose me. Rhys Hawkes owed her a boon after she had enchanted his vampire. Rhys is a half-breed, both werewolf and vampire occupy his body. When he’s vampire, his werewolf mind rules. When werewolf, the vampire takes over. And that vampire, denied blood during the month because his werewolf mind doesn’t desire such sustenance, is vicious and blood hungry. Centuries ago, Cressida enchanted him so the werewolf would only come out at the full moon, thus lessening the risk during the rest of the month that he may kill an innocent.
“In exchange for that enchantment, she asked for his firstborn. Rhys has told me he was young and had thought he would never have a child—not purposefully, for he feared what the child of a half-breed would become. He had no clue Viviane was pregnant when she was buried alive. Hell, he thought her dead in the eighteenth century.”
“Buried alive?”
“My father wanted Viviane, and when he couldn’t have her because she and Rhys were in love, he had Viviane bespelled by a warlock. The spell rendered her aware yet unable to move. He placed her in a glass coffin and buried her beneath Paris. Rhys thought her dead. He didn’t find her until three decades ago after hearing an urban legend about the Vampire Snow White.”
“I’ve heard that one. Seriously? That was your mother?”
He nodded.
“The rivalry between him and your father must have been fierce for one of them to have buried your mother alive. But I don’t understand. If she was found two centuries later…”
“She was pregnant with my brother and I when she was buried. The spell kept her frozen yet aware. When she was released from the spell by taking mortal blood, we began to germinate as normal babies. I gestated in my mother’s belly for over two centuries.”
“Wow.”
“Tell me about it. So when the Mistress of Winter’s Edge came to claim her boon, Rhys had no choice but to offer one of his children. One must never refuse to pay their part in a faery bargain. At the time, he assumed both of us were his progeny—because how could he know differently?—and couldn’t decide, so he let the faery choose.
“Cressida chose me, expecting I was a half-breed vampire/werewolf. Faeries use half-breeds to strengthen our—their race. I was groomed as a child, unaware that I was not the half-breed Rhys Hawkes’s son. I grew up knowing some day I would be expected to mate with a faery woman. Very likely the Unseelie princess.”
“That’s a huge expectation.”
“It gave me a big head, let me tell you. I strutted around Faery like I owned the place.”
“You still have that strut.”
“Yes, well, it was diminished when I came into my blood hunger. Cressida was enraged. Only then did she figure my father had been vampire, and that I was bloodborn. And a bloodborn vampire is worthless in Faery. Well, as I’ve explained, we’re considered filth.”
Now Lyric understood how Vail could pin that label on all vampires. He knew nothing else.
“When Cressida arrived in the mortal realm to rage at him, it was the first time Rhys knew I was not his son. When the blood hunger insisted, I was forced to feed on ichor. By that time I’d developed an immunity to it, so it didn’t make me high.”
“Cressida ignored you after that, I suppose.”
“Ch’yeah. It was like losing the mother I never wanted in the first place. Because I’d always known I had a vampire mother somewhere, and believed I had a half-breed father. But I’d grown to love Cressida because she was the only parental figure I had in my life. Not that she was motherly in any fashion.”
“So how does Zett play into all this? Let me guess,” Lyric said. “Zett was supposed to marry the Unseelie princess until you came along.”
“Not at all. The prince and princess always marry a mixed-blood breed to further mix the bloodlines and create new breeds. Zett and I were reluctant childhood friends. Cressida was his aunt, or else his sister. I’ve never been clear on that—Faery family trees are strange, to say the least. She wanted him to play nice with me. Zett would toss me a ball, then when Cressida wasn’t looking he’d slap me across the face. He’s always hated vampires, even if at the time, he believed I was vampire by half. I think I know why, too.”
“Because he mistakenly marked a vampiress as his bride,” Lyric decided. “But the timeline doesn’t jive.”
“Faery time is different from mortal time. He could have marked you when I was yet young.”
“That freaks me out.” She squeezed his hand. “You had a tough childhood. I’m so sorry for that.”
“I survived. I had a few friends, mostly half-breeds taken for boons, like Kit.”
“A woman? You had a girlfriend?”
“We were best friends.” He pulled Lyric closer and hugged her from behind. “She was a half-breed shifter. Half kitsune, half familiar.”
“A fox and cat?”
“Yep. We both knew we’d grow up and be married off someday and bonded because of that common fate.”
“And when she learned you were bloodborn?”
“Didn’t change a thing between us. Kit is one of those rare souls who doesn’t judge, and only sees into a person’s heart.”
“Where is she now?”
He pressed his forehead to her shoulder and Lyric felt his chest muscles tense against her back. A touchy subject.
“She’s the reason I was banished from Faery,” he said.