Colored Death

EMILY PRESENT

My poem was inspired by my mentee’s poem—a representation of Generation F. A fiery sense of self—an ability to look at the uncertain and scarier sides of life unabashedly and with grace.

There is death in every color

I proposed in a vitrine

It was faded purple and black

I proposed to, you

Do you remember?

There are little lies scattered in a death

Quiet and precise

My heart renders itself useless

and you accept

You put a tiny rose on my finger

and kiss it gently

I want you to bow to me and say

you’ll Encase me in gold

When I return from my peril

But you don’t and I’m quiet

Thinking my spaceship solitude

The rose has left a mark; a sketch of itself

And a few faint scars

Quiet, red

But you are a child’s laughter in an office room

And I am learning to grow a new limb

I am learning to denounce my color

And learning rather, to live