Born

GABRIELLA DOOB

One of the great things about writing alongside my mentee has been feeling free to experiment with new forms—and to think about the future. As my friends start to have children, I think about new generations and what it means to decide to bring a human being into the world.

The vertiginous headlong

making of a human being.

When do you decide?

Is it now?

Is it now?

Is it now?

Is this the moment that changes all?

Maybe now was the moment

And now it’s gone by.

Maybe then was the moment

It will always be gone.

Maybe soon is the moment

It will never arrive.

The catapulting-into-unknowingness

Making of a human being

The breaking of a human life

into then and now.

You can’t undo

You can only do

And into the space you didn’t know was vacant

Bring a person whose name,

spoken at the chosen moment,

will always have the power

to shatter you.