SUFFERING

Those men who fought turn out to be friends,

but they drank so much rum that they forgot

about affection, and now the one

who maimed the other

must live with guilt

for the rest of his life.

Of all my rowdy uncles, Manuel is the only one

who drinks so wildly that it’s easy to imagine

violence leading to horrible crimes

like severed hands.

Is that why he looks at me so strangely,

because he suspects I’ve decided to become

the emotional sort of poet who never ignores

injustice, but writes it into a truthful

music of wishes?

I’m only eleven years old,

but that’s plenty of time

to grow, learn, and know

my own soul.