“What?”
“Not sure about qat.”
Jeremy looked up from the board with shock. His father had never questioned any of his words before. The old man’s lead was usually so big that he let Jeremy put down anything he wanted—proper nouns, abbreviations, even the occasional swear word.
“It’s a type of plant,” Jeremy said. “I learned it on Words with Friends.”
“What’s that?”
“It’s an app.”
“Hmm,” his father said.
Jeremy folded his arms and smirked. “You’re welcome to challenge it.”
His father picked at a loose wooden button on his cardigan.
“That’s all right,” he said, flicking his wrist. “I’ll let you have it.”
Jeremy grinned. His dad only had five tiles left and they were obviously doozies. He couldn’t remember a game ever being this close. He’d come within ten points once, during college. But his father had just had his gallbladder removed and was woozy from a host of strong narcotics.
“Are we allowing foreign words?” his father asked.
Jeremy raised his eyebrows. Foreign words were never allowed. His dad was the one who’d taught him that rule.
“Of course not,” he said.
“Hmm,” his father said. “Then I guess… I’ll pass.”
They both glanced at the score pad. “Dad” was still ahead, 252–239. But “Jerm” was about to end the game.
“ ‘Ta,’ ” he said proudly.
“What?”
“ ‘Ta,’ ” Jeremy said. “T-A. Like goodbye.”
He slid his final tile into place, a T before the A in qat. He’d set it up and things had played out perfectly.
“Challenge,” his father said.
Jeremy laughed. “Seriously?”
“Challenge,” his father repeated, his voice gruff with frustration.
Jeremy shook his head in disbelief. They’d both been using ta for years.
“Okay, fine.”
He cracked open the Scrabble dictionary and showed his father ta.
“Here’s qat, too,” he said, flipping back a few pages.
His father scratched his scalp. He was still up eleven points, but they hadn’t yet accounted for his remaining letters.
“Come on,” Jeremy said. “Let me see ’em.”
His father reluctantly turned over his rack. He had mostly vowels, predictably, three As and an E. But one tile stood out, like a clump of gold in gravel: a jagged, ten-point Z.
“Yes!” Jeremy shouted, banging his fist against the table. “Holy shit, I can’t believe it!”
He subtracted his dad’s tiles from his score, added the amount to his own, and scribbled down the final tally.
Dad: 238, Jerm: 255!
He tore off the sheet and pocketed it. He couldn’t wait to show it to his fiancée. She’d read his dad’s textbook in college and considered him a genius. Her mind was about to be blown. He was posting a picture of the board to Instagram when he noticed that his father was undressing.
“Dad?” he said. “What are you doing?”
“I knew this day would come,” he said. He stripped off his shirt and knelt on the ground, his naked arms stretched out in supplication.
“Club me to death,” he begged. “And eat my body.”
“Dad…”
“Eat my weakened body,” his father said. “For I have become too old to live.”
“Dad, come on,” Jeremy said. “It’s just one game. It doesn’t have to be like this.”
But he knew there were no alternatives. The Stromberg family had been practicing this rite for generations. He himself had witnessed his mother shove his grandmother onto an ice floe. They were on a ski trip in Vermont, and his grandmother had forgotten the name of the actor who played Frasier.
“It’s not a big deal,” his mother said through sobs. “Everybody forgets things sometimes.”
The old woman shook her head stoically.
“Bathe me in sacred oils,” she commanded. “And cast me out to burden you no more.”
They’d fed Aunt Susan to a horse in Central Park when she was only fifty. She’d promised to get her niece a summer internship at Bravo. But, when she called up the producer she used to date, he told her he was no longer with the network. Layoffs were looming and he’d taken a buyout. Susan was floored. She’d had ins at NBC for as long as she could remember. She’d dated assistants in her twenties, writers in her thirties, and executives in her forties. Now she didn’t even know anyone who worked there.
“It’s okay!” her niece insisted, as little tears formed in her eyes. “I don’t even care about TV! I just wanted an excuse to live in New York this summer—”
“Feed me to beasts,” Susan interrupted. “For I have outlived my purpose.”
Grandma Edith had walked off a cliff on Thanksgiving after accidentally calling her granddaughter’s black boyfriend Barack.
“It’s no big deal,” said the boyfriend, whose name was John. “I’m not offended.”
But it was too late. Edith had already put on her New Balances and headed for the rocks.
Uncle Mort had taken the rite just two weeks ago. He was making some coffee for his daughter when a fuzzy voice blared from his dusty Dell computer, “You’ve got mail!”
“Oh my God,” his daughter said. “You still have an AOL account?”
Mort’s wrinkled face flushed with shame.
“You’ve got mail!” the voice repeated. “File’s done.”
Mort nodded once at his daughter, and she knew without asking what he wanted her to do. She led him quietly out of his house and drove him through Boca, to the ocean. He kissed her on the forehead and then marched into the surf, his chin held high, proud to be leaving the earth with dignity.
Jeremy didn’t think that his father, though, was anywhere near that stage. He wasn’t young, of course. But he was still pretty vibrant. Just last year he’d published his ninth book. Sure, it wasn’t his most original work. (The Journal of Anthropology had called it a retread of Tribes, his one bestseller, now out of print.) Still, it was a real book, with footnotes and a cover and everything. So what if nobody wanted to buy it or read it?
“I know you’re upset,” Jeremy’s father said. “But you have no choice. You must perform this holy rite.” He rooted around in the living-room closet. “Where is that thing?” he muttered, rifling through a stack of old squash rackets. “Ah.”
He handed his son an oblong slab of wood. The club had been in the Stromberg family for years. It was by far their most ancient possession, even older than the George Foreman Grill.
Jeremy held the club up to the light. The bulbous side was stained with horrible reddish streaks. He looked back at his father and saw that he was kneeling on the rug, his balding head bowed toward him.
“Congratulations on beating me in Scrabble.”
Jeremy clenched his fists with anger.
“Why didn’t you use your Z earlier? You played aero—that could have been zero!”
“What’s done is done.”
“I’m sorry,” Jeremy said, his eyes already glossy. “I didn’t know what I was doing.”
“Yes, you did,” his father said.
Jeremy let out a sob as he raised the club over his head.