to joan

joan

did you never hear

in the soft rushes of france

merely the whisper of french grass

rubbing against leathern

sounding now like a windsong

now like a man?

did you never wonder

oh fantastical joan,

did you never cry in the sun’s face

unreal unreal? did you never run

villageward

hands pushed out toward your apron?

and just as you knew that your mystery

was broken for all time

did they not fall then

soft as always

into your ear

calling themselves michael

among beloved others?

and you

sister sister

did you not then sigh

my voices my voices of course?