heaven

my brother is crouched at the edge

looking down.

he has gathered a circle of cloudy

friends around him

and they are watching the world.

i can feel them there, i always could.

i used to try to explain to him

the afterlife,

and he would laugh. he is laughing now,

pointing toward me. “she was my sister,”

i feel him say,

“even when she was right, she was wrong.”