For My Sister Molly Who in the Fifties

Once made a fairy rooster from

Mashed potatoes

Whose eyes I forget

But green onions were his tail

And his two legs were carrot sticks

A tomato slice his crown.

Who came home on vacation

When the sun was hot

and cooked

and cleaned

And minded least of all

The children’s questions

A million or more

Pouring in on her

Who had been to school

And knew (and told us too) that certain

Words were no longer good

And taught me not to say us for we

No matter what “Sonny said” up the

road.

FOR MY SISTER MOLLY WHO IN THE FIFTIES

Knew Hamlet well and read into the night

And coached me in my songs of Africa

A continent I never knew

But learned to love

Because “they” she said could carry

A tune

And spoke in accents never heard

In Eatonton.

Who read from Prose and Poetry

And loved to read “Sam McGee from Tennessee”

On nights the fire was burning low

And Christmas wrapped in angel hair

And I for one prayed for snow.

WHO IN THE FIFTIES

Knew all the written things that made

Us laugh and stories by

The hour     Waking up the story buds

Like fruit. Who walked among the flowers

And brought them inside the house

And smelled as good as they

And looked as bright.

Who made dresses, braided

Hair. Moved chairs about

Hung things from walls

Ordered baths

Frowned on wasp bites

And seemed to know the endings

Of all the tales

I had forgot.

WHO OFF INTO THE UNIVERSITY

Went exploring     To London and

To Rotterdam

Prague and to Liberia

Bringing back the news to us

Who knew none of it

But followed

crops and weather

funerals and

Methodist Homecoming;

easter speeches,

groaning church.

WHO FOUND ANOTHER WORLD

Another life     With gentlefolk

Far less trusting

And moved and moved and changed

Her name

And sounded precise

When she spoke     And frowned away

Our sloppishness.

WHO SAW US SILENT

Cursed with fear     A love burning

Inexpressible

And sent me money not for me

But for “College.”

Who saw me grow through letters

The words misspelled     But not

The longing     Stretching

Growth

The tied and twisting

Tongue

Feet no longer bare

Skin no longer burnt against

The cotton.

WHO BECAME SOMEONE OVERHEAD

A light     A thousand watts

Bright and also blinding

And saw my brothers cloddish

And me destined to be

Wayward

My mother remote     My father

A wearisome farmer

With heartbreaking

Nails.

FOR MY SISTER MOLLY WHO IN THE FIFTIES

Found much

Unbearable

Who walked where few had

Understood     And sensed our

Groping after light

And saw some extinguished

And no doubt mourned.

FOR MY SISTER MOLLY WHO IN THE FIFTIES

Left us.