Cruz didn’t enter the neighborhood this time until buses had gone through for just about every age group. People in suburban areas like this took notice of a lone stranger walking through when children were headed to bus stops. He didn’t want the attention and he wasn’t interested in the kids.
What he wanted was to catch Sean Harris at home, alone. Or at least without his children around, amping up his need to protect his family.
Lyn and Atlas were back at a small coffee shop with the car parked outside. He’d tucked them in the back corner of the place away from windows and in direct line of sight of a security camera. Safe as he could make them without being there. Then he’d headed back to Harris’s home on foot. He didn’t want the possibly familiar car tipping Harris off to this visit before he could confront the man face to face. And he didn’t want Lyn involved in case things got ugly. Besides, the less she knew about all this, the better.
It’d been one thing to bring her along the first time. She’d added to the impression of a friendly visit. Just a few questions. No danger to anyone.
This wasn’t likely to be a friendly visit.
Harris was home. His car was in the driveway. The minivan wasn’t. Good. Likely his kids and his wife were out of the house.
Cruz wasted no time heading straight for the front door and ringing the doorbell.
It took no more than a minute for Harris to answer. “I already talked to you. We’re done.”
Before Harris could close the door, Cruz shoved his booted foot in the doorjamb. “Someone tried to run me down last night. Then they tried to run me and my friend off the road. You know anything about that?”
Surprise flashed across Harris’s face, then his mouth pressed in a grim line. “I told you I can’t talk to you.”
“Considering someone knew where to find me to make a go at me, I’d say they know I was here yesterday.” Cruz tipped his head. “They might even know I’m here again. Could be they’re planning on asking you what I wanted to talk to you about but I’m guessing they haven’t yet. Either way, they’re going to be making some assumptions. How much you want to bet they’ll err on the cautious side and assume you talked to me anyway?”
“How stupid are you, threatening me?” Harris’s face had turned a ruddy red.
“I’m not. I’m making some educated guesses.” Cruz kept one hand on the doorjamb and the other loose at his side. Nonthreatening, but ready to bring up to guard if Harris decided to throw a punch. Harris was probably in good shape. It’d be a challenge, but Cruz had been keeping up his conditioning, too. “And I’m going out on a limb figuring you’re a decent man who didn’t try to turn me into roadkill last night.”
The other man was definitely angry, but he wasn’t homicidal.
“Look. I was home all night. It wasn’t me.” Harris worked his jaw and then shook his head. “Why did you come back here? You don’t have enough evidence to convince you to stay out of this?”
Cruz shook his head slow. “Just getting started. Whatever this is, my friend died because of it.”
“It’s not espionage or a threat to the country or any of that shit.” Harris was loosening up, eyes darting past Cruz up and down the street.
Cruz was keeping an eye out himself, using the reflections in the small windows to either side of the door.
“This was just a business deal.” Despite his claim, Harris sounded like he was swallowing glass talking about it. “The kind of business that takes years to complete. We all needed to keep our mouths shut. Some of us didn’t.”
“Calhoun knew about this…deal?” No way. Calhoun had been a man of honor and he wouldn’t have gotten caught up in any shady dealings. He’d wanted to come home with nothing on his conscience, no guilt and no regrets.
Not likely to happen for any of them. A person had to make choices out there. Some of them weren’t black and white, right or wrong. But if a soldier could make the best decisions possible, then it made coming home easier.
Harris shook his head. “Nah. Your friend took a hit to the head from a stray piece of wall in a rundown building we were entering. He made it through the initial incursion but was down and unconscious while we were mopping up the site.”
“You call interrogating someone mopping up?” Cruz raised an eyebrow.
It might not be wise to let on how much Cruz did know about what was in those videos, but obviously Harris was still playing it safe. Cruz needed him sharing more. Give a little to get to what mattered.
Air rushed out of Harris in a whoosh, as if Cruz had sucker-punched him. “How much do you know? Forget it. Look. Your friend wasn’t awake when we interrogated that son of a bitch and didn’t make a deal. The rest of us, what the fuck were we supposed to do? Once some of us were in, we all had to be. None of us was willing to risk being the only man standing back from it.”
And now they were getting somewhere.
“What was it?” Cruz asked.
Harris held up his hands. “Doesn’t matter.”
“My friend thought it mattered enough to keep evidence,” Cruz growled. “Hiding it was a gamble with his life and he lost. I want to know why.”
“Evidence got your friend killed. Knowing too much gets a lot of people killed,” Harris shot back. He worked his jaw for a moment and then sighed. “But you know too much already. Look, it was a trade of services. Okay? We were asked to kill our target instead of taking him into custody. In exchange, our new business partner would take over the insurgent cell and after official military units were pulled out of the area, there’d be a need for private contracts. Those choice contracts would be offered to us first, once we’d retired from active duty and went private ourselves.”
Cruz raised his eyebrows. “Going for a long-term retirement plan.”
“If you call going private retirement.” Harris’s voice was grim. “I don’t. What matters is after we were done and came back from that mission, we were split. Our unit was reorganized and each of us was reassigned.”
Not good. Someone high up was involved then. And whoever it was wanted these men alone and constantly on edge. Even if their new units weren’t a part of it, there’d be no way to know who could be trusted. Who was involved, who wasn’t, and who would stand aside and let a hostile sniper take you out just to make life simpler for the rest of them.
“One of us wanted to talk anyway—and maybe he talked to your friend, Calhoun—but he took a shot to the back on an easy search-and-retrieval mission a few weeks later. Message came across to the rest of us loud and clear. Back out or talk about the deal and we wouldn’t know when a hostile bullet would take us out. Our own team wouldn’t have our backs. Or worse—we’d take out some poor innocent bastard who’d have no idea why one of us was being left to die.” Harris swallowed hard. “I’m not willing to have that kind of blood on my hands. You don’t need to know more details. I wish I didn’t know. But I’m going to see this through to the end or until I can see my way clear without harm to my family.”
“Could take years.” Cruz understood. The position this man was in was a waking nightmare. Any mission could be the one: the time when a teammate stood aside when they should cover him. No way to know, and no man could be completely vigilant a hundred percent of the time.
“This was always going to take years.” Bitterness flavored every word from Harris’s mouth. “And for people who believe honor is an outdated concept, it isn’t a problem. But some of us are still burdened with a sense of things gone to shit.”
“Calhoun was going to blow this open; I get it.” Cruz fished for more. “But who was he going to tell? How?”
“I don’t know.” Harris shrugged. “Does it matter? This needs to be zipped up tight. No way to know how news of this could impact the future. For now it’s a business deal.”
“Later, it could be a political skeleton.” Cruz continued the thought. Never knew when a military veteran was going to run for office. This kind of thing could play havoc with a campaign for senator or the presidency, or however high the main person wanted to go. “How was the other SEAL going to opt out?”
Silence. Harris obviously didn’t want to continue. But Cruz’s foot was still in the doorjamb and the man had already spoken more than intended. In for an inch, in for a mile and all that.
“He reached out to all of us first and said he didn’t want to be a part of it. Swore he wouldn’t tell a soul, just didn’t want to be involved any longer.” Harris sighed. “E-mail went out encrypted.”
Not easy to intercept then. And not as likely to have been read by just anyone.
Cruz nodded. “So one of you either eliminated him or passed on the information to make it happen.”
Harris didn’t respond. His face was grim. The anger simmering behind his eyes wasn’t for Cruz anymore. Otherwise, Harris would’ve shoved Cruz off his front doorstep already. No. The anger was directed someplace else, toward the people responsible for holding all of this over Harris’s head.
Good. Talk more. Give up a way to get to the real people responsible for Calhoun’s death.
“When you’re out there, you have to make the best choice out of the options you’ve got. And they’re not good. Ever.” Harris glared at Cruz. “Who do you have out there in the world to worry about? Who will be hurt based on the choice you make today? Who could pay the price if you make the wrong one?”
Cold washed over Cruz. He pushed words through gritted teeth. “No one.”
Harris raised his eyebrows. “You and I both know better. There’s a certain kind of person that’s alone with no one to care if they live or die. You might’ve been one of them in the past, but it’s been a good while since. You’ve got people who will get caught in the blast radius if this explodes in your face. Family isn’t just by birth.”
It was Cruz’s turn not to respond. Lying would only insult both of them. He had shown up with Lyn at his side. And he could pretend hers was a friendship but their connection was something more even if he hadn’t admitted it to her directly. Didn’t surprise him to have Harris hint at it. Man wasn’t stupid. He was just a man caught in a foxhole with no way out.
“Think hard about how much further you want to take this.” Harris wasn’t threatening. Hell, there was some sympathy in his voice. “We all want to do the right thing by our brothers and sisters in combat. But our first priority is to look to the living. Don’t bring down the kind of shit storm that’ll hurt the people you care about. Calhoun wouldn’t want that.”
Anger burned away the hesitation. “What do you know about what Calhoun would’ve wanted?”
Harris’s expression turned sad. “He was a good guy. Didn’t have long to get to know him when he and his dog were attached to our unit. But you know how it is. You get a feel of a person pretty quick out there. He tried to do the right thing.”
“Then it shouldn’t be a surprise I’m out here, trying to do right by him.” Cruz couldn’t help the rumble in his tone.
“Maybe.” Harris drew the word out slowly. “But then you have to think about what the right thing is for the living first.”
And Harris had family. Cruz got it. He did. But someone needed to answer for Calhoun’s death and the others’.
“At least give me names of the other soldiers in your unit. Give me something to go on.” Cruz tried again. He’d find a way through this mess to see Calhoun didn’t die for nothing.
Harris shook his head. “I’ve already said too much. I could be a dead man already. Maybe. No more.”
Cruz ground his teeth but didn’t press harder. Harris was right. It’d already been too much.
“Thanks for this, at least.” Cruz figured any additional words were over the top so he walked away.
It was time to get Lyn and Atlas back home and for him to find another angle to go at this entire issue.