38

Angus

Siobhain had been shopping with her roll of Douglas’s money and bought a television with a thirty-two-inch screen. It had a video machine built into the body, detachable stereo speakers and its own matching matt black stand. It dwarfed everything else in her living room. Even the gas fire on the wall looked like a toy next to the monster telly. Leslie uncoiled the flex and plugged it in. Maureen stepped forward to turn it on.‘No,’ said Siobhain.‘Watch.’

She took the remote control out of the plastic bag,fitted the batteries into it and pressed a button. The magnificent television came to life. They stood back and looked at it.

‘Wow,’ said Leslie.‘I’m not mad keen on TV but that is a thing of fucking beauty.’

‘Don’t swear,’ said Siobhain, reading the instructions for her remote control. ‘Eh?’

‘I said don’t swear, not in my house. There’s no need for bad language.’

She played with the remote, skipping backwards and forwards between channels, increasing and decreasing the volume and colour at each stop, oblivious to Leslie who was flicking the vickies at her behind her back.

‘And it goes like a five bob rocket, as well,’ said Maureen, trying to keep the peace. She looked at Siobhain, not knowing if it was the right time. She reached into her bag and pulled out the corner of the video-tape, showing it to Leslie. Leslie nodded softly.‘I’ll just go for a quick hit-and-miss,’ she said jauntily, and disappeared into the bathroom. ‘Siobhain,’said Maureen,‘I want to show you a videotape. It’s something I got off the telly last night. D’you want to see it?’ ‘Okay.’

Maureen took out the tape and put it into the machine ‘It’s got a picture of Angus on it,’ she said.

‘Angus who?’ said Siobhain, still absorbed by the remote.

‘Angus Farrell.’

‘Oh.’

Maureen was expecting a bigger response, tears or a fit of muteness, but not this casual disinterest. She put the tape in anyway.

‘Is it rewound?’ asked Siobhain.

‘Yeah, just turn it on.’

Siobhain changed to the video channel and pressed Play. The woman news-reader looked nineteen eighty-fourish on the enormous screen. The footage showed slow-motion detail of Angus being led from a big stone doorway into a waiting police van. He was handcuffed to a police escort. His nose was flattened to the side like a boxer’s and he didn’t have his glasses on. His mouth was hanging open. The voice-over said he had been charged with murdering Douglas Brady and another man. He was to be held at Sunnyfield state mental hospital on a temporary basis for further treatment. Carol Brady came on and said tearfully that she was grateful to the police for all their sterling work and she just wanted to be left alone with her family now. The report ended and a black line rose swiftly up the screen, wiping the picture away.

‘It’s broken,’ said Siobhain, and banged the remote with the flat of her hand, changing the channel to a documentary about skiing.

‘No, Siobhain,’ said Maureen.‘That’s it. I stopped taping at that point.’

It took a minute for the information to register.‘Oh,’ said Siobhain.‘Is it all there is on that tape?’ ‘Yes, that’s the end of the story.’

‘But if I put on a different tape it will be all right?’

‘Yeah.’

‘All right, then.’

She took the full instruction booklet out of the big box and started reading it. Maureen coughed. Siobhain glanced over at her feet and went back to her reading. For a long shaky moment Maureen thought she’d got the wrong guy. ‘So,’ said Maureen.‘How do you feel about Angus now?’ Siobhain shrugged.‘He can’t hurt me now.’

Maureen breathed a sigh of relief.‘That’s right.’ She smiled encouragingly.‘He can’t hurt you because he’s in a prison hospital and he’ll be staying there for a long time.’ ‘No,’ said Siobhain disagreeably, looking at Maureen as if she were stupid.‘He can’t hurt me because I have friends now, because I have you and Leslie to look after me.’

‘Well, yes,’nodded Maureen,‘yes. There’s that too.’Siobhain went back to her reading.

‘Hoi, Mauri,’ called Leslie from the hall.‘Let’s get tae fuck out of here or we’ll miss the police changing shifts.’

‘Yeah.’ Maureen stood up.‘We’re away, then.’ Siobhain said goodbye without looking up.

Out on the street Leslie handed Maureen a helmet. Did you get water?’ she said.

‘Yeah, it’s in the tub,’ said Maureen, tapping the plastic pot of paste in the open luggage box. Next to it were the posters.

‘That’s shit paper,’ said Leslie.‘It’ll melt like toilet paper if it rains.’

‘Yeah, but it cost next to nothing and it doesn’t need to last for ever.’

‘Far be it from me to say this,’ said Leslie, slipping on her helmet,‘but Siobhain’s a prick.’

Maureen scratched her head miserably.‘Leslie,’ she said, ‘you’re right.’ She did up the helmet strap under her chin.

‘To be honest,’ said Leslie,‘I liked her better when she was scared shitless and couldn’t talk.’

‘She thinks we’re her big mates now. She said she knew she’d be safe because she’s got us to look after her.’ ‘Oh, fuck,’ said Leslie, and bit her lip.

Maureen sighed.‘I wanted to make a single heroic gesture. I didn’t want to be her mum.’

Leslie laughed and swung her leg over the seat, knocked the stand away with her heel and kick started the bike, revving the engine.‘Annie taught me an effective technique for dealing with needy people like that.’

‘Yeah?’ said Maureen, pleasantly surprised by Leslie’s tolerant attitude.‘What’s that?’ She slipped onto the back of the bike and wrapped her arms around Leslie’s waist.

‘Tell them to fuck off,’ said Leslie, and pulled into the stream of traffic in Duke Street.