I WANT TO lose myself in Nicholai, but I also know how dangerous this man is for my heart. He’s flawless. His tongue runs along my lips, and I tighten my legs together as a bolt rocks my core.
“Nicholai,” I whisper and he pauses. Opening my eyes, I cling to his wide shoulders as his dark eyes consume me. My heart skips around in my chest and I know, without a doubt, I want this. I want him.
I press my lips against his. His large hands grip my bare ass as his fingers sink into my flesh painfully. I push my body harder against his as I flick out my tongue and lick his lips just like he did to me. He tastes sweet and warm.
My nipples grow hard, and a shiver assaults my body as he stretches my ass. I break the kiss and plant one on his jawline before kissing his neck. His large hands release my ass, and he pushes the covers away. I sit back as he pulls off his boxers, his huge erection springing free.
My body hums with a want I’ve never felt. I move back to him and he watches me with hungry eyes. The moment our bodies meet, I want him inside me. His hands grip my ass again, and I want them on my pussy—I want them inside. I want him to fill me.
Our lips clash and I run my hand down his body, taking his huge cock in my hand. He falls closer and groans into my ear. My core tightens and I can feel the wetness on the inside of my thigh. His hand leaves my ass and returns a moment later with some of the wetness from my thigh. I freeze as he rubs warm liquid onto my asshole. The surprise wears off, and I stroke his cock again. He groans and dips a finger into my ass. All the nerves have me arching my back out, wanting him deeper inside me. He does, and I stroke his cock harder, the tip hitting my stomach. His other hand holds my ass stretched, and he pushes two fingers in. I cry out at the sensation, not sure if I want him to stop or to keep going. I yank his cock and move faster.
“Turn around for me, Mila.”
His words are breathy, and I release his cock. His fingers slowly leave my ass, and I feel the loss immediately. I turn around. Nicholai pushes down on the base of my back until I’m on all fours with my ass cocked in the air. I’m soaking just thinking of him fucking me.
“Has anyone fucked your ass before?” he asks.
Liquid touches my asshole, and I clench before relaxing. His fingers circle and stroke before dipping in.
“No.” I close my eyes and he buries his finger inside me. When his other hand touches my pussy, I’m ready to lose it. Every nerve ending is on fire.
He pushes a second finger into my ass before slipping them out. His fingers leave my pussy, and my eyes spring open as his cock enters my ass. I feel stretched, and the pain is short-lived as he eases in.
“You’re perfect.” He pushes deeper, and I push back into him, wanting more and more. He starts to fuck my ass harder, and I can’t stop the cries that fall from my lips. Nicholai groans too as he pounds my ass, his balls slapping against my pussy as I call his name, wanting more, wanting to come. It’s all too much.
He removes his cock from my ass, and I want to see what he’s doing, but he enters again, this time fast and hard. The impact has me crying out as he continues to slam into my ass, dragging my body up until my back is flush with his chest. Nicholai grips my neck as he fucks my ass hard and fast. I’m screaming and squirming. His hand encases my breast and he pinches my nipple.
His quick movements slam into my ass, and I can’t hold off any longer. He rolls my nipple between his forefinger and thumb while his other hand tightens around my throat. His cock fills me and I come. The liquid pours down my thigh as he continues to fuck me with a savagery that has him pouring his seed inside my ass.
Nicholai loosens his hold on my neck and slowly pulls out of me. I don’t move as his chest rises and falls against my back. I close my eyes and enjoy the sound of our raspy breaths that mingle together. His hot breath touches my sweaty neck before he places a kiss on my shoulder. I smile with my eyes closed as he presses another kiss to the back of my neck before kissing my other shoulder.
My stomach flips and erupts with butterflies at the tenderness of the kisses. I glance down as large tattooed hands wrap around my waist. I’m staring at them, wondering how something so dangerous looking could be so gentle. I cover his hands with mine. Exhaustion tugs at me, and all the energy is zapped from my body.
I let Nicholai’s hands go, and he unwinds them from me. I glance at him over my shoulder, and my stomach squirms when I meet his dark eyes. I don’t say all I want to say. Instead, I shuffle off the bed and enter the shower for the second time tonight. I don’t feel violated like I thought I would. I saw Oleg do the same thing to Liddi, but it looked painful and rough. I couldn’t understand any pleasure coming from it, but it is powerful. Nicholai is powerful.
He’s looking at his phone when I enter the bedroom. His gaze snaps up to mine and he stands up, still fully naked. He’s a beast of a man, and I still can’t take him all in as he moves closer. He pauses and bends his six-foot frame, placing a kiss on my cheek.
“I’m going for a shower.”
I nod. “Okay.”
When I glance up, he’s watching me. I know this thing between us is dangerous and scary, but I don't want it to end. I climb into the bed wrapped in the motel’s towel, and that’s how I fall asleep.