Reconsidering the Madman

To him the window broken in the church

guaranteed oblivion. He ran out naked

in a record winter for Wyoming.

He said nothing’s more heroic than a road

curving with the river warm away from farms

like horses curving into fog. He said a road

hardens like a man from weather.

We said good riddance to his crazy chatter.

One year later, we gave the day he left

a number not found on a calendar.

To celebrate the mayor composed a song

about a loving dog who killed ten snakes

to save the mining camp. We sang that loud

around the fire and we mocked the man.

Jokes turned into stories. Suddenly the lyrics

were about the fear of man, that man

most of all. Sweet Nick, we sang, Sweet Nick

(a name we’d given him), come home. The surface

of the river twitched from nerves. Swallows

strafed the trout in terror and when we screamed

old hymns our new church shook and broke.

Maybe he was right, the hope of roads goes on

and on. We found bones we think were him.

If not, why were they raving in the heat

and why would he head any way but south

where early every spring the roads suck blood

from rivers and the first chinook blows in,

blows in lemon and the yellow melts the snow.