Graves in Queens

How long will these graves go on?

How long will my head ache from

that who’s-for-loving booze?

Things went well until—but then

time’s a damn sad thing—

time and the time it brings—

selection of a casket

in the mid-price range.

God knows I’ve curbed responses

in response to current trends

and practiced automatic ones.

Secretaries think I’m nice

except that one, but she—

This curve shows the cost of love

went up in late November

and where it intersects this line

representing the rate of pain

we call point kiss. A damn sad thing.

The stones go on and on.

Caskets must be touching underground.

Now we’re welcome at the homes

of those who never spoke before.

Whee. Success. Money coming in.

Welcome at the homes of grovelers

I’m sure. Pigeons I have fed

found better pickings at the dump.

Molding apricots. The faded sign.

Big Lil. Dancer. On at nine.

Eleven. One. Last show. Last gala

strip-down strip-off strip-skin

show with count ’em twenty

gorgeous straight from Vegas and

above all clean cats on at three.

A damn sad thing.

From my room, a splendid view

of a statue of a stuffy man

who founded Uruguay, a land

I don’t believe in although maps

still show it red below Brazil.

Should I say with noble waving

of my arms I’m free? Ah, liberty.

A gasper goo among nonentities.

A bone the dogs are tossing

to the dogs. Big Lil was a cat.

I believe in Paraguay, Peru.

It’s the P that makes them real.

The U that starts out Uruguay

is not a P. UP. United Press.

A damn sad thing.

I never told you. Greenland floats.

Is often Africa when no one looks.

Has been Russia in its time and France.

Is never Italy because of snobbery.

I believe in Greenland. It’s the G.

Gee. I’d give the world to see

that old gang of mine. A damn

sad bunch of damn sad things.

Lynn is less one eye in Singapore.

Winslow waits behind the door

that opens only at his feeding time,

a time time’s sure to bring.

Last night what poem was it where

Joe Langland brought so many birds

down stone dead through the air?

And where did Claire McAllister

get such blond hair? And still

the graves go on. In Mukilteo,

Washington, the graveyard holds

twenty, maybe, all who died

as I recall by 1910.

I’ll not die of course. My health

is perfect. I’ll admit the jet

we’re on our way to get

might crash in Iowa,

I smoke too much, and once

when thirteen at a seance

a spirit scared me half-to-death

forecasting I’d be killed

by rain. Such a damn sad thing.

And I’ll select my casket

in the mid-price range.

The bus and graves go on. Millions—

and the lines of stone all point our way.

A damn sad thing. Let’s go home to bed.

You didn’t mean a thing when you were living

and you don’t mean nothing now you’re dead.

The morning after a reading
at the YMHA Poetry Center