THE HISTORY OF ROSES

7 A.M. first frost, the nurse who works all night

walks home, feet splayed gingerly in two directions.

Last night the old man who sells papers by day and flowers by night

sold us roses, five for a dollar. And the world

sways a little on its stem at how people have to shuffle to survive.

And now there are roses on your desk, concentrated slices of dawn,

darkened, folded into layers, veined and bunched together,

coil of soft petals above the delicate green leaves.

And the history of roses is the history of the work whistle,

the florist for whom the holidays are a nightmare,

whose children are asleep by the time he’s home Christmas Eve,

who stands alone in the kitchen he remodeled and eats a dish of ice cream

before he goes to bed: he is still young when his first heart attack comes.

There is no end to the history of roses, to blooming and quiet,

to what withers and returns. All knowledge hurts:

and when we walk out of a theater and buy roses

there have to be tears and oceans and blind trust

in the clot of a dark red substance on the end of a cut stem.