[Everything I Want 03] • Everything I Have

I fucked up.

This wasn't supposed to happen, not now, not ever! I think? Shit. I don't

know what to think anymore.

These last two years have turned my life upside down.

Right when I finally

think I have everything going exactly

how I want it, something always fucking

happens. But this something is not so

easily forgotten. Part of me wishes it

could be, but the other...wants this

more than anything. I have never been

so scared in my entire life as I am

right now.

I feel so alone.

He won't want this. He won't want me.

But what if?

What fucking if? He does...

Tristan, I'd give this part of me for

you...

~Sophia