Lost Revenge

Have you ever hoped that you could just stay dead? I never thought I would ask myself this question, but here I am. They found me and revived me from death. But without Lily, I would rather stay dead. Then there is the alien and they are working on him as well. They have no idea how much shit I went through to kill him. This time I don't think I am able to kill him again. What is the point anyway? I kill him and they can revive him again and again. However, I may be able to use him on my term. For Lily, I am willing to try anything and everything.