Out for Revenge

Revenge, something everyone at sometime has wished they could seek out and get, but sometimes thinking about it isn't good enough, and sometimes it's all you think of. Carrie was one of these women, Carrie wanted her life back and she wanted answers to why it had gone from perfect to pear shaped, and back again, her life had been a misshapen horror story, but she wanted a chance at getting some sort of normal life back, she thought with a little bit of luck on her side, that the one day would come around soon, or she'd be living forever as a loser, a sad old loser. She had a hope though, that one day she would be getting everything she wanted. She wanted to find out the answers to the who, the why and the why her in her life. Fed up of the unknown Carrie decided, she needed to be free of all her past that dragged her down, she wanted to live a normal life, something she hadn't had since her teens, especially so after the last year in high school, when she became the downtrodden, browbeaten, belittled Carrie, and that carried on for major part of her adult life, that self loathing and hate brought her down to levels a sewer rat felt at home in, and though she came close a couple of times, even that normality was a something built on pillars of sand and salt. Though she feels that's all about to change, and all because of a stroke of stupid luck, finally she has the opportunity to be the one in charge of her destiny, so she sets about changing things and is beginning that change herself, she has to, because always being the victim is killing her. She's not only losing her mind, but she is losing the plot, and she decided that she needs to stop wallowing, before it's too late! She has been tormented and troubled from the day she was raped at eighteen and nothing about her life did get better, in fact the following years were just days and weeks and months filled with many acts of brutalization, and all at the hands of her then so-called boyfriend Peter Hutchinson, he with the Svengali hold over her, with the years of her forced imprisonment, he took away from her the freedom to choose, instead he gave her a self-loathing and a weakness that has been added to as the years have gone by, he took away her innocence, her future and her independence and her strength, he left her an emotionally devoid young woman, who was unable to feel anything, neither love nor pain, she had only learned to be a victim, so as a consequence of this start of her adulthood, the people who she allowed in life, were the people she thought she deserved, abusers and users. Her past has made Carrie Wright what she is, a victim of her own sordid past, but no more, she is about to change everything, she vows to change, no longer content to be just a survivor, she wants it back, her life, she is taking control, she wants to win for a change and make the men who treated her so badly, pay, because now she wants her revenge, and to make them all wish they had left her alone to live. She doesn't just want back a pound of flesh she wants the total inhalation and humiliation of her abusers and users, she doesn't want to be mad any more, she wants to get even....