PHOSPHORUS




I open the box and start taking them out, one after

another, without stopping. Lighting them is easy:

you hold them delicately between your fingers

and strike them for an instant against a rough

surface – against the walls of night,

the raised reliefs of memory. Sometimes

I wonder where this love for pointless gestures

stems from, if it must be an illness or perhaps

a blessing: to see that it’s of no earthly use,

yet going on insisting, in spite of everything, on

burning the slender matchstick of words that I take

delicately out of the box, one after another,

without stopping. Extinguishing them is as easy

as lighting them: you need only count up to

three, and then wake up. Out of the great illuminations

all that’s left is a handful of tiny, charred

corpses that now spread over the blankness

of the page, and a strange whiff of phosphorus at the root

of the soul, at the exact centre where language is born.