Contents

Cover

Also by Adriana Mather

Title Page

Copyright

Dedication

Chapter One: Ready to Run

Chapter Two: After the Hanging

Chapter Three: We All Have Nightmares

Chapter Four: About That Night That Everything Happened

Chapter Five: They Were Warnings

Chapter Six: I Just Need It to Stop

Chapter Seven: Those Voices

Chapter Eight: I Need to Talk to You

Chapter Nine: Just a Bad Night of Sleep

Chapter Ten: It Wasn’t Like the Other Dream

Chapter Eleven: I Might Lose You

Chapter Twelve: My Brain Is in a Thick Fog

Chapter Thirteen: Cycling Through Thoughts of Elijah

Chapter Fourteen: I Didn’t Run Away

Chapter Fifteen: Don’t Get Me Wrong

Chapter Sixteen: I Just Need a Minute to Think

Chapter Seventeen: Could This Be Real?

Chapter Eighteen: The Question Disappears

Chapter Nineteen: What a Mess

Chapter Twenty: What’s Going on Here?

Chapter Twenty-one: I’m Standing Still and Staring

Chapter Twenty-two: I’m All In

Chapter Twenty-three: I’ve Trapped Myself

Chapter Twenty-four: A World of Things Could Go Wrong

Chapter Twenty-five: That’s Why You Love Me

Chapter Twenty-six: Maybe This Is a Good Thing

Chapter Twenty-seven: We Stand in Silence

Chapter Twenty-eight: Death Is Not Always Simple

Chapter Twenty-nine: I’ll Tell You Everything I Know

Chapter Thirty: I Live in Salem

Chapter Thirty-one: How Did You Know You Were in Love?

Chapter Thirty-two: It Happened So Fast

Chapter Thirty-three: That Is All I Know

Chapter Thirty-four: I’m Not Leaving

Chapter Thirty-five: Has the Whole World Gone Mad?

Chapter Thirty-six: I Never Thought I Would Say This

Chapter Thirty-seven: You Are the Most Important Person in My World

Chapter Thirty-eight: I Just Wanted to Stay

Chapter Thirty-nine: So Tragic and Romantic

Chapter Forty: However Broken It May Be

Chapter Forty-one: Elijah Waits for Me

Chapter Forty-two: I Do Belong in Salem

Chapter Forty-three: You and Me Both

Chapter Forty-four: Follow Me

Chapter Forty-five: Somewhere Between Excitement and Fear

Chapter Forty-six: I Would Go Headfirst into the Ocean

Chapter Forty-seven: To Follow Your Heart

Chapter Forty-eight: No Matter What Happens, No Matter How Scary Everything Is

Chapter Forty-nine: I Need You to Remember

Chapter Fifty: My Heart Beat

Chapter Fifty-one: This Is Who I Am

Author’s Note

Acknowledgments