The Gospel of Jesus’s Wife

Good morning how may I

offend you on this cracked

open Sabbath Dear God

I promise to prop you up

Of course I exist

I have every small name

Metaphorically draped in linen

I am often used to describe

the invisible how it carries

I answer your phone and pack

your lunches for it is written

A woman must

A man shall receive

Scrolling through profile pics I am

ashamed I disappear into

mysterious pastures

O unproven halo

Have I ever lived

I must be a joke

written in seething

sweat after the passage

of eternal lives

snapped broomsticks

To dusting I return singing

Jesus loves me yes

Yes and my body

My steepled temple

O God your flesh is a word

My flesh by the grace of you

I believe in everything

Brown bodies in a salty river

Your praises in their swollen cheeks

I must be the B-side

clipped to the editing floor

A gold road paved with me

And Jesus said medium rare

And I bowed quietly eternally

Cleaned his cup on my apron

and poured him his blood

In this parable I am the goblet

Crater of birth and service

I leave no trace

I become the smallest book

Smooth vellum pages

Anciently flaking

With these thorns I thee stroke

and lie down under questions

Jesus what can you offer me

Will you return from your journey

across skin-colored sands

to wash the feet of other women

and touch my head with truth

I will be waiting in a doorframe until harvest

Until the sky is so clear I see

my lipstick reflecting in the olive trees

Take the fever out of me

Come in and rise again and again