Goyo settled into his ergonomic chair and turned on his desktop computer. He put on the aviator bifocals that his wife had said made him look like a grasshopper. How bitterly she’d protested over the time he spent online, interspersing her moaning with ancient complaints about his long-dead mother. What Luisa had wanted, had needed more than oxygen, was Goyo’s undivided attention—the one thing he couldn’t give her. He was still shocked that she’d died before him. Her health had been far better than his, and Luisa looked many years younger besides, due to her penchant for plastic surgery. She’d begun with a discreet tummy tuck in her forties, progressing to successive and complex lifts to her face, breasts, and buttocks (all performed by Brazilian plastic surgeons at half the Miami price) and complemented by multiple liposuctions. Luisa had been cut, snipped, tucked, nipped, and sucked so often that her body looked stitched together from disparate parts. Coupled with an eating disorder that had her weight fluctuating a hundred pounds, the surgeries had left her prone to such unpredictable shiftings of flesh that nothing but a neck-to-ankle, extra-strength, beige body girdle could tame the unruly bulges.
At eighty-two, Luisa’s face had been her crowning glory—radiant, lineless, frequently immobilized by Botox injections and plumped up with collagen. She’d spent the better part of every morning plastering her face with lavish creams made from the glandes of unborn lambs and meticulously applying her makeup. So obsessed had Luisa become with her appearance that she finally convinced Goyo to have a little work done himself during their last trip to Rio. The procedures—an eye lift, fat injections into his hollowing cheeks—had hurt like hell, and Goyo, stir-crazy and unbearably itchy, had ignored the plastic surgeon’s instructions on sun avoidance and postoperative rest.
When Alina saw him shortly after his return from Brazil, she took one look and blurted out, “What the hell happened to you?” Never one for tact, she added: “Jesus, Dad, you look like a flounder.” It was true. Goyo wasn’t sure how or why it’d happened, but his eyes had somehow drifted closer together, then migrated, slightly, toward the right side of his face.
At a recent anniversary party for old friends, Goyo had been astonished at how youthful everyone looked until it dawned on him that nearly every octogenarian there was semibionic—artificial hips and knees, shoulder replacements, hair plugs, heart transplants, and a panoply of other age-defying enhancements. With the lights dimmed and the salsa “band” (in actuality, a liver-spotted singer with a synthesizer who did a passable imitation of Beny Moré) in full swing, the guests took to the floor and danced the night away, believing—if only for the two minutes and fifteen seconds of Pérez Prado’s “Mambo No. 5”—that the Revolution had never happened.
Goyo’s in-box was congested with the usual array of right-wing junk mail, penile enhancement ads, and phishing scams. His brother weighed in several times a day, too, ever hopeful about El Comandante’s declining health: WE’LL OUTLIVE HIM YET, HERMANO! Rufino claimed that his wife, Trini, a founding member of a bookkeepers’ prayer circle that promised to work miracles with the IRS, had persuaded its members to devote the month’s orations to ensuring the tyrant’s untimely death. Goyo thought it ridiculous how religious fanatics believed they could sway the Almighty to do their bidding, as if they were divinely anointed lobbyists. God had been ignoring the Cubans’ pleas since before the Wars of Independence. Why should He bother listening to them now?
Although not a victim of optimism, Goyo rarely succumbed to despair. If he was anything it was a Catholic pragmatist, which wasn’t as contradictory as it sounded. Void, or paradise? Who really knew? Goyo continued to believe because the terror of not believing was worse. Above all, he tried not to let religion interfere with his common sense and took pride in analyzing events in as clear-eyed and dispassionate a manner as possible. Cuba’s difficulties, in his opinion, had been exponentially compounded by its longtime status as a de facto colony of the United States. Goyo had seen the writing on the wall long before those barbudos took to the Sierra Maestra and waited for Batista to fall. A country can take only so much abuse before it implodes. The solution, sadly, turned out to be much worse than the original problem.
Goyo removed his bifocals and rubbed the bridge of his nose. He pulled a microfiber cloth from his desk drawer, polished his lenses, then turned back to the computer screen. A message bleeped in from his mistress, writing to him from the bank where she worked: HOLA, MI TIGRE. HOW ABOUT A DATE THIS AFTERNOON? BESITOS Y MUCHO MÁS, VILMA. This was followed by a winking smiley face and a series of strange punctuation marks that eluded his comprehension. Goyo enjoyed Vilma’s company—her love was a bright, enameled thing—but their ardent frolicking often exhausted him so completely that he was incapacitated for days afterward. MAYBE, he typed back. I’LL CALL YOU.
Another message, the third of the morning, flashed in from Goyito: SEND $50. DOWN TO MY LAST BAG OF CHIPS. Goyo logged on to his banking account and transferred twenty dollars to his son. He supported his namesake but only with the smallest increments of cash possible. Too much money overwhelmed Goyito and made him do foolish things. Nine years ago, when he’d finally won his disability suit against the state of Florida, the government sent him a check for $22,000 in previously denied benefits. Goyito ripped through that money in one blowout weekend of cocaine, steamed lobsters, and whores.
During his brief stretches of sobriety, Goyito had held various jobs and even managed to graduate from a fly-by-night college in Brooklyn with a degree in finance. Not a pot to piss in, but the boy had a degree in finance. After college Goyito had worked as a Wall Street runner, operating on a high-octane combination of donuts and amphetamines. Once Goyo had caught a glimpse of his son on television wearing a garish yellow jacket and pumping his arm at the day’s closing bell. What Goyito had wanted, more than anything, was a fast-track fortune. If he hadn’t become a drug addict, he might’ve become a multimillionaire.
Thinking about his son upset Goyo, and he had no time to be upset today, not with so many crises to resolve. In a locked compartment of his file cabinet, he kept a box of contraband chocolates and his Chief’s Special .38, one of two weapons he owned. The other handgun, a Glock, he kept secured in the glove compartment of his Cadillac. Goyo opened the gilded box of truffles and considered its contents—rich Belgian chocolates filled with ground nuts and flavored elixirs. Goyo popped a hazelnut truffle into his mouth, closing his eyes and savoring the silky gianduja on his tongue. His ringing cell phone disrupted his reverie.
“The whole thing’s coming down like a house of cards,” Johnny Esposito growled without preamble.
“How much time do we have?” Goyo imagined bricks of his cash sprouting wings in the vaults of Flagler Federal Bank and flying north to his contractor’s pockets.
“A month, maybe two. You get some newbie buildings inspector coming anywhere near the place and they’ll have it torn down.”
Goyo swallowed hard. The brownstone had put his children through college (for all the good it’d done them), enabled him to live a comfortable retirement. “What now?”
“Reinforced beams. Concrete pillars from the basement to the roof. The building’s gotta hang on those fucking supports.”
“Can we do this without arousing suspicion?”
“Leave that to me,” Esposito sniffed.
Goyo knew better than to inquire further. Esposito’s contacts could magically make things happen overnight, or just as easily disappear. Inspectors, tax problems, collapsing buildings. Everything could be arranged for a price.
“What’s it going to cost me?” Goyo fondled a truffle bursting with raspberry liqueur. If he didn’t control himself, he might slip into a diabetic coma and Alina would be left to handle this mess. He put back the truffle.
Esposito laughed femininely, a soprano’s laugh. “You don’t wanna know.”
“When can we start?”
“Pronto, comandante. I’ll get my men working on this right away.”
Goyo winced at the word comandante. Nearly every building in Havana was crumbling, but the tyrant had no tenant lawsuits to worry about, no inspectors cruising for kickbacks, no extortionist contractors draining off what remained of his retirement savings. El Comandante had even convinced UNESCO to restore the oldest part of the city as a World Heritage Site. Goyo had seen the photographs. It looked like it had in the fifties, when Havana had been on a par with New York or Paris, boasting world-class symphonies, theaters, ballet companies, an unmatched nightlife.
To remember all this was a heart-searing misery, but sometimes remembering was all Goyo could do. The litany rarely varied. The Revolution’s early agrarian reforms had reduced his family’s estates to seven percent of their former size. Seven percent. There was no future in seven percent. When his father’s shipping line was also expropriated, the Herreras fled to New York. Goyo tried to make a go of it as an insurance salesman, but he couldn’t earn enough money to pay the rent. Two years into his exile, he leased a dilapidated five-and-dime on First Avenue and introduced tropical milk shakes and Cuban sandwiches to mid-Manhattan. Eventually, Goyo bought the place and converted it into a diner, mixing in burgers and fries with his wildly popular island specialties. He also catered office parties for the United Nations delegates, delivering the food himself and making friends. He called it Minimax Café, after the Latin aphorism Minima maxima sunt. The smallest things are most important.
Goyo had done all right for himself financially. But everything else—the things people said money couldn’t buy—bueno, with those he hadn’t done so well.
It was barely eight o’clock and his stomach felt queasy. Goyo reached for a pink antacid pill. Most mornings he woke up at 4:00, convinced that he was having another heart attack. He consoled himself with statistics; if he made it to sunrise, the odds of surviving the day were good. Outliving the tyrant wasn’t Goyo’s sole reason for staying alive, but it damn near the topped the list. Besides, he didn’t want to miss the pachanga in Miami when word spread of the tyrant’s death. Other cities had disaster relief plans, backup generators, designated emergency shelters. Miami had a victory parade prepared to march down Calle Ocho on an hour’s notice. The oldest exiles, now barely distinguishable from the dead, would miraculously spring back to life for one last fiesta with the news. When that hijo de puta finally kicked the bucket, everyone would be partying like it was 1959.
This is a very difficult country. Very stressful. No quieren reconocer que esto es un fracaso. An utter disaster. I waited years for an apartment in Havana until I couldn’t wait any longer. I built my own place in between these two old mansions in Vedado. It’s gloomy and narrow, but I shift a spotlight around to where I’m painting y me resuelvo.1 At first the authorities considered me a squatter, then they tried to tax me out of existence. But I parked myself here and refused to move. I live with my kitty and a baby Galápagos turtle that a friend of mine smuggled out of Ecuador. Sometimes I take Piquito to the park so he can sun himself. They tell me my turtle will live three hundred years and grow to the size of a Volkswagen. But what’s the use of worrying? Nobody knows what tomorrow will bring. If you chuck Piquito under the chin—like this, see?—he bobs his head. Ay, he loves that!
My paintings? Naturally, they have a sinister air. They’re my hallucinations, my nightmares. Right now I’m working on a series called Buscando Carne en La Habana (Looking for Meat in Havana); meat, of course, in all respects. It’s these disgraces that I’m driven to paint with my medieval palette. One disgrace after another. There are never any shortages of those.
—Zaida del Pino, artist
The seas grew choppy as the winds intensified from the south. The international weather channel reported that a hurricane was gathering strength off the coast of Suriname, contradicting the predictions of that idiot meteorologist who’d reassured everyone of balmy days ahead. Carajo. How many sugarcane crops had been destroyed by hurricanes in the last sixty years? How many power lines downed, factories leveled, military installations laid to ruin? It was the one recurring disaster the tyrant couldn’t blame on the Yankees.
His cohorts in Latin America whispered “yanquis” the way they whispered “fate,” that dark obedience, as if the Cold War were in effect and run by superpower decree. Not that there weren’t consequences to running afoul of the Americans—the tyrant knew that better than anyone—but their sanctions could be exploited for political advantage. Without the U.S. embargo, the Revolution couldn’t have survived. It’d needed a common enemy to blame for its economic ills. In the end consumerism, not guns, would destroy Socialism. Microwaves and computers, motorcycles, iPhones, Omaha Steaks. Puta madre, his people would throw him out for a reliable supply of toilet paper!
The morning dragged on with the usual nonsense and sycophants. El Comandante had seen and heard it all a thousand times before. If only Ceci Sánchez were at his side again, handling the crap. The irreplaceable Ceci had been his lover and loyal aide-decamp in the Sierra Maestra. She’d taken care of his every need, down to relieving his blue balls. No other rebel was permitted to have a woman in the encampment, not that anyone envied his relationship with Ceci. She was exceedingly skinny, with no ass to speak of, and her teeth protruded unflatteringly during the rare times she smiled. Cuban men could put up with untold shortcomings in a woman, but a flat ass wasn’t one of them. They felt a good culo to be their inalienable right, like access to potable water or a nightly shot of rum. A woman without an ass was called a rana, a frog. There was no worse insult.
Ceci had marched and carried her pack in the mountains like any good soldier. She didn’t expect the royal treatment and was trustworthy and discreet. The woman proved to be a superb organizer, too, and an invaluable liaison with insurgents all over Cuba. Her responsibilities didn’t end after the Revolution, though her romantic relations with her famous lover did. During the rebels’ victory parade across the island, women began tossing their underwear and telephone numbers at El Comandante like he was Frank Sinatra or Elvis Presley. Overnight it became the ultimate in radical chic to sport an unkempt beard, long hair, and a pronounced stink—and this in a country whose citizens had a mania for personal hygiene.
He didn’t know it then, but that long march to Havana, with its insistence of banners and speeches and ecstatic crowds, would prove the pinnacle of his power and prestige, as good as it ever got. After that, the grim business of governing began—battling Yankees and Russians and traitors, the endless blood and gunpowder, expansions into Africa and elsewhere because the Revolution had to prove itself on the world stage. Lately, his enemies had taken to calling Cuba a basket case, a floating scar in the Caribbean Sea. He would die fighting their lies.
The tyrant had contemplated writing his memoirs but agreed instead to hundreds of hours of interviews with a sympathetic Spanish journalist. The resulting book—Conversations in the Socialist Cathedral—fell short of his expectations. El Comandante thought that if he were writing his autobiography he would arrange the chapters thematically, focusing on such crucial subjects as babalawos, the Russians, and his first wife, Miriam. Carajo, Miriam could fill a tome all by herself. The sight of her in her wedding gown walking down the aisle of the little church toward him . . . Bueno, that was the happiest moment of his life. It infuriated him to think that Miami, home to his most pestilential detractors, was the city in which he’d spent the first, unforgettable days of his honeymoon. Ay, Miriam! Her eyes had been like an ecclesiastical argument for infinity, and the rest of her . . . Coño, however hard he tried, it was impossible to forget her, impossible to forget anything about her—even her legendary culinary bungling. Who could resist her palomilla steaks,2 fried to leather, which required every fiber of his jaw muscles to chew?
To his dismay, the beautiful Miriam expected him to provide for their family and supply the niceties that came with a bourgeois life. Why should he have to support one family, he’d argued with her, when history was offering him the chance to provide for an entire nation? Sadly, she remained stubbornly attached to convention and the demands of their newborn son. When Miriam’s brother got wind of her situation, he arranged to have her put on Batista’s payroll. His wife on his mortal enemy’s payroll! Nothing had hurt or humiliated El Comandante more. She divorced him at his lowest point, during his imprisonment on the Isle of Pines. But enough! It was too agonizing to remember.
He licked his lips, which were cracked and tasted of medicine. The only person to do his life justice in print was a weasely former adviser, now exiled in France. He’d had the gall to publish El Comandante’s life story as a novel. Ironically, it’d turned out to be the best thing that sorry-assed traitor ever wrote, a veritable magnum opus. To the tyrant’s surprise, he’d been enthralled by his fictional counterpart—on a par with Hamlet or King Lear; flawed, but irresistibly grandiose and compelling. In short, he couldn’t put the damn book down. Fictio cedit veritati, as those mothballed Jesuits used to say. Fiction yields to truth. The tyrant tore through the novel’s thousand-plus pages during the better part of a mild spring weekend when his wife beckoned him from his hammock to taste her rice pudding.
El Comandante took issue with just one detail of that detestable defector’s book: for the record, his pinga, fully engorged and ready for action, was not 6.2 inches, as erroneously reported, but a proud, thick, majestic 6.6.
When the tyrant was still in short pants, his mother used to take him on surreptitious visits to a babalawo two towns away. It wasn’t easy for her to escape her Galician husband for an afternoon, distrustful as he was of anyone who charged hard-earned pesos for a less than concrete exchange. Papá understood this: a hectare of sugarcane for a pair of superlative oxen; a cartload of mountain pine carved into so much rustic furniture; a day’s backbreaking fieldwork for a day’s meager pay. But sacrificing perfectly healthy farm animals for the dubious promise of spiritual betterment? That upset the balance of justice in his head. Not that he didn’t frequently tip the balance in his favor with a meaty thumb. Business was business, after all. To Papá’s mind, these country shamans did nothing but prey on an ignorant pueblo’s superstitions and fears. All the same, he took great pains to avoid their wrath.
At the babalawo’s home, dozens of candles had flickered on and around an enormous altar, illuminating pumpkins, gold chains, tureens, cowrie shells, decapitated doves, strings of beads, and a panoply of plaster saints. The babalawo told Mamá that her son had the fire of Changó in him, that he wouldn’t spare his enemies on the playground or on the battlefield. Not long afterward, the young tyrant beat a schoolmate—an arrogant heir to the Bacardi fortune—to within an inch of his life for calling him what he undeniably was: un hijo de puta.
Later, when the rebel leader was ensconced in the Sierra Maestra, the island’s babalawos prayed for his success, sacrificing rams, bulls, turkeys, and Guinea fowl in his name. And on the day he triumphantly marched into Havana with his band of ragtag men, thundering at the crowd of one million that had welcomed him to the great plaza, the same babalawos released a flock of white doves that soared and swooped over the people, signaling their approval. The god of fire, Changó incarnate, had ascended to power. So what if one of the doves trained to land on his shoulder took a shit on it? Fucking bird. Nobody was the wiser.
Verbatim Package Directions for Café Mezclado
“RECOMENDACIONES PARA SU ELABORACIÓN:
El agua a añadir no sobrepasará a válvula de la cafetera. El café que usted añada en el coledor nunca debe ser comprimido. Coloque la cafetera sobre la hornilla preferiblemente a fuego lento.”
What they don’t tell you: LIGHT THE BURNER, AND RUN LIKE HELL!
1. Resolver, to resolve, is Cuba’s national verb. This could mean anything from “resolving” a cake for a niece’s quinceañera to “resolving” the Revolution’s overreliance on imports.
—Fulgencio Correa, grammarian
2. During the Special Period, I was asked, as chef of Cuba’s most popular cooking show, to present a segment on palomilla steaks at the sentimental behest of El Comandante. Of course, I had to substitute pounded grapefruit rinds for the impossibly scarce beef and still make it appetizing for my viewers. The Maximum Leader confided in me at the time that he, too, had been denied beef along with, as he put it, “nearly every other goddamn pleasure known to man.”
—Hortensia Ramos, celebrity chef