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Dream Weaver

Inspiration’s First Spark

“Trust in dreams, for in them is hidden the gate to eternity.”

~ Khalil Gibran

You want to write, but your creative well is powder dry. Or it spouts off like Old Faithful, leaving you gulping from a fire hose, drowning in words. What do prolific authors know about how to coax and nurture new ideas, and breathe life into them without losing focus for all else?

Lightning bolts. Spontaneous knowing. Dream downloading. You’ve heard the tales told by the “lucky” few for whom this creative stuff appears easy. They’re walking down the street and, boom! A cinematic story line (soon to be a movie near you!) flashes across the screen of their mind. Publishers and Hollywood producers beat a path to their door. But what if you’re one of the 99.9999 percent of writers for whom this does not happen? What tips and tricks can you use to inspire your best book brainstorms?

I’m no stranger to magical thinking. While publishers and Hollywood producers wouldn’t be calling me anytime soon, what happened next was so surreal that it still feels impossible. Like a miraculous scene unfolding in a Spielberg film.

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I bolted awake. Glowing in the reflection of the full moon, the walls, the floor, the hanging philodendron across the room were all perfectly still. This was earthquake country. I knew her signs, San Andreas. But the quaking was all mine.

The clock on the bedside table read 3:01 AM. What in God’s name?! SIX books—how is that even possible—flashed one after the other in my mind’s eye as I leaned against our headboard, blinking in the dim. Titles. Covers. Text. Format. Paragraphs slid left to right like a news ticker tape, some stopping to focus, even magnify. I rarely remembered my dreams, much less held onto them, but these words were alive.

OHMYGOD!!!! I just finished my last Artist’s Way exercise yesterday! My twelfth week! And wasn’t it August 1—the start of the “auspicious window” the astrologer told me about?! I sat dumbfounded. It had been a mere six weeks since Guru Singh admonished me to stop “hiding” behind my dogs and wrapped me like a burrito inside his woo-woo incantations. And, oh yeah, insisted I was supposed to step into my destiny as a writer. Is this what he’d seen coming?

Careful not to wake Jesse and Tosh, two comforter lumps atop our California king, I grabbed a flashlight and a yellow legal pad from my bedside drawer and tiptoed inside our closet to start downloading.

There, at eye level with my boots and running shoes, with my pulse racing, I took furious dictation—the blue pen in my hand flowing as if powered by magic ink. Soon, the carpet was covered with sixty-plus sheets of animated scrawl.

“Which book will make me happiest?” I whispered aloud, fearing the words would never slow, and I’d be overwhelmed by them. I needed specific instructions. Where to begin? I already felt bonded to each title; panic was imminent.

A voice in my head gave direction: “Start with Lives Charmed. A celebrity tell-all meets Seat of the Soul. A self-help bible with an environmental twist.”

Alrighty then . . .

I’m almost embarrassed to admit this, dear reader, but there it was, all laid out. Step. By. Step. Have you ever felt jealous hearing a novelist speak of stories “given” to them and playing out like movies in their heads—characters dropping in deeply developed, story lines nearly complete? I certainly had. I’d think, Come again? How does that happen?! And yet, this was precisely my experience. Only the lead character was me!

There I was, walking into the homes of my most “charmed” clients as usual, but I wasn’t there to exercise their pups. Instead, unbelievably, I was interviewing them for reality show (before there was such a thing) behind-the-scenes details—the never-before-told tales of what I witnessed every day in their homes. Fame, wealth, love, addiction, epic fails, lessons learned, and most importantly: environmental activism. This was KEY. The whole point of the book—the exciting and genius part I could never have made up on my own—was that we’d make eco-issues hip, cool, and profitable!

Could this really be? These were the early days of the internet when the world wasn’t yet fully connected by information and urgency. Yet I could see that by weaving in interviews with green celebs about our most pressing environmental issues and the innovative things they were doing to heal our world, we’d give a voice to the plants, animals, and indigenous and marginalized people gasping for air and airtime.

Holy tree-hugging! This was it! My dream life revealed. Eyes wide, I could see my readers en masse—ohmygod, readers!—engaged in the drama and success tips, while being educated through the back door about how to save our natural world.

Don’t ask me how I trusted this would work. It didn’t even occur to me that going from my clients’ kibble dispenser to translator of their innermost secrets might be a stretch. I just knew this vision had legs and providence. My body was buzzing as if propped on a beehive. Yet, deep inside, I felt a profound sense of calm. I knew I had what it took. As surely as I’d ever known anything, I was certain writing was my Willy Wonka golden ticket.

I thought of my beautiful mother, working so hard behind the scenes as a secretary and editor for her boss at Stanford University. She’d be especially proud that I was writing to try and help our precious planet; it was thanks to her that I had a lifelong preoccupation with falling water tables and rising temperatures. After wasting $65,000 of my parents’ money on the college degree I never quite earned, I figured I’d be able to pay them back quickly when my bestseller was released.

Candles sparkle on the table at the Chart House, where I’ve taken my folks for a celebratory meal. With trembling hands, Mom opens up the ivory linen envelope I’ve handed her. Inside is a note explaining that I’ve paid off the mortgage to their home in full.

This is nuts! I’m going to be an author! Tears of gratitude filled my eyes. I leaned down and kissed the carpet. “Thank You, God. Thank You, Mother Earth, for entrusting me with this assignment. I won’t let You down. Just show me what to do. I’ll study every minute my family doesn’t need me. I’m all Yours.” My heart was so full it felt like it would pound right out of my chest. I hadn’t been wasting my brain all those years being distracted in school. Spirit was just waiting for the right time to put my skills, passions, and connections to work!

I peeked back at our bed, moonbeams streaming down through our skylight. Jesse and Tosh, still fast asleep, had no idea that everything had just changed for us. I couldn’t stop smiling. The gates of heaven had just swung open.

But you’ve never written a book before. You’ve never even taken a single writing class. I waved that pesky voice away. How hard could it be when you’re basically taking dictation from God? Besides, I could see it, feel the book’s life force, and my role as midwife. When Jesse woke up, a miracle—he got it, 100 percent.

“Everywhere we go, people tell you their life stories,” he said. “You’ll be great at this!”

It was clear. I’d grab low-hanging fruit, start with two of my favorite dog-walking clients for my inaugural interviews—Paul Williams, and model and Dynasty star Catherine Oxenberg. Surely, I’d get more eco-minded stars from there.

Everything was easy-breezy . . . at first. No matter how late I went to bed, I continued to awaken at 3:00 AM for months, seeing pages of scrolling text. My brain and body were afire. As Vladimir Nabokov defined it: “Ink, a drug,” and I was heavily under the influence. Thankfully, my husband and Tosh were nearly inseparable, which gave me plenty of time to start pitching agents and celebs for interviews. Each small writerly step created its own momentum, and we celebrated every win.

At the eleven-month mark—so much for that “six to nine months” window!—I’d quit my dog-walking business to study and write constantly. Although I was ecstatic to have found my calling, it was painful not making my own money.

“Most divorces result from two issues—disagreements over finances and childrearing,” Carol said, sounding like an issue of Psychology Today. That’s just great. Jesse and I were two for two. He practically had an aneurysm every time I “wasted” thirty dollars on organic juice oranges, which sucked because I was never not going to waste thirty dollars on organic juice oranges. This California mama was gonna buy the kid 100 percent organic, come hell or high prices! As a soldier in Mother Earth’s army, She’d meet me halfway—of that, I was convinced, and so I pressed on.

Despite being a total beginner, I experienced miraculous synchronicity, doors opening, and vastly improved punctuation weekly, if not daily. That said, the path would be nowhere near as simple as I’d wagered—not the writing, schmoozing, promotion, or the marriage. But I was on a track I’d never leave.

Being gifted a book in a dream is rare; I’ve yet to interview another author with that same experience. Yet, there are endless ways to get ideas and begin your writing journey. For some, inspiration whispers softly, or comes in fits and starts, or takes its own sweet time. Everyone’s path is unique. Don’t stress if you don’t hear a thunderclap. Again, all you ever need to get started is the desire.

Over the years, several aspiring writers with knowledge of my self-funded artist dates and trips to Drew Lawrence and Guru Singh asked if I’d done anything else to conjure my “magical book dream” that didn’t cost money. We’ll cover the topic of coaxing creativity via divine support specifically in chapter eight. But there was one mental component that may be worth sharing now . . .

. . . With a desire to raise a happy child, I was contemplating my positivity and good fortune. A lot.

Stumble into any self-help event, and you’ll probably hear something about the importance of asking high-quality questions. I didn’t realize it then, but by asking these things over and over—What does it mean when people call me charmed? Why am I so happy? What do I do to attract blessings?—perhaps I was setting up my unconscious and the Universe to deliver high-quality answers. Training myself to look for, expect, and attract magic. When I told Deepak Chopra about my book dream on his episode of the podcast, he confirmed my experience, saying, “Reflective inquiry is the only way to access creativity.” Then he added this brain teaser: “The question is the answer. So, if you live the questions, you move into the answers.”

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For what it’s worth, I believe that as we live our questions, we can be natural optimists and sky-is-falling doomsdayers at the same time. A typical hour in my head, for example, might reveal any of these polar-opposite scenarios:

1.Doomsday Linda: The world’s burning up. Mother Earth’s pissed and the big quake’s coming. Are we all gonna die any minute now?

Trusting Linda: We’ll see. But right here, right now, you’re safe. Look around. Name five things that are working.

2.DL: I’m never going to finish another book, at least not until the crooks are out of Washington. My time and brain have been highjacked by politics. How can I look away?

TL: Politics have always been a train wreck. For the next hour, turn off your alerts. What’s one paragraph you can play with before you do anything else?

3.DL: I’ll never finish chapter four. It’s a total disaster. Is it even fixable?

TL: What if you did know? Grab a pen and paper, sit somewhere quiet, and ask your book what it has to say.

4.DL: I’m drowning in too many ideas. Have I developed ADD? Is that ever a good thing?

TL: Doesn’t matter. You’re abundant. What’s the one idea that makes you smile right now? Go there.

5.DL: What if publishers don’t want me? Can I still be happy?

TL: Write what you love. Love what you write. The right people will love it too. What do you love today?

Whether you believe your creative inspiration comes from a higher place or is being fed by your subconscious mind, you’ve got this. Creating that relationship, however you describe it, opens the creative floodgates. Why not give it a try? Seed your daydreams and sleep hours with quality questions and watch the answers percolate in. Before I go to sleep, I will often still pray for specific dreamtime instructions. “Something I will remember, understand, and be able to implement,” I say when putting in my cosmic order. And guess what? Every so often, I still bolt awake at 3:00 AM, quaking with insight.

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*Fun fact: Danielle is also my co-author on Your Big Beautiful Book Plan.

*India was freed, healed, became an author, and got engaged. Keith Raniere was sentenced to 120 years in prison. And Catherine’s book became the subject of multiple TV shows—Seduced and The Vow, among them. Talk about scripting your success!

*Steve’s onto something. Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet was written between 1594 and 1596 as a remake, “inspired” by earlier poems and plays by other authors—specifically Masuccio Salernitano (1410–1475), Matteo Bandello (1480–1562), William Painter (1540–1595), and French author Pierre Boaistuau (1517–1566)—whose The Traagicall Historye of Romeus and Juliet was translated into English by Arthur Brooke in 1562. One could make the case that this was Shakespeare not just stealing the form but essentially crafting the then modern-day master 2.0 version of the same plot and story!

Interestingly, when I told this to one of my besties—my mentor, Betsy Rapoport—a longtime editor in New York, she said: “Yes! I did know that Shakespeare ‘cribbed’ many of his plots. I remember when we were studying Latin, we translated the story of Pyramus and Thisbe from Ovid’s Metamorphoses, which is pretty Romeo and Juliet-y: Star-crossed lovers. Families that hate each other, thus a decision to elope. A misunderstanding leads him to believe she’s been killed, so he stabs himself. When she sees him dead, she then stabs herself. And this was from freaking Babylonia!”