The Grail Mass

  (The Mass) 26
 
  Section I 30
  Section II 35
  Section III (The Agent) 38
  Section IV 50
 
On The Traverse of the Wall, I
  (The Wall) 53
  Section VIII 86
 
The Celtic Insertions
  The First Celtic Insertion, I93
  The Second Celtic Insertion, I 103
  The Third Celtic Insertion 111
  The Second Celtic Insertion, II 119
  The First Celtic Insertion, II 122
 
On The Traverse of the Wall, II
  Section VIII 124
  Section IX 129
  Section X 137
  Section XI 139
  Section XII 143

On ‘The Traverse of the Wall, I’ contains versions of ‘The Wall’, ‘The Dream of Private Clitus’ and ‘The Tutelar of the Place’.

The Celtic insertions present versions of ‘The Hunt’ and ‘The Sleeping Lord’.

‘On the Traverse of the Wall, II’ contains versions of ‘The Narrows’, ‘The Fatigue’ and ‘The Tribune’s Visitation’.

Section XIII was used in the construction of The Anathemata and also for insertions into ‘The Fatigue’. Section XIV is in rough form and published as ‘The Roman Dinner Conversation’. The absence of Sections VI and VII simply denotes that no sheets specifically marked Section VI and Section VII were located with the manuscripts, although narrative continuity is not broken as a result of their absence.

THE MASS

Inclined in the midst of the instruments

and invoking the life-giving Persons

and in honour of the former witnesses,

et istorum,1 dusty in the cist,

he kisses the place of sepulture.

He turns to ask of the living.

Those round about answer him.

He turns again and immediately

toward the tokens.

He continues and in silence

inclined over the waiting creatures

of tillage and of shower.

Ceres with Liber and

the dancing Naiad

have heard his: Come, who makes holy2

and now so still

between the horns of the mensa

they wait awhile

his: ratify, accept, approve.3

You are his special signs

and you’ll be doubly signa

before he’s at the Unde et memores4

O no! — not flee away

but wait his word

not to the infernal jail

(as blind makers tell

by Cam stream)5

not troop off — not you, nor

Peor’s baalim

but wait on him

not brutish you,

but you his dear forerunners

each of you — and his figura too.

Need peculiar powers forgo their stalls?

He’s no doucer of dim tapers

and why should Anubis hasten

except to glast the freeing of the waters.

So stay

but when they sing

QUI VENIT

here all of you

kneel

every Lar of you

numen or tutelary

from terra, pontus and the air

or from the strait bathysphere.

Now constellate

are all your brights

of this lifted Lode.

What light else

brighted you ever?

He stands upright now in the weeds

of the young-time, of the sap years.

Under his fair-worked apparels

the tubular blacks of the mean years

of the dead time.

In file of two

the patrician tunicas

move up in support.

(They’ve stitched the laticlave

so, since the year that measures all

the years.)

He hunches free of wrist

the gothic folds

(O, give us a Roman planeta any day!)

Loudly he clears his throat

brother ass must neigh for all his

May Day rosette

the belly murmurs though it serve Melchisedec.

Full and clear he sounds his vowels

when he says Per omnia

but his full chin crumples to the

pectoral folds at Gratias agamus.

And now he sings out

and alone

the gleemen and the Powers take the cue

he has the Nine Bright Shiners at his beck

when he stands substitute

to the Man in the Mock.

(you, dark-membraned

awned in dim sanctus-pent

softly flit, cum angelis exult

and with clerestory concelebrants

mix your shadowy webs

they sometimes make you

signa of the evil thing

but laugh at them

and stretch again your fragile pinions

high up and over the meal spread

tumbling our Faustian spaces

where the stone creatures grin.

You are the proper image

and very figure

of us all

purblind, yet, somewhat winged.)

He thumbs a page or so

smooths the violet marker out

swift on, professionally

minding his Roman step

seems to search for what mislaid

tilts this ever so little

with a sensitive deliberation

backhands Miss Weston’s leaning lily

clear of the instruments.

You can hear her penny stop

or a beads drop or rope slack

chafe staple in sanctus-pent

high up and over the table spread

or cat call

from pleasure-go-round outside,

other side urbs.

His recollected fingers now

his supports close in

each to his proper station.

Madeline in fox

lets her hair-net bide

and in her pew

deep calls to Mrs. Calypso Fortescue.

The movements peculiar to the transfigured man

cause bells to be rung.

You can hear now the whine from the

south porch where Mrs. Fripp has

chained the dog

for a thousand quarantines.

The worn bronze toe

of the Capitoline Fisher

(who holds the troia keys)

you can just avoid, and

between

the Miss Bodkin’s equinoctial hat

and the devout shoulders of Colonel Cornelius

you can see the work

done at the tumulus.

And does the sacristan

fetch out the jackal’s head?

He does well

for all must die

who would eat the Bread

and where is he who said

I AM BARLEY?

In the north porch

West-wave Launcelot

beats against that

varnished pine

his Aryan pommel

fractures the notices for the week

he would see

right through the chamber door

he would be

where the Cyrenian deacon

leans inward

to relieve the weight

he too would aid the venerable man

surcharged with that great weight.

In the south porch

Argos the dog

howls outright.

SECTION I

Why’s he elect between his paps,1 are we not all illumined, is the gnosis his prerogative, he’s first whoever’s least despite the manifesto.

It’s always Benjamin’s mess!2 Whose right hand he fondles, whose left hand is under his head.3

I’ll lay he’ll put it in a book some day with a fine Hellenic twist —

Then up step-ped one: O indeed it is not I,

then leaned across another

in rivalry:

d’you mean by me, or me.

O sir, it’s not me.

Nor me, that I declare:

on aught yon cross

on book or attested fragments.

By each especially sacred tie we’ve trothed often.

Haven’t I said it over so often

and ever again.

I’ve done my best by the Party.

I’ld turn all my cheeks for the Party.

Stint that — less now of that, ever to all contention, brother, would you grant.

Is now the fellowship wholly mischiefed:4

is this the wounding

at the love-board

in the house of friends.5

Time’s turn: there’s no help now.

The baleful shiners on the night she cried: Manchild! — they determined my way.

I might have known — but I too, I would have had some part.

Is his sweet morsel given the zero sign?

Who’s he that enters now my heart

and yet’s without

who has me in the small

his persuading knuckles closely pressed

wriggle I never so

who now quietly commands, his breath so close:

get out, get on!

wring feathered necks as you go

to stifle in his dung hill servitors

the vatic crow.

What lags you now?

They’re pious men

that hand the wages bright

who sits in Moses’ seat traffic aright

they’re elect of the nation

and learned men also.

To question Jacob’s senate

who are you?

See prevenient Yahve

guiding their expedience

what’s from you

but strait obedience?

In any case the bargain’s struck and ordinary contract now compels deliverance of the goods and honour itself would have you do what is to do.

Moreover

the counted silver waits you

Up! Praise of Kerioth

Up! Zimri’s greater son

steady the articulations

do what must be done.

I see the devil knows how to rhyme, that we remember easily his doggerel. He’s always had a turn for the rhetoric and that’s infectious and upon me now: it goes with situations — we speak to tighter measure in tranquility.

What of these words of ice

of lead and ice

that he himself should seem

to echo?

Yes, echo, ascribe to and make urgent:

Do what you have to do

and do it quickly.

How they’ll put it

down the history maze

Ariadne, lend your twined clew to sacred exegetes who’ld seek to worry out how Love Himself should seem to speak so harshly.

O truth, O fact, what maze you tangle

in the night I tread.

Is Gnossus to Judaea come for me alone

to walk in?

Be still: all this is over-drawn and far too flustered.

This is no mood to cast accounts —

how does it stand?

My nation’s curia, and so, my nation’s Jove, hold me to what’s convened

but I’m bound to him

who is the merchandize

I traffic in.

Nor he nor they

leave me time nor grant a middle way

but force a reckoning.

So, I’ll elsewhere for argument and — bless their subtle minds, they’re gentlemen, who trace these matters out with some give and take.

From what I’ve heard ’em say

in the Ten Towns1

Zeus and Prometheus change attributes

and so are one.

So still, perhaps, I’ve part with him

some part

the other half

to work the drama out.

Perhaps?

Why, must be!

How other.

Bride Ishtar!

Hamans don’t hang on every tree

they’re key men

and most integral to the pattern

so would I be.

If not with the eleven

that make the haven2

… if not to drink his cup

new at supper on Olympus

I’ll drain whatever vintage

this lamb’s wraith

permits in Tartarus.

More, I’ll take a rise

out of the Morning Star

and learn the Covering Cherub

his own trade

I’ll sell him as well

and lead a faction war in hell.1

But no — won’t do — we’re still on the dramatic tack: heroics leapfrog phantasies — we’ve each a fancy for the crucial role. These chancy speculations fever us — what are the probabilities? What has dull likelihood to offer?

After all, more than one opinion is received and exegesis knows more than one way.

Let’s fetch our precepts from the Sadducees and fur our tippets in the Zadoc school, let’s go to college with the sacred swells and hear what comfortable words these cynic doctors tell who’ve made a job of eschatology, who leave imagined angels to waken Shammai’s dead, stiff as their texts of needlework and bid ’em blow improbable trumps in Hillel’s noodledom.

That’s goodish sense — they’re men of fact and dress our antique dogmas up to date.2

Shall the god of the living burn among the tumuli for wanted debtors?

Do not the under silences keep interminable jubilee?

Beyond the eyeless sarcophagi they know perpetual Sabbath and all their emancipated years are sevens of cancellation.3

That smells more factual and suits me well.

Let sweet oblivion lull me where acts no longer generate their opposites.

We’ll take our cue from canon and from deutro-canon: what says our chrism’d Daphnis — supposing he’d a finger In Exitu4—and what old Baruch in his jeremiad?5

  I’ll be their man when they sing

  of those gone down to silence:

these praise thee not

why then!

nor curse thee not

because they are not.

That serves me best

where Sheol’s hollow synthesis

sets final term to all antithesis.

SECTION II

The wary Didymus tries the shutter; if it be firm, he says, against the wolf wind from the potter’s flats, if it be firm, he thinks, against the eye without, against the hooded eye against the chink: the eye that guides the hand that jots the dossier.

The steer-board lord eyes the twin sons of thunder, eyes, in the plastered recess behind the low entry, where the salt tackle hangs and the troia keys, bundled in shadow under the duffle coat the two sword hilts.

Eyes again the vacated place that mischiefs the pattern:

the napkin fallen, the spilled concomitants, the seat-board left askew — just like a bloody landsman — the festive petal bruised that felt his turning heel, the little cat to corner gone that hates commotion.

All from the Tetrachate now and best part wharf-side1 bred — I never could abide his Juda-looks.

I wonder who’ll benefit from the common purse tonight … and here’s a marvel:

where’ll he buy

with shutters up ’gainst passage ’o the god?2

Refolds and folds again a linen cloth

sees within the dish’s pentagon, under

the storm-light that sways from the

central thwart

his tribal manna

and the sweet flesh of quails

sees the green lettuce

and sniffs the spring

sees the two fish gleam.

Looks to his feet that garboard-strake had hardened,

that are so clean from Maundy flood

that on a contrary flood

had chanced it for a pace or so

but, not for long.

Shifts this half a turn, takes up, puts down, handles this, now that, regards again the wrapped weapons that thrust from the weathered cope:

doubts if they be sufficient.3

Remembers what on hilly Thabor

once he saw

that was the hour — the bright hour

to see the tribal lords

and him between.

O happy would we be

to wattle the green booths there

for the metamorphosed three

and him between, extra high and garnished

between mound and cloud.

It was good for us to be on that hill

under the mound

sleeping or sentinel.

The lights were uncreate

on all that mountain

the voice rang very clear

on that hill

O these brief hours — then the valley-way

down to demoniac dell.

Looks to his horny dukes

splayed awkward on the fairé cloth:

as the wiped feet,

so these are brighted —

every whit.1

Looks to his board mates:

each looks every one from

one to another and either to other seems

more fair-bodied than ever they saw.2

But now they look, everyman, so dumb —

and him already so heavy3

now the shadow —here the storm way

the dark meander now,

the way deepens here.

Under the faltering wick

this one folds the used napkins

here the side-light is put out

now the concluding ablutions

he sets the book convenient

for the post-oblation chapter —

the routine drags out

the fourth libation drained

the terminating rubrics are

obeyed — the final versicles

somehow got through.

Must be the eight night hour — close on.1

Soon then: go, you are dismissed.2

And then without

by night-way

night now — what meander now?

Is it gutter way? — if it’s brook-way

where is Achitophel?

SECTION III
(THE AGENT)

But, may be — you can’t tell with him

y’r Grace — maybe he’ll take high-path

to the turn of the wall, close in under

run o’ the wall, by great Golden Gate

past Aurora’s door, ’long sheep-walk

toward where the naiad walks that troubles

the Probatica — then right and down,

’cross bridge,

where Nutting Dell narrows

at the God-bearer’s megalith

up far stepped-way, straight

to the oil press

through garden wicket to known-copse,

the ascertained place.

Can’t swear on that, y’r Grace,

we often resort to it, but you

never can say with him.

No, no fear o’ that, he’ll not

leave the prescribed zone — not

on Passage night — he’s a rare

one for the full observance —

y’r Grace’s informants

not withstanding.

By y’r Grace’s leave, the bargained

silver’s in exchange for facts,

and, in a humble way, y’r Grace,

I’m fond of facts — dreams are

m’ bugbear — that’s why I’m here.

Begging y’r Grace’s pardon,

if you think good, let’s have the price:

if not, forbear.1

Though I barter him for your coin bright

I’ll not paint black

what’s lily white.

I know the man, I have

the facts, and I’m disposed

to sell — as for the rest, let

propagandists deal.

No, yr’ Grace, no —

I’ll wait below

at fork of tomb-way,

that tapes him both ways

that’s where I’ll be

in sight of sleeping Zachary

that foretold the silver

in the shadow of the hanged duke’s

monolith — that’s where I’ll

wait y’r Grace’s gentile file.

And soon, maybe, his beauties

too, we’ll tangle — he’s in the

duke’s collateral line, as his

gilté tresses clearly tell1 — that’s royal

David’s mark — he’s very fair

to look upon, y’r Grace, in all

his members.… he’s shining

fair, y’r Grace.

He’s more than any other one

he’s ruddy among a thousand

— he’s as strong as

the cedars when he takes off

his coat —

O m’lord Pontiff

and saving your pious ears

that’s the bugger of it!2

Man, so was the Prince of Tyre fair

that walked the aboriginal hill, sealing

up the sum of beauty, the first born

of morning who made himself equal

with Yahve.

Bar Simon,3 what says your Beauty of

himself?

‘As Yahve is, I am.’

So we are credibly informed by

our more reliable agents.

The cap fits both, my son: these

two are as like as Janus-heads and so

indeed are one.

She that bore you named you the Praised

and how rightly: the praise of you

shall rebound to Jacob wherever this

Good News is told.

Why! Here’s a chance to make of

neo-Judas a greater than his noised namesake,

a Judas to cock a snook at Judas:

for Simon’s son the plummet drops

to crucial and chthonic myth

the shallows of mere history

he leaves to Judas Maccabee.

Here’s a role with some recession

to it!

Our score has promise of undertones.

Let’s play it.

Son of Kerioth,

our son, and now co-actor in this

ritual dance

you see in us no Pharisee with Beulah

on his chart where mirage is, but

one who loving our nation would

guide it to the inclinations of that

rod which registers where actual

water is.

Factuality is our lode: her beam

is chilly but cannot be illusory.

We do not, as some others do,

intermeddle phantasy with fact,

but we who sit in office, seeing

in detail and that unconsciously

close, the present shape, foresee in

part the shapeless future — nor

is it pleasant — no, it’s hideous!

But were we the last to wear the horned bonnet

for glory and for beauty1

and the last to offer at the Omphalos

with efficacious rites

being that year’s abominable elect

we’ld yet both prophecy and be part cause of

that year’s terminal desolation.

Though judgment is of our office and measure of prophecy

we’ld not presume where wise Daniels

discover in figure.2

Nor would we measure with him who

though of a proscribed rite, and from

a suspected hill-site — even from

Abiathar’s rock — was indeed yet

raised up to lament his generation1

—and ours, to probe where it

most hurts,

to arraign us all

and, with what discernment!

with what a sensitivity his

mantic genius lent him.

We make no such pretense:

these were the selected tools of Yahve:

great artists of a great period —

Old Masters in fact — that’s gone

for good, technique and all

and the requisite conditions.

We are not an upstart, Iscariot,

unaware of the turn of destiny

that makes a present other than

a past.

How should we try on the grand

manner in an impoverished age?

As for our times, they are so

narrowed, where’s room to swing

a cat in style?

There’s some would strain a pamphleteer’s

muse, and scribble of neo-Deborahs:

what issues?

Stuff as poor in form as inflammatory

in content:

not bringing the land

rest forty years

but bringing to Skull Hill

four, forty or fourscore

(one can’t gauge to a nicety

in matters of reprisal);

and, of course

bringing to as many Rachels

the accustomed role of Rachel

also — a small matter no doubt —

bringing to us ourselves as many hours

of tedium as our exercise of tact

can run to — lest worse accrue.

But why all this?

Because, Iscariot, few’ve the wit

to perceive

that a greater than Sisera is here!

Our pseudo-Jaels — pseudo, yet true

enough to the myth-type in dirty techniques —

were well advised to stop at

the butter milk — when it comes to hammers

it’s Jacob’s coffin and not a trustful

war-duke’s sleeping head that’s pegged

for good!1

Our contemporary Jabin’s legates are

seldom fugitive. If they lose skirmishes,

they never lose battles.

Caesar never sleeps.

Mark the changed fact world!

For, to be sure, the change will demark

and determine what is possible in deeds

and so what is formally possible in songs of deeds.

Have you, Iscariot, a sense of history

— I wonder — little of humour,

from the looks of you.

You’ll need both tonight and more.

When we, Iscariot, begin to prophecy,

as it is required by our office that

we should, we do so, as we’ve already

said, making few pretensions and

none as to form.

We are not a poet, Iscariot:

don’t speak of poetry, not — not

after the ducal son of Amoz —

for us — between ourselves, you know

— they can have much of the rest —

canonical or no.

Do you, Iscariot, read?

Why yes — all are literate, these days.

We read only the great authors.

Not all the great authors are

ours, Iscariot — that’s no part

of the promises, I warn you —

or Yahve lies — that’s daylight

clear. But there was one and one

of the greatest who was ours and

doubly ours — one of us — of our

own order — of The Society in

fact. It takes a bit of the priest

to make the best prophet and

as we see the best poet

too —

Poetry?

‘Woe to Ariel to Ariel

the city where David dwelt:

add year to year,

let them immolate what is oblated,

yet will I distress Ariel.

There shall be heaviness and sorrow,

and it shall be to me

as with Ariel.’

It’s grand, Iscariot, it’s grand!

We can’t run to that, Iscariot

— no we’re far from that

far, far and as far from the Lesser Twelve

as the mighty four.

What do I see this night?

But what night is this!

For what, this night, now,

we seem to see

would shake these pious meddlers

up:

sculptured in marble at a

south gate, the snouted beast,

that chewing no cud divides

the hoof.

Antiochus Epiphanes had much

to learn!

Why’s here all best part leveled?

I see nothing stir

bar here a contractor’s mate

and here, two beauties from a

haulage squad — and these but

kick heels,

and poke the indolent smoulder —

now it fires again the cordoned

litter

and I see across the thinning drift

a chalked board that cautions:

Lithostratos Dump Tilt V

The Property of Jupiter

Keep Away

Zone-praefect et custos

Demolitions Control.

But who’s this larking plough-hand

tunicled like a rogation boy:

  his share-beam’s bladed antique bronze

and pitiless and all.

His team’s but two, but white and chosen:

she garland-horned and his bull-neck gay

— they circle the cumbered slope.

  Must be heavy going:

he’d do better on cisalpine wheels.

Yet he’s plenty breath for bawling

as if this were his Latin spring

this calcined waste his lapsed

vervactum.1

Yet’s no March tilling

no mould-boards fixed?

then not last.

But’s gillyflower month,

and round the hot nones of it

near on when General Nebuzardan

lent these same nones in these

same parts a fiercer heat.2

But do I catch the burden o’ this

Georgie’s song:

For Athena to gain

Quirinus must till.

Let’s plough their palladia

into their hill.

We’ll turn the fossa deep

for Farmer Rufus

he bids ’em reap

not almond-fronded rods, but fasces.1

I now see new-angled courses

rise and dress themselves at once

on new and squared alignments —

they’ve three vaults already soaring.

Not Nehemias returned nor any neo-Ezra

restores to this tune:

a restitutor of practice it seems

a world-restorer perhaps?2

but one hand

adjusts the stella — so;3

which hand we’ve cause to know.

And who is this:

so we’re within doors and very still — yet

through his narrow lattice I think

I recognize, without, a shape or so:

that terraced contour’s not forgot, once seen

from Ain Karim side — whoever he

is he’s come to find it in the fields of

Ephrata, and he looks to

have stalled himself well — our

Elohists and rabbins shelved convenient,

at hand reach, yet, from his hat on peg

I’ld suppose him wrangler of an

idolatrous collegium.

Why yes, and there’s his lucid first loves

— well dog’s-eared, thumbed, now pushed aside

he yet half-eyes ’em as he writes

— that gets his goat — hot tears for

his Tullius wet our Pentateuch.

God save us, but I like him.

He’s of an Arya as are we

and with bad grace endures

the changing needs, yet he must to his

contemporary task.

His most unlikely companion from the

Hebron bush looks less irascible

than he — yet he himself looks less hard-eyed

as he makes joy of that beast.

His pillow’s hard enough

but what he now begins to transcribe

is hardest

AELIA AB AELIO HADRIANO CONDITA1

Can you, Iscariot, recall

a town of Aelia, and where

sited? — you were last at school.

But ah — now we tread yet more familiar

contours — and the time-terrain shifts too —

our foreseeing angel turns very recorder and

orders back as well as fro:

very far times: and of anabasis, of genesis

what meander? whose beginning?

Out of Sumer has he called our sire!

One of us then — very much so — the

pair of ’em. O blessed sight,

how my blood calls now to the

prince of soil finders — the

twice-named lord and his Sarah’s boy

with carried fire in his old fist.

Surely the gaffer of us all —

the bagman dux

from the intersected land

where the Mother sits in the

midst of the fertile-grid fields

she of the kultur-dispersal urbes:

— no wonder for this multitude of horns

I see the tumulus and the

claved wood laid trim

this same black rock,

this same Moriah hill-site — and

’cross wady, the provided anathema

masculine and young

that stands in his thicket by appointment.

I see five fresh briary roses

bright the strong members

and the spiked briary bough

forces the meek head askew

— nor not so meek.

God save us this he-lamb’s

horns of wrath.

Old Man — it’s by his

permit that you use him so.

They’ve closed the canon too soon

and shall need to add to Malachi

a deutero-Malachi if Caiaphas prophecy

and,

he does more than vaticinate

a fit oblation,1 who, this night,

would take that, in that same cedron

thicket,2 already bound against tomorrow’s

immolation.3

But let’s not tire our privileged eyes

more than need here — let’s focus on the

workaday and the immediate — there, too, the lines

narrow on the same mark.

But here, necessarily and first, we’re faced

with Caesar’s interests:

accommodate we must — or, be what

no man can effectively be — Caesar’s enemy.

Such farce, being men concerned only

with the effectual, we need not

entertain: did others not, then our

far purview might, happily, be as

much phantasy as is their present

policy.

Yet, in spite of all and for awhile

we keep the thing quiescent:

but elimination there must be.

We start with all irritants

and make a good start tonight.

Therefore tonight is terminal: this night,

this pasch is terminal

not that he’s of consequence — but an

irritant — Caesar’s peace and ours.

This skin of Juda suffers ichthyosis enough,

ours is a physician’s work.

We have long been credited with an opinion

—received by but few but now by many

seen to be opportune:

we need an azazel.

A goat’s a goat,

the lot’s on him.

You see, Iscariot, we’re both

fond of facts — let’s face our

facts together and our remembered

names shall together tell of this

night’s rememorable act —

memorable, yes, commemorative — yes

and immemorial, too.

Come, come, when we, God’s elected

and chief offerant, choose as his

and our instrument a marked

delinquent who comes unasked, begging

to turn despair to some account,

we’ld have him greet his turned

and unique good fortune with a

smile.

Instead of cells — pending enquiry,

we raise you up from vagrancy to

state employ — obliquely you serve

Caesar,

for the apprehension we envisage

is for the quiet of Caesar — but

more, for the quiet of Israel.

Yours is a double role

granted to few. To few? To few indeed

but to you, to none so wholly as to you

and you wholly of Juda.

A complex dance, significantly

masked — one to be stepped-out

with skill, this foot moving by

destiny, that by interest. A solemn,

effective and immemorial ritual

describes the figure, policy

determines the pace — such is

our dance: we would have you

for partner.

Not so sour-mouthed then!

As the silver, so the prospect’s bright

and this shall prove through you

our new deliverance-night.

Obscure Kerioth shall be blessed

in you and enter history.

Come near, my son:

we give you our peace,

Yahve’s peace, of course.

He knows his own.

  Amen.

May he award you

as do we, and handsomely.

Go then:

here’s not all night to spare.

Get doing what is to do.

See that you’re there.

SECTION IV

Captain — a word.

What’s now? — the rendezvous is fixed.

What’s more, get forward —

the first vigilia’s all but through.

There’s work to do — and

little asked of you

for ample pay.

You bring your batty’s kiss.

We’ll do the rest.

To numbers.

Get forward.

Sir!

Corporal? — another chit?

Let’s see;

full half-section, patrol order,

side-arms and staves

one coil of rope and manacles

(should he be truculent)

carried lights.

By your Jews’ Christ!

Does he issue from Dung or Skaian Gate?

Do we chase Hector round the wall or is

a new Mars come?

Or do we chase the Old Mars out

as Spring by Spring in Latium is done

at these ides of the first month?1

Is he a potentate with twelve dukes

for bodyguard that he must have

flamboys?

Is he a robber2 well digged in?

Do his picked threes watch the approaches?

I’ll wager they’re asleep — I’ve posted many picquets.

But has he lorica’d shiners in reserve?3

Best wait the Greek calends

and bide till absent Aelius

can dock ’em their passes to Laodicea-on-the-Sea

and march a toughened Ferrata from Pella

—or, draft us the Jovian Twelfth

or post from Cyrrhus the equivalent:

a single cohort of the Dandy Tenth

(they’ll yet fetch their washing

from Dubris beach-head)

they’ld take on six of his dozen legions

though marshaled by the Heavenly Pair.

But let’s be actual: let’s SOS the Gallica

they’ve the hang of mopping-up in groves

and know the tactics of a war on cojurors.1

A full half-section!? A windy cornicularius2

with a scratch squad of batmen and chitties were ample.

But, carried lights

for the god o’ the grove

who’ll be his censer-boy

to go before?

who’ll sing his introit hymn

when we fetch him in?

who’ll respond to

his Judica3

when we drag him bound

to the steps of Gabbatha4

who’ll lend his issue sagum5

or what tribunus militum will loan

his tailored paludamentum

when we crown him

Jack O’ the Bean?

Who’ll garland his skewered limbs with

flower-of-May, for the solemn entry?

Who’ll chant his trisagion

but the Cock of Gaul?

Last Sol’s morn:

he came to town cum floribus et palmi.6

This Jove’s night:

we’ll stick a feather in his cap, and

call him Purpuratus!

But let’s away

this pantomime must be advanced

before the light of Venus-Day.1

ON THE TRAVERSE OF THE WALL, I
(THE WALL)

On night-gust, for the night relief, at

the night-wall, inimitable, known for no

other, that tin throat that alone can

sound the classicum,1 cuts

quadripartite the shadow-hours, disciplines

the slack durations into columns of time.

Directional and absolute, the shrill convoking

chord penetrates back tenement, shakes

the sleepers under the low entries,

flusters the grey cock before his hour,

disturbs the private dream of Private Aulius,

gladdens him that his shift is done,

but breaks his sweet vision of his own far Ferrentium,2

breaks upon the shutters,

vibrates the vessel on the fair cloth,

obliterates, in the small room, the

instituting words.

The full clear call degenerates — above the

last flat note and the failing pitch,

breaks the sharp efficient word & the

butt-irons grounding & the heel-irons on

the flagged beat, & the clipt courtesies

exchanged. Muted, across the

recovered silence, the stomach cough

of Private Oenomaus,3 where he hugs close

the medium ballista pent, for the

enfilading winds that get

you nicely if you’re detailed for

the middle vigilia — and you

straight out of the guardhouse fug.

Their buggering sacramentum, signs

you on for half a life of this.

Two decades with the signa — fourteen

more years of nights, fourteen years of

nights of four vigiliae to each

night — you’d need an

abacus to figure out the sum

of hours you’re like to be

told-off for this middle-watch,

the watch between, the watch beyond

the ebb of yesterday yet this side

the changing tide that floods what

was tomorrow with to-day — the

empty watch, the middle silence,

it always was a sod of a watch.

Fourteen more years of nights to

watch with skinned eyes, rigid along the staked

mound, until you think it’s him whatever

small thing shifts outside the wire. To watch

from this dressed wall, by this arse-ways, kicking

onager,1 torsioned at the ready, & aligned

on Christ knows what — unless they reckon

keeping of new moons at the transit of

the god, the barley cakes, the mingled

sop, the libations, the lamb’s flesh given

and the recitation of the Praise,2 can turn, twixt dusk

and dusk, these fellaheen that weep for

their dead baals,3 or sing their fabulous

deliverances at the vernal turn, into

something to be reckoned with — as tough

a proposition as the Belgae,4 or those

flax-headed bastards at the West Wall.

Not on your life. But still — they’re right

enough to take no chances — plumb right.

That’s what the old hands used to say — back

at me first station — I can hear ’em yet

puttin it over on us rookies:

“Remember, the army never takes any chances,

the active ad-ministration — we won’t speak of

‘Q’ department — seldom underestimates the

requirements. The gen’ral always first considers

if he be able with fifteen maniples, or as they

say now, five cohorts, to meet him who with

half that personnel but with unknown

fire potential, comes against him — always

remember that — the big heads aren’t such

greenhorns as you’ld suppose — it’s not

out of love of yer body remember — if a

balls up was advantageous — well they’d

arrange a balls-up — but they’re not stiffs

not by a long journey and they know the

job — always remember that and thank your

stars you’re in the Roman army.”

That was at the station at Durostorum1

(where they guy the king in the purple cloak

to make the anemones grow)

that’s six years since — seen a bit since

then:

by way of the Sea

by way of our interior limes

from the traverse of the agger, from

the circuit of the wall.

Six years of nights of four vigilia to

each night — fourteen more years of

nights on the circuit of the agger

from the traverse of walls.

Roll on duration — Private Oenomaus, time-expired

can legally walk-out on the bleeders

hand in his kit

throw in his mitt

then, for an honourable hero, adequate provision

— at a subsistence level.

Fortuna Augusta smiles, Fortuna Publica

is all smiles. The magnates smile as

broad as the fisc, and no broader.

They cough up the bonus,

we all smile.

And then

an awkward deficit in the Dacian

returns, a sell-out in Illyricum,

an extra nasty packet in the

Teutoburg — like before.

And then

for your failing members

the cut dole

the necessary retrenchment, as they say

in the first leader.

Fortuna Plebeia takes her tip and hops it.

You light a votive taper at the Lucky Chance,1

down stream, below the city, at her

holy and aboriginal shrine, — she turns a

backside on you.

Fortuna Dubias, that’s the proper and

generic name of the bitch.

And then

beneath the architrave at the angle of the

cornice on the lee side the box office, at the swell

entrances, with the pinned-on battle-honours,

a Carr’s splint, an induced limp,

hold out the cadger’s palm for the small

change, that once grasped firm the small of

the butt, extend the trembling fist that

once made taut the ballista-stays, drove

home the agger-stakes, held tight the

bright Vexillum.

Reach out the hand, when

Madame Sosia comes to see if

spotted cat from Africa or

painted man from Thule

draws first blood at the afternoon

performance.

Get the right inflection

Get right under her jingo dugs:

Here comes an old emeritus from

Berytus Bay

What have you got to give him

today

for keeping his sacramentum

for leaving his nerves on the Frisian wire

for losing an eye to a Sythian sling

for keeping twenty years of nights

the middle vigil, with a gripe in his gut,

without a snug paludamentum

against the wet wind on the west wall

against the dry wind from Moab

the vatic wind from Edom

that stirs

by way of the sea

by Galilee of the nations

by way of the peoples

by way of the senate and the people of Rome

who keep the interior lines

who keep the extended limes

who keep our universal peace

for you, secure behind the wall

to drink the wine to break the bread?

Private Oenomaus is a stone in the living

wall that circuits the city that built

the house that has in it the room that

holds the table that supports the vessel

that flows with the food that tastes to each

of what each loves best in all the world,1

[one sheet of manuscript missing]

for the optio,

and to cut out a lot besides that’s because

the legate has it in for the procurator.

He’s always had it in for the procurator.

That’s because the procurator don’t exercise

elementary discretion — you can’t operate

that sort of thing here, it won’t work in

these chosen parts, master race or no —

you must respect their cult-taboos,

eagles or no eagles.

Like we did in Transalpina,

Celtica, in Belgica?

Ah mate, sure enough, but

Lutetia Parisorum ain’t Jerusalem —

that’s alright for the Carnutes, for the masters of the

secrets in Lugdunensis, who

fetch their oral code from White

Britannia — where Cronus sleeps

in a glass tower, outside Thule —

between wind and water, back side Thule,

in the unstable place — where bright Arcturus

from his icy constellation rules the

shifting insulae and the walls of mist,

where is airy nothing, where no logic is,

where is fancy bred, where March hares

are sacer, where come burning wood to

dance a game and the hills play Troy

with the chalk horses.

Beyond the sea horses, the hill horses

beyond Poseidon’s vallum

with Poseidon’s hook to stir the damp vapours

of their demi-paradise, the matriarch on

the chalk rostrum sits.

She’s next on the agenda.

And so will me and you be on the agenda.

We’re always on the agenda.

Liquidate them? — we always liquidate ’em.

But the vatic enchantress of Celtica,

insular or continental is one thing –

the masters of the Torah is another.

You can’t treat the cult priests of

the Judean Jove like that — they’re

a very solid proposition, and what’s

more, they won’t stand for it.

Who won’t stand for it?

Why they won’t stand for it, the administration

won’t, the comptrollers of the Fisc won’t,

nobody won’t. They don’t want trouble

in these parts, and they don’t intend to

have it neither — not just yet,

Procurator or no Procurator, agitators

or no agitators, precursors in skins

or the new Baal himself — when

they want trouble, they’ll make trouble, and

they’ll use the selected instruments of

trouble to subserve selected ends — there’s

the Pax Romana for you simplified

for tiros.

Sometimes I think we’re the Heavenly Pair

moving in the army – I hope we’re

together for the duration – a man needs

a friend in our trade walking his

twenty years by day by night from

polis to urbs, from caer to burg

in our inter lande

watching the god die.

We don’t know the ins and out

how should we? how could we?

It’s not for the likes of you and me to cogitate high policy or to

guess the inscrutable economy of the pontifex

from the circuit of the agger

from the traverse of the wall.

But you see a thing or two

in our walks of life

walking the compass of the vallum

walking for twenty years of nights

round and round and back and fro

on the walls that contain the world.

You see a thing or two, you think a thing or two, in our walk of life, walking for twenty years, by day, by night, doing the rounds on the walls that maintain the world

on the tread of the silex

on the heavy tread of the mound

up in the traversed out-work, stepping it at the alert, down on the via quintana stepping it double-quick by the numbers to break y’r tiro-heart …

dug in wrong side the limes

or walled in back at depot?

it’s events, more or less

as far as jumping to it goes.

But what about the Omphalos

there’s the place for the proud walkers

where the terminal gate

arcs for the sections in column

stepping their extra fancy step

behind the swag and spolia

o’ the universal world

… out from The Camp

in through the dexter arch of double-wayed Carmenta

by where Aventine flanks The Circus

(from ARX the birds deploy)

to where the totem mother

imported

Ionian

of bronze

brights Capitoline for ever

(from the Faunine slope of creviced Palatine
does the grey wraith erect her throat to welcome lupine gens?)

Erect, crested with the open fist that turns the evil spell, lifting the flat palm that disciplines the world, the signa lift in disciplined acknowledgement, the eagles stand erect for Ilia

O Roma

O Ilia

Io Triumphe, Io, Io…

the shopkeepers presume to make

the lupine cry their own.

The magnates of the Boarium leave their nice manipulations. You may call the day ferial, rub shoulders with the plebs. All should turn out to see how those appointed to die take the Roman medicine. They crane their civvy necks half out their civvy suits to bait the maimed king in his tinctured vesture, the dying tegernos of the wasted landa well webbed in our marbled parlour, bitched and bewildered and far from his dappled patria far side the misted Fretum.

You can think a thing or two

on that parade:

Do the celestial foreclosing

and the hard journeying

come to this?

Did the empyreal fires

hallow the chosen womb

to tabernacle founders of

emporia?

Were the august conjoinings,

was the troa’d wandering

achieved,

did the sallow ducts of Luperca

nourish the lily-white boys,

was Electra chose

from the seven stars in the sky,

did Ilia bear fruit to the Strider,

was she found the handmaid of the Lar.

Did the augers inaugurate, did the Clarissimi steady the trans-verse rods, did they align the plummets carefully, did they check the bearing attentively, was the templum dead true at the median intersection,

did the white unequal pair

labour the yoke, tread the holy circuit,

did they, so early

in the marls of Cispanda

show forth, foretoken

the rudiments of our order,

when the precursors

at the valley-sites made survey of the shifting loam, plotted the trapezoids on the sodden piles, digged the sacred pits, before the beginning …

        did they shelve the hill-sites

for the rectagonal hutments, did the hill groups look to each other, were the hostile strong-points, one by one, made co-ordinate

    did Quirinal with Viminal

call to the Quadrata,

did the fence of Tullius

embrace the mixed kindreds,

did the magic wall

(that keeps the walls)

describe the orbit

did that wall contain a world

from the beginning

did they project the rectilineal plane upwards

to the floor of heaven

had all

within that reaching prism,

one patria:

rooted clod or drifted star

dog or dryad or

man born of woman

did the sacred equation square the mundane site

was truth with fact conjoined

did the earth-mother

blossom the stone lintels

did urvus become urbs,

did the bright share

turn the dun clod

to the star plan,

did they parcel out,

per scamna et strigas

the civitas of God

that we should sprawl

from Septimontium

a megalopolis that wills death?

Does the pontifex, do our lifted trumpets, speak to the city and the world, to call the tribes to Saturnalia to set missrule in the curule chair, to bind the rejected fillet on the King of the Bean?

It’s hard to trapse these things

from the circuit of the agger,

from the traverse of the wall,

waiting for the middle watch to pass

wanting the guardhouse fug,

where the companions nod

where the sooted billiken

brews the night broth

so cold it is, so numb the intelligence,

    so chancy the intuition, so alert the apprehension for us who walk in darkness in the shadow of the onager in the shadow of the labyrinths of the wall, of the world, of the robber walls of the world-city, trapesing the macrocosmic night.

Or, trapesing the night within, walking the inner labyrinth where the deeper night is, the night within the microcosm, under the tortoise of the skull, where the endless meander leads to the blocked traverse, where the mocking convolutions trapes the fixed orbit for every man walking? Under the legionary’s iron knob, under the tribune’s field crest, under the very distinguished gilted cassis of the Legatus himself?

We don’t know the ins and outs,

how can we? how shall we?

We remember only what our mothers told us

what their mothers told to them? what the Earth-Mother

told them. But what, did the queen of heaven

tell her. What happened between knees and

breast, by the fire flame, to the spindle side

over the griddle, by the white porch where our

sister sang the Sabine dirge …

or what the lash said to the cold quadrangle.

… they used to say we marched for Dea

Roma behind the wolf sign to eat up the world, they used to say we marched for the Strider, the common father of the Roman people, the father of all in our walk of life, by whose very name you’re called …

    but now they say the Quirinal Mars

turns out to be no god of war but of armed peace. Now they say we march for kind Irene, who crooks her rounded elbow for little Plutus, the gold-getter, and they say that sacred brat has a future …

now all can face the dying god

the dying Gaul

without regret.

But you and me, comrade, the Darlings of Ares, who’ve helped a lot of Gauls and gods to die, we shall continue to march and to bear in our bodies the marks of the Marcher — by whatever name they call him …

we shall continue to march

round and round the cornucopia:

that’s the new fatigue

mounting guard on the tight-packed cellae

picqueting the gabine vaults,

stepping it round the damp course,

policing the abundant store the she-wolf’s

litter garnered in the long wolf-nights

behind the walking shields.

But in our hard day Jove’s eternal son

sits back and takes the air

— at Capri, it’s a fine place is Capri to

watch the god die, to watch the renewal,

to watch the assets pile. The uplands are

well lit on Capri, I’ll be bound.

Go easy chum, they crucify ’em for saying

less than that about the emperor.

They crucify ’em for dumb insolence now a days.

Who said what, about the emperor, or

the movements of the emperor.

I say where Apollo is the emperor is, where the

emperor is Apollo is, where Apollo is

all things feel the sun, all things

fructify. The she-wolf’s flanks grow sleek,

her long jowl has quite a chubby look.

She lies back with fleece about her

shoulders, stretches a generous paw,

the talons well drawn in, to grasp the caduceus.

She contemplates the tumbled fruits the

cornu spills, is quite the matriarch

and foster mother to the universal world, offers all

that store to all — who take the she-wolf’s name.

That’s the great idea.

And you and I comrade, the Darlings of Eirene,

we shall continue to march, in convoy, to

safeguard the distribution, to see to it that

all who would eat from her hand, have

her mark on their foreheads, that all who

would buy and sell have her mark in their hands.1

That’s about the length of it, comrade.

And another thing — and but, they’ll be needing

to reshuffle the formulas pretty soon.

Get y’r ear-hole close to hear what the

Sibyl of the wall would say —

closer mate, very close — the wind from Edom

carries far — get to me wind ward,

I’ll tip you to her dope as between brother

and brother:

the Sword bringer has left his cave, a beast from

byre, like Argos the dog, perceives the child in

the man, the one-eyed man,1 treading the

wine press. The maimed king ascends to

hill-without-the-castra, through the wall,

across the forbidden vallum, beyond the orbit

to take the auspices outside the prescribed

boundaries. The barrier-breaker goes to break

his rod called beauty2 on the hill.

Within the pomerium the timeless corridors mirror

the signators, the sub-reguli, the delgates, the notables

the negotiators, who with the love-cups celebrate the plan,

pledge the pax, who with the golden style signature

the draft, with the golden pen ratify the formula,

promulgate the edict of deification, pledge with the

golden cups the triumph of the Ram, and of the opulent

queen, the Ram’s wife, who with the Ram sustains

the megalopolis, generates death within urbs

throughout orbis.

Wherefore the man in the cloak, the blind-fold butt

of the bean-feast, the guy in the fretted crown,

the bait of the pavement, the King of the

Masquerade,3 the true Bar-Abbas, the baal on

the ass, the goat with the scarlet fillet that

leaps the traverse of the wall, weeps for urbs

weeps for orbis.

Wherefore he goes without the pomerium to

single combat on the hill.

On the waste land the lord of the two marches

plots his strange dimensions, squares the circle.

Dead at the median intersection he plants the

signum stave. Deep down on the line of axis,

Tellus, the Mother, smiles for that fertile thrust,

deeper still the iron butt splinters casement

where the secret princes, the holy captives, wait

the counter-raid. Upwards, to pinion the seven

stars, upwards the projection strikes dead centre

the celestial omphalos.

Arbor and arbour, both — seasoned axle

and yet a green tree.

Within the crux form the tensions now begin, the

standing stones strive at demarcations,

the axial lines deflect, the points of magnetism

shift, within the new polarity the colliding bodies

group, re-group or cease to be, the ancient

symmetries, the new asymmetries panic to the

crutched plan.

On the hill-site he throws up the mound, digs

the hill-fosse, like one of the Britanni, like

West-wave gwledig1 on his dun, like

north king at the burg ditch

for a refuge for the teulu,2 for the

kindred, for the volk, in sturm-time,

for drang-day, for winter-flight to

the help height, when the corridors

that mirror the signators fracture

from plinth to cornice…

As yet he sets on the hill the signum

of struggle, as a legionary he bears his

bundle of agger-stakes to the place of struggle.3

He inaugurates tension at the median

intersection, gets at the navel the Labarum

of Offence.

Tension at the interior lines, tension

at the walls of the world, at the walls of the

world-city, at the walls of the civitas of

God infiltration by violence.

Times turn — the vatic times and times and

half-times begin to be accomplished.

The years numbered from the foundation of the

wall draw out — a new arithmetic

measures the duration, from the transit of

a new star they calculate a new day, not now

by the new moons from urbs-day, not by the water-date,

nor from any of the anabases, or when they sang the song

In exitu, nor by the generations of the war dukes

out from Ur, nor by any of the initial marvels,

but by things late in time, by the showing in the cave,

by the execution on the hill, from the date of the

inception of struggle, to the times when the

ends of the earth shall come upon the West.

From the middle sea his bride is named

and when they have done her violence

they shall number the years after him no more,

except they do it on the hill sites, or under the

caves of the rocks, or in the disused conduits, or

between the broken stanchions in those days.

Do y’r like the shape of that mate?

Not kipping are y’r mate? Don’t y’r find the oracle

of the wall conducive to general alertness?

It was a bit on the long side, a bit flowery for my

liking, couldn’t get the hang of much of it

but I heard best part of your uncovering tale, Oenomaus,

don’t see it signifies, comrade. It’s much

the same old story it seems to me. The wind

stirs that sort of dream on the sun dry walls

at the diverse watches in this procuratorship, in

each of the tetrachates and all over these parts.

It’s the wish that thinks the cracks into the fabric.

Plebians always dream themselves into patricians.

Depot-wallahs are good at leaping the parapet — from the

barracks’ blankets. Heroes on hill-sites that split

the world — that’s the sort of thing your

fellaheen would think up, who sweat all day

splitting the stones for the courses of

the wall with which we secure the world,

them included. Deliverers? no wonder they

dream of deliverers. I dream of deliverers

all the time, day as well as night

on the traverse of the wall, but I dream I’m m’own

deliverer. I dream I’m a centurion sometimes,

a centurion prior, of number I Cohort, the principilus

of the regiment sometimes, with a couple of bars to

m’ mural crown, sometimes, why I can dream I’m

the Divine Emperor if I snore off

sound enough, but the bucina’s

convoking chord, or old Brasso rounding

on the tiros soon terminates that

Saturnalia, quick changes my dream Crixus

in his dream insignia, into waking

Crixus, fumbling to lace his issue boot,

late as usual for the middle watch,

with half the trumpets of the legion

sounding the double and all the N.C.O.s

of all the legions singing out his

name and number, flashing his crime sheet

as though it were a praetor’s edict.

The carrion dog at the Five Porches circuits the piscena’s rim nozzles from doss to doss, paws each bandage for decay, the sleeping beggar smiles and thinks the naiad of the pool is come to him, but when he’s stark awake, there’s the wall-eyed cur fouling the piscena’s lip, same as tomorrow, same as yesterday, there’s the grinning cripple ready with his vicious crutch, same as yesterday, same as tomorrow, underneath the wall. That’s more the normal shape of things comrade, to my way of thinking.We can all dream a power of wonders comrade, there’s no end to it, nor to the transmogrifications in motion.

Once, on the limes Germanicus I dreamed: after a rearguard, one of many extricating ourselves we were from the gods of those parts, no unusual thing, and in my dream the phantoms seemed all big bodied and bigly proportioned that leaned over me where I lay in my bivvy with my battle-mate, Panthero.

In our bivvy in reserves we were, well supports actually, after five days in this rearguard, flank-guard to be precise, with the gods of these woods pressing on us in among the trees of the woods and where we lay in our bivvy it was as if we lay in a type of peristyle as you might say builded of the tall trees, an atrium deep in the shadowy labyrinth of those woods, and colonnades of trees in long corridors of arches stretched all ways, smooth straight boles they had and no low growth, with the ground space clear between each, and the swards as it were like a pavement.1 And as if the rounded arches of our basilicas were suddenly to reach up and the genius of each column to exert itself and reach across to the numen of the column opposite, for all is thrusting and directional in the labyrinth of those parts and each striving limb of each tree struggles for mastery, high up.

Leastways as I lay in my bivvy with my mate Panthero, that’s how it seemed to me to be; and looking up at the moving vaults, the tangled cross-trees at their intersections seemed to make pointed arches.

Now that’s a thing you don’t see in stone, Oenomaus a pointed, arch, and I don’t suppose you ever will.

But it’s a fine thing, a pointed arch made of the striving branches of the living wood.

And homing eagles winged above those windy arches, and this, some of them, reckoned an auspicious sign, and Panthero said: see the Roman bird.2 But I said: Don’t talk wet. Don’t talk like a civvy who’s arranged another war. And fell asleep.

However as I say, we lay, me and Panthero, and as I lay I slept and so I dreamed and in my dream — well it’s no marvel I dreamed of large bodies, considering the sizable stature of the Cherusci and the Lugobardi and the rest of em that engaged our flanks for five days — and when I say five days I mean the last five days of this particular action. Five days, five weeks, why five months we’d been up in those parts a good five months before we got into this historic jamb.

At all events there we lay and there I dreamed and in my dream as I dreamed of the large limbs it seemed in my dream as if I no longer lay with Panthero in our bivvy in supports under the pointed arches, but now, in my dream, with Panthero and all fast sleeping — for in a sleep-dream you can dream of a man sleeping and of a man waking — there’s no end to these recessions nor to the super-impositions neither in these dreams. At all events, now, in my dream-making we lay in Mars Field, being carried thither by virtue of the genius of the dream — that’s where we lay — outside the Ara Pacis1 in Mars Field, on the east side, flush under the outer wall, left of the door of the east vestibule as you come from the Flaminian Road. There we were in my dream in our bivvy him sleeping and I waking, under the white pentelic frieze, and the moon full on the sizable limbs of the marble goddess and on the marble ox, aslant on the sculptured twins and on the chiselled folds of her marble stola. Have you seen the Ara Pacis, mate, when you come in by the Flaminian gate? It’s a fine job of work is that. Especially the relief work between the pilasters, especially that left hand one of the Terra Mater, especially in full moon, especially in the Ides of April when they sacrifice the heavy-bellied cows on her behalf, under her moon, and such was the precise time in my dream-calendar, there’s no end to the precision and exactitude of these dream-data —well anyhow, in my dream it was the round moon of the Fordicidia and none other, as shine bright on the marble works.

You get a good relief in the moon of that type of work. It’s a bit of a marvel how they contrive that sort of work, and that’s a job you’d be a fine duffer at, Oenomaus, mason-work. But that was as fine a work as I’ve ever seen in the moon and that’s a thing I should never have seen in the ordinary run of things, but in these dreams the fates arrange no end of comings together, heavy bodies can sail the air with the greatest of ease in these dreams, there’s no end to the unions these sleep-dreams can lend to things separate enough in wake-a-day.

And so it was that I, Private Crixus, in the first year of my service sleeping in my bivvy with my batty — raw troops we were from the last draft —in our flank-guard post, detached from best part of our unit, fed up and far from sweet home, a hundred miliaria beyond the walls of the world, — a hundred or more we were from our transports in the estuary, we were based up there on Lugdunum at the river mouth well round beyond the Fretum, half way to Thule — poor bleedin’ orphans of the Mother of Cities out there in the Teutoburg Wood, at the fall of the year, was privileged to be shown by the genius of sleep the Mother of us all, depicted in marble, under her own moon, on her own special day, at the gate of the city, in the lent of the year.

This lune-light of my dream-night seemed to shine on the marble zephyrs depicted there drifting a swan-back and on dolphin, in signification of the twin waters of the world, both marine and upstream, narrow and wide, all the water weirs and the netted seas that Jove’s Augustus fenced or our perpetual help, shined also on the leaning ears of the marble wheat-stalks and on the heaped fruits, on the peaceful ox, on the ewe sheep browsing and on all the fertile signification of the sculpture-work, and on her centrally seated, proud on the sculptured rock, majestical and large and fruitful, with her marble veil back from her brow and the twin fruit of her body clambering her calm lap, like the proper mother of us all, from whose belly we come to whose embrace we turn.

Twice as large and twice as natural she seemed under this moon — have you ever noticed that, Oenomaus? these moons always make things twice as large, and so it was with my dream-moon, all was as large again. Why that outer-wall at the precincts has no more than eighteen feet drop from the cornice, I’ll be bound, but in my moon it seemed a good thirty foot looking up from our bivvy and the sculpture work proportionately big and the shadows very deep and the contours firm.

It was a fine sight to see, and what’s more, and now we’re coming to it, out from the still marble, larger yet in her gradual appearing under the moon, she herself leaned in my dream, and lightly her marble boys seemed yet suspended in the marble air, her seeming movement, for I saw no motion, seemed not to disarrange the placid forms depicted there — and that’s a poser for waking-thoughts, but there’s no end to the possibilities of these dreams. So at least she did appear to lean, detached, as it were from the relief work and more bodily perceived, yet still in her static element of stone, nor yet disturbing the balance of the mason-work and so she herself gravely inclined herself and seemed to reach her sizable marble limbs toward me and my mate in our bivvy, and him still sleeping and I waking, and the large uncertain phantoms of my dreams that leaned over me up there in the Teutoburg, became concrete in the proportioned limbs of the Tellus, Our Mother, leaning living from the east wall below the cornice and all the world seemed at peace deep within the folds of her stola as she leaned over our bivvy and all but touched our bivvy sheets with her strong marble fingers.

And now in my dream-thinking, and by virtue of the vision or by chancy ebb and by flood of these dream-tides that Oceanus charts, it seemed that me and Panthero were caught up unto that peace, whether in a marble body I cannot tell, if as Dioscuri of flesh and blood I can’t say — the genius of the dream knows, but such ones we seemed to be as merited her large embrace, for keeping, so it seemed to my dream-thinking, the middle watch at the traverse of the wall. It seemed that surely now for ever, me and my battle-mate would be forever at the breast of Tellus, high on the wall within the gate, ageless emeriti, as a perpetual signification of Roma and her sons, and there we should watch from her bosom the rookies sweat by each day to exercise up there at Mars Camp, and that’s what pleased me most in my dream, I laughed right out at that, a last dream-laugh.

There’s no end to the rapid convolutions and thought-mazes of these dreams. For now —not that there is any now or then in these dreams, not that this is seen to change into this other, but rather, now, what was, no longer is, and what is seems always to have been. There’s no surprise awaits you in these dreams. Cares now, for caress, or sweet what bitter was before, but no surprises, however strange the metamorphoses, that’s what beats me in these dreams.

And so now, at my sleep change, at the third transforming of the vision, at the final showing of the genius of the dream, at the cycle’s end, at the horn gate almost ajar, the chiselled folds of her stola that had seemed so white in the moon were now, in the twinkling of an eye, become the coarse-woven folds, rucked at the lap, of just such an apron as the women wear as part of the gear of their trade, in the parts where I was born, and now the browsing marble sheep next the marble ox, was now, at the turn of my dream, the identical ewe lamb they took and trussed up for the March Lucina feast one windy morning when I was so high.

It was a great day always in our part of the country was the Juno feast, but on this particular keen morning of her feast on the first of the lent of the year, I was playing Greeks and Trojans with my brother behind our byre under our pent, for t’were pissing with rain — when they came to take her away and I bellowed for that lamb, I well remember that and so I seemed to bellow now, like a bull, in my dream-ending next Panthero sleeping, but my dream-bellowing turned out to be the bawling of old Brasso, standing over our bivvy, bawling out our names and numbers for the middle watch. There’s no end to the metamorphoses of these dreams.

Brasso? — Brasso Olennius, the reg’mental?

Why yes, of course — who else but Brasso would shake a man from such a dream? Of course he was up there with us, he’s always been with us — he always will be with us. There’s always a Brasso whether you’re a half-section in a forward cubby-hole or half a cohort back in reserves — there’s always a Brasso to shout the odds, a fact man to knock hell out of these dream-truths — that’s the bugger of it. Why certainly old Brasso was up there — why we called him Brasso Germanicus after that show and then we called him Brasso for short and that’s why he’s called Brasso unto this day. There’s a bit of domestic reg’mental history for you — why you ought to have known that with your six years with the colours come next October games.

Why old Brasso reckons he was a lance-jack under the Divine Julius, some say he was born shouting the odds in the year that Marius reorganized the maniples and put the whole works on a proper professional footing.

There are those that say

his mother laboured with him

in Anno Urbis Conditae,

the year that measures

all the years.

They say his wet nurse

had iron dugs

and gave him suck by numbers.

His face is purple to match the legate’s plume, he’s part of the fabric, he is, he’s on the permanent establishment, if ever a bastard was. When Rome falls you’ll know that old Brasso must have fallen previous.

That’ld be a difficult thing to dream, Oenomaus: the empire without old Brasso,

there are some things

that can’t be managed,

even in these dreams,

and that’s one of them.

He’s a sacramental man is Brasso, and should his signa fall the signification will be all too plain, he’s a formative type he is, and he’s formed us all who hold the walls of the world — that’s about the size of it, comrade.

It isn’t love

what secures the world Oenomaus, but

authority, that’s what holds the walls of the

world, not your dream-wallahs on hill sites

nor in caves neither, nor none of these

firstlings, knived like my ewe-lamb,

nor yet the likes of me neither, who

can dream a power of marvels

as I’ve shown, but remain, late as usual,

for the middle watch. That’s more the shape

of things, comrade. Your sibyl’s dream,

the oracle that speaks for the walls

of this procuratorship, and from the walls of the

tetrachates,1 and from beyond Regnum Panthorius

and Media, all the Magian walls, and the caverns

where the logos lapped in hay, shines between the

beasts, in the houses of bread, all the dreams

from the crannies of these sun-walls, from

the parched lands, tell the same tale, comrade.

The jail-bird vicars in the scarlet cloaks,

the saviours on mule back, the sons of the

Father, the slain rejuvenators, the vicarious

baals, all who lead captive the captains

and who break the rods of fact on the

back of truth, the cheek turners who

turn the world upside down. All this parched dream-world

produces a succession of deliverers. Suns

rise from the hidden grottoes of these parts

whose fierce rays shall crack the brittle

earth of the shallow fact-men, so they

imagine, whose fires shall consume the

factual day-by-day beast-life of the men

of Empire, the men of prey, who’ve made

their pact with actuality and know the

ropes and get the gain and die like

beasts, maybe, but beasts in clover.

Who lie under the solid monuments of stone

Who trod so solidly the fragile truth world

when they strode the world

themselves like men of stone that no

saxifrage could fissure, no cave-star

find a cranny to illumine, they’re the

bastards who gain immortality, Oenomaus,

a solid, enduring, immortality of inheritance

an immortality you can clap eyes on,

and finger like, you finger y’r donatium

when they shell it out.

Whose immortality is safe as houses,

permanent in their assigns, in their sons

and their son’s sons, all schooled and nurtured

in this technique of rule, whose lackeys

we are, whether bond or free. But, bless me,

these dream-deliverers don’t know what they’re

up against, or leastwise not their followers don’t.

They, the genuine illuminati, know their own alignments,

there’s no files on them, they know whose business they’re

about, they walk the inner labyrinth with

the same indifferent resolve as the men

of fact walk theirs, and pay the price in

their own bodies, but all the lesser fry, the yearners,

the devotees, the would-be initiates who

would have the translucent pearls and the hog-wash as

well, it’s these that must be accommodated when

you hold the imperium. These, if the cult

grows strong, need hope and hope is only given

by the men of rule for their purpose, and so

it will be with your sibyls, baals, the lord

of the gibbet who would free the world.

Let them plant his signum where they choose —

let the empire acclaim him Rex, let Caesar

be the vicar of a Syrian mathematici, let

Roman Jove go hang, call the Great Mother

by some other name — what’s the odds?

The men of rule know all about such

trifles and how to accommodate, if needs

must. What’s in a signum crest?

Above the gilt aquila, above the

flat palm that smites the world set

some new initiation sign — a job for

the metalsmiths, a bit of fat for the contractors

of insignia.

We’ll march out under the eagles and

we’ll march back under your Sibyl’s

Labarum, maybe, who cares so long as we

march? So long as our marching secures

the inheritance of the men of rule.

We shall continue to march, comrade

under the heavy clobber, in the loricas of

Quirinus, with the agger-stakes shouldered,

and the gladius slung, not to speak of

one saw, one basket, one axe, one spade

and one sickle and the three days rooting, not

to mention the spare pair of caligulae,

and the extra bivvy sheet, not forgetting the

perquisites of the trade. So we shall march

you and I comrade, and our son’s sons will march with

a weather eye on the hastatus prior in his

column-discipline mood, with his vine-rod

in pickle under his arm, itching to let fly at the

two-legged mules of Marius. That’s the way they

shift through the sixty grades, to be Primus Pilus the

Legate’s fancy, with a say in the council of

war, Primi Ordines indeed, prime

crawlers, that’s what they are, and successful

crawlers too.

What’s that Oenomaus? Something out there

half-left by the water gate it looks

to be. It must be near toward the turn

of the watch, so long our

testimonies have we exchanged as

between brother and brother. We’d better

get along the beat a bit. Old Brasso

’ill be stirring soon, at least soonish, they always

have a dekko soon toward the turn

of the watch. Just when you’re settling

for a cat’s doze, snug at the angle of

the traverse, with one eye wide and one eye

closed, when there’s nothing like to be doing.

He’s often all but caught me out at that,

but I know his amiable foot-fall on

the traverse of the wall, a mile off,

gives you just time to straighten up and adopt

the regulation posture, to skin y’r eyes

and sing out the night liturgy. Ferial or

feast, it’s all the same, always the same,

never other, at the middle watch. In the

midst of the vigilia, at the turn of the watch

it’s always: All quiet, sir, nothing to

report, sir.

The counter sign, my man — and what’s this, what’s

No. 1 doing, twelve paces past his beat — the countersign

give me the countersign.

Sorry sir,

sir, pass sir.

And another thing,

keep those shoulders square to front

and tighten that side-arm frog, d’you

think I’m blind in this bat-night.

Don’t stand there gasping in dumb insolence, d’you

think I can’t see in this watch-light

the smirk of insubordination on a

mule’s face. D’you think I don’t know

the pair of you loll here half the vigil

through, more than half-asleep, and other

half like two gammer gossips queued

all day for unearned bread, each inflaming each with

circus-tales, this imagined grievance,

that bull-cock fable, to importune hardworked officials

to harness the executive with spindle-woes. D’you men

think I can’t read your hearts

as plain as I can read a parade-state

and what I read would make a man sweat blood,

what I see in your hearts would make the

second Pleiad hide her light in anticipation

of a second Troy-fall. Do you think that

the walls of the world can be held when the

watchers who watch the walls ruminate all the

watch-night long on disillusion and complaint,

sounding the cud they chew till all tastes of grievance,

till their own bile acids all they see and hear and think,

or think they see and hear.

I am a man subject to authority, having under

me, so, at least, I thought, soldiers, and when

I say, go, or come, I expect the coming

and the going and when I say, do this, I

mean to see you bloody do it. Now both of

you, let me see you shape, at least one

night of all on the traverse of the wall.

Keep that butt down, man, keep it down.

Orderly, get forward — Post Z4, yes, back

to 4, we’ll take ’em all tonight,

tonight our visitation is full-dress,

meticulous, we’ll skip nothing,

not a sub-post

our rounds shall be plenary to-night, no

doubt they’re most of ’em half-sleeping

this watch, on this night of all, with the

procurator up from Caesarea, and anything

like to happen at this moon, in this command,

in this province — just the night when

Caesar’s auxiliaries would sleep – now-a-days, but

I’m resolved to be a friend of Caesar,

Caesar needs friends in these parts, and to

render all things to Caesar.

Yes sir.

In as far as I am anything it is by virtue of Ceasar.

Yes sir.

By Caesar I am, yet nor could Caesar be, but

for me.

No sir — nor Aelius Sejanus neither, sir.

Get forward, man — put out that guard-link

I would come on them sudden, in the midst

of the middle vigilia, before the routine hour,

without light, without advertisement, without the

usual forms —move on, I’ll follow, no, I’ll

go before … I am very heavy for the state of

Rome. I too could weep, if men of fact, if

soldiers knew how to weep, I too would weep,

weep for urbs, weep for orbis.

Well, the cowson’s gone. Better get along though –

that’s quite enough for one vigilia.

So the procurator’s up, d’you hear him say

that, the procurator’s up. Said to his short-arse

confidant, the little crawler, the procurator’s up

from Caesarea. The procurator, the junior centurion,

and the batman, what a trio, what a cross-section

of the state of Rome, what an illuminating bleedin’

trio of the differing strata of the res publica.

Crawlers all, the vulture, the jackal and the

jackanapes, feeding on our carcasses all in the

name of authority. I too could weep, and

strike and weep and weeping strike, from

behind if need be, to bring down the whole

fabric, in urbs throughout orbis.

So the procurator’s up, is he, must have come

up pretty much on the quiet, on some

urgent business. It’s healthier down in

Caesarea Philippi in more ways than one.

He’s got a nice place there.

Anyway he’s up, and he must have come up

for something.

He’s always up this moon, everybody’s

up this turn of this moon, for one reason

or another, and some are up for reasons

best known to themselves, but everybody’s up,

everybody’s up for this moon, for these ides,

everybody’s up on Skull Hill to see the god die, and so

are we up, we’re detailed to be up, by the men of rule.

Some’s wolves and some’s sheep and some’s

very wolves in fleeces, and some’s baaing

sheep in the she-wolf’s pelt, for the gods to

have a fine laugh. And some are lambs of

the flock as would redeem the sheep and some

are cast for the particular part of playing

the wolf whose job it is to chivvy the lamb

as redeems the sheep. They must needs call

in some for the chivvying role, for the actual

fact-world deed, but it’s far from always your genuine

wolf as gets the job of actual immolation

who’s detailed to handle the instruments of

fratricide — of deicide.

It depends what your cast for, and we are lambs

enough in our own way, me and you, Oenomaus,

but we’re like to be cast for some

slaughtering. We wear the she-wolf’s pelt

by way of trade and must needs play

the wolf and do the wolf-master’s bidding, and

history’ll know us as wolves, and call

us wolves, ravening wolves, regular rapers,

the vile praetorians, the brutalized soldiery,

the scum of the barrack-room, —1

Who wants to be in a

bleeding barrack-room anyway?

but the men who make the writings, who

fudge up the annales from the back chat

of tribune’s clerks, have never seen inside

a barrack room for the most part

or they might gauge our wolfish preoccupations more precise.

It’s not how to give the prisoner an extra

twisting that occupies our thoughts, but

rather how to get off being detailed

escort to the bleeder, how to get a polish on

the brasses of the shoulder plates, in time for

the dampness of the middle watch to dull ’em

again.

Take our barrack-room, take the scum as

inhabits it — not much of a wolf’s cavern.

As far as I can see, more like a pen for

orphans — orphaned by empire — listed into

the wolf-pack to the four quarters of the world for

reasons of pure economics

out of work from Rome and all the provinces of Italy,

[one word illegible] from Lybia, Celts from beyond the provinces,

sixfooters [three words illegible] at Castra Vetera,

all up to see how the god dies

[three lines illegible]

What’s the pleasure to be got from the traversed wall

what from onerous picquet-duties down there

across there far-side the gully, back-side Cheese Valley

and thereabouts. Why comrade, any night, me, or you

comrade, or our china, Big Ginger,

might get it nicely between the shoulder blades

just above the top rivets of the back-plate, that’s where

you could do with an extra metal — not in

front — they can’t even design a field-lorica

without making some bloomer, everybody knows

it’s ten to one you’ll get it in the back —

in these parts, from some Jesus bar abbas with

a stolen sword who thinks himself

Dux Judas Maccabee restoring the kingdom of

Israel. In every kennel and sewer, at each

circuitous street-turn, at every bent narrow,

there’s like to be one of ’em, as like as not,

taking steady aim for the tell-tale glint at the turn of

your shoulder-plate — might be yours, might be

mine. You can’t step in that sug, night

or day but what the middle notches of your vertebrate

come over all prehensile, long before your

thinking thoughts have thought of anything

untoward. Have you ever noticed that

Oenomaus? There’s no end to the curious

tricks of the body of this death. Your brave

lips may entone the baritus, and you feel

the swell of it potent in the blood, but when

you leave the parapet y’r bowels turn

none the less, under the plated cingulum, as his

bolt-heads wing low for thigh-bone and viscera.

But that’s in tactic combat, here it’s lag’s

technique, but your bowels turn just the same,

worse, if anything.

I dream of a dorsal kiss from a

Keriot knife, day as well as night at

picquet under the wall. I can feel it,

even as I speak of it, like I can feel

this toothed wind from Edom,1 just where

the neck meets the shoulder, and it’ll

come like a packet o’wind at a sharp street

bend. Some brother’s Jacob, some Janus-faced

Rebecca’s chosen son, has my number on

his knife, and yours as well comrade, I don’t

doubt, for I dream often, very often,

the death-dream for the pair of us, and so

die many times suffering the death of both

of us, as a batty should in my

barrack-philosophy.

From Ass Gate to Water Gate past Virgin Conduit,

up Totem Arches down Kosher Cat, at

stumble-stepped backway, at steep alley twist

by Stair Street,

where the cobbled camber brings you a parley

if you don’t take care: where the dark

byes intersect, he’s waiting on you.

Flitting the whited door-jambs asperged of the lamb,

her skirts drawn close against the touch of us, like

bat that hovers cranny, the zealot’s Rachel hovers.

From her teeth she lets her signal-veil fall, the eye

at the masked spear-vent in the blind wall, gauges

it nicely — and that’s another one off ration-strength.

Mightn’t be me — mightn’t be you, might be that cissy Greek

from Attica, might be Big Ginger from Autricum,2

for all his gamma charms,3 for all his

memorances to the grottoed virgin who shall

bare the Son. The benign west-wave influence

won’t save her druid in these parched far

corridors — not if his number’s on it.

It’s too far afield, we’re all too far afield for

the protecting reach of those who watch, who

have ward of our vaginal traverses, the powers

tutelar who preside over all that flowers

from the viscerae of the West, our side Our Sea.

The genii of the green mounds, of the water courses

of the standing stones, Ginger’s mother, Ginger’s

cavity of earth, the numina that guard

the reed of fire on Ginger’s gaffer’s hearth

that multiplies the sheep that Ginger’s sister keeps.

Ginger’s grottoes goddesses are far, very far,

in his sweat Celtica where the islands of

brume drift in from the sea. That’s the cost

of empire, Oenomaus, that is. You can’t stretch

the navel string indefinitely and empire is

a great stretcher of navel strings and a snapper

of ’em, a great uprooter is empire – it’s

a great robbery is empire, it robs the

pieties, you can’t have the pieties to my way

of thinking, unless you’re rooted.

What’s that Oenomaus? Looks to be

something beyond the Water Gate — well round

to the left, from this traverse of the wall

you have to stretch y’r neck a bit to get it — it’s gone.

Town picquets most likely — I heard say there

was a bit of a job on tonight.

There’s always a bit of a job on at

the passage of the god, at this moon,

in these parts.

They say he’s a bit of an agitator of sorts.

There’s always agitators of sorts at this

moon in this city.

They say he’s one of those mathematici of sorts

There’s always mathematici of sorts,

Chaldei and kinds of conjurors, under

all the moons in these parts, the

whole place crawls with ’em, like it

crawls with creeping Joshuas,

saviours, lags on the run, sons of the

father, who’s to know half-wit, whose

in-wit is whole wit, a balaam from the hills,

a gnostic on a white ass, from

a wanted sicarius with a crime-sheet

a mile long?

Proselyte Hellenes from the Ten Towns,

Yokel illuminati from Galilee, locals

who know their own troia

like we know the rectilineal lay-out

and the holy circuit. All sorts

and every sort from everywhere from

Alex to Pontus and beyond, both ways,

from Mespot to the Pillars — blackamoors

and all, from the furthest coasts of Our Sea, speaking

every lingo under heaven,

each up supposedly for the turn of the moon,

each to eat his tribal cake, to truss the lamb,

to see the god die.

The zealot locals’ld knife the lot of us in the

name of local autarchy — that’s understandable

enough, however jim crack and forlorn the

aspiration. The mongrel proselytes would

do the same, for some nebulous imperium

and consensus that passes a man’s wit

some universal graft that makes a man

throw off his fatherland and despise the gods

and hold in contempt all the pities, to be without

roots, to love no byre, no steading, to work

the same mischief in a man as does empire,

only worse, for empire tears only our bodies

from our earthly patrias, Caesar’s Jove

works that through the men of rule, there’s

no denying it.

But this Syrian Jove

whose very name their cult-priests make taboo

denies to a man’s spirit a local habitation

and in the name of brotherhood

would orphan all the world and make the Great Mother weep,

she who loves place, time, demarcation, hearth, kin, enclosure, site, differentiated cult. Although she is but one mother of us all — one earth brings us all forth, one womb receives us all, yet to each jack son of us she is other, named of some name other than that name which is sweet mother for some other jack son, beyond hill, over strath, or never so neighbouring by night field, or near crannog upstream. No co-tidal line can plot if nigrin or flax-head marching their wattles, be cognate or german of common totem.

Tellus of the million names answers to but one name. From this tump she answers Jack o’ the tump only if he call: Great-Jill-of the-tump-that-bore-me, not if he cry by some new fangle moder of far gentes over the flud-far-goddess name from anaphora of far folk won’t woo her; she’s a rare one for locality. Or gently she bends her head from far-height when tongue-strings chime the name she whispered on known site, as between sister and brother at the time of beginnings. When the wrapped bands are cast and the worst mewling is over, after the weaning and before the august initiations, in the years of becoming, under the petticoat regiment:

when she and he ’twixt door stone and fire-stane pre-figure and puppet on narrow floor-stone the world masque on wide world-floor.

When she and he behind the settle, he and she between the trestle-struts, mime the bitter dance to come.

Cheek by chin at the childer-crock, where the quick tears mingle, and the quick laughter dries the tears, within the rim of the shared curd-cup each fore-reads the world-storm,

till the spoil-sport gammers sigh:

now come on now little

children, come on now, it’s past the hour. Sun’s to byre, brood’s in pent, dusk-star hovers mound, lupa stalks lode-flats, grey coat sniffs the greying lode-damps for straggler late to fold.

Cot’s best for babes.

Here’s a rush to light you to bed

here’s a fleece to cover your head

against the world-storm.

Brother by sister

under one brethyn

kith of the kin warmed at one hearth-back

seed of fair gaffer fair gammer’s wer gifts

truckled int’ knoll that knoll-Jill guards.

Though she inclines with attention from afar fair-height outside all boundaries, beyond the known and kindly nomenclatures, where all the names are one name, where all stories of demarcation dance and interchange, troia the skipping mountains, nod recognitions.

As when on known-site, ritual frolics keep bucolic interval, at eves and divisions, when they mark the inflexions of the year, and conjugate with trope and turn the season’s syntax, with beating feet, with wands and pentagons to spell out the Trisagion.

Who laud and magnify with made, mutable, and beggarly elements, the unmade, immutable begettings and processions of fair-height, with halting sequences and unresolved rhythms, searchingly, with what’s to hand, under the inconstant lights that hover world-flats, that bright by fit and start the tangle of world-wood, rifting the dark drifts for the wanderers, who wind the world-meander, who seek some hidden grammar to give back anathemata its first benignity. Gathering all things in, twisting the differing each bruised stem to the swaying trellis of the dance, the dance about the sawn lode-stake on the hill where the hidden stillness is, at the core of struggle, the dance around the green lode-tree on far fair height, where the secret guerdons hang and the bright prizes nod where sits the queen im Rosenhag eating the honeybread, where the king sits, counting out his man-geld, rhyming the audits of all the world-holdings.

Yet when she stoops to hear you children cry,

from the scattered and single habitations

or from the nucleated holdings,

from walled civitas,

treble-ramped caer,

or wattled tref

stockaded gorod or

trenched burg,

from which ever child-crib within whatever enclosure, demarked by a dynast or

staked by consent where ever in which of the wide world-ridings,

you must not call her but by that name which

accords to the morphology of that place.

Now, pray now, little children, pray for us all now, pray our gammer’s

prayer, according to the disciplina, given to us

within our labyrinth on our dark mountain.

Say now little children:

Sweet Jill of our hill hear us

bring slow-bones safe at the lode-ford

keep lupa’s bite without our wattles

make her bark keep children good

save us all from Dux of far-folk

save us from the men who plan.

Now sleep, now little children, sleep on now, while I tell out the greater suffrages not yet for young heads to understand:

Queen of the differentiated sites, administratrix of the demarkations, let our cry come unto you.

In all times of imperium, save us

when the mercatores come, save us

from the guile of the negotiatores, save us from the missi,

from the agents,

who think no shame

by inquest to audit what is shameful to tell,

        deliver us.

When they check their capitularies in their curias,

confuse their reckonings.

When they narrowly assess the trefydd

by hide and rod

by pentan and pent

by impost and fee on beast-head

and roof-tree

and number the souls of men

notch their tallies false

disorder what they have collated.

When they proscribe the diverse uses and impose the

rootless uniformities, pray for us.

When they sit in Consilium

to liquidate the holy diversities

mother of particular perfections

queen of otherness

mistress of asymmetry

patroness of things counter, parti, pied, several

protectoress of things known and handled

help of things familiar and small

wardress of the secret crevices

of things wrapped and hidden

mediatrix of all the deposits

margravaine of the troia

empress of the labyrinth

receive our prayers.

When they escheat to the Ram

in the Ram’s curia

the seisin where the naiad sings

above where the forked rod bends

or where the dark outcrop

tells on the hidden seam

pray for the green valley.

When they come with writs of oyer and terminer

to hear the false and

    determine the evil

according to the advices of the Ram’s magnates who serve the Ram’s wife, who writes in the Ram’s book of Death.

In the bland megalopolitan light

where no shadow is by day or by night

be our shadow.

Remember the mound kind, the kith of the tarren gone from this mountain because of the exorbitance of the Ram … remember them in the rectangular tenements, in the houses of the engines that fabricate the ingenuities of the Ram … Mother of Flowers save them then where no flower blows.

Though they shall not come again

because of the requirements of the Ram with respect to the world-plan, remember them where the dead forms multiply, where no stamen leans, where the carried pollen falls from the adamant surfaces, where no crevice is.

In all times of Gleichschaltung, in the days of the central economies, set up the hedges of illusion round some remnant of us, twine the wattles of mist, white-web a Gwydion-hedge

like fog on the brynian

against the commissioners

and assessors bearing the writs of the Ram to square the world-floor and number the tribes and write down the secret things and, by which we call on thy name, sweet Jill of the demarcations,

arc of differences,

tower of individuation,

queen of the minivers,

laughing in the mantle of variety,

belle of the mound

  for jac o’the mound

our belle and donnabelle

    on all the world-mountain.

In the December of our culture ward somewhere the secret seed, under the mountain, under and between, between the grids of the Ram’s survey when he squares the world’s circle.

Sweet Maia devise a mazy-guard

in and out and round about

double dance defences

countermuse and echelon meanders round

the holy mound

fence within the fence

the wood within the wood

pile the dun ash for the bright seed

(within the curtained wood the canister

within the canister the budding rod)

troia within the shifting wattles of illusion for the ancilia for the

palladia for the kept memorials, because of the commissioners

of the Ram and the Ram’s decree concerning the utility of the

hidden things.

When the technicians manipulate the dead limbs of our culture

as though it yet had life, have mercy on us. Open unto us, let us

enter a second time within your stola-folds in those days —

ventricle and refuge both, hendref for world-winter, asylum from

worldstorm. Womb of the Lamb the spoiler of the Ram.

Should ever the men of rule with

the masters of the covenant come to a profitable

pact, should universal Caesar kiss the

indivisible baal, then farewell hearth and farewell

home for all the genii of the place and the sweet

name-numina. Unless some Lars names of all

the names and master of them in very flesh on

known-hill drags their convenient abstractions

down and with five hooks pinions the sky plan

to place and time.

Then in such a one on one hill the hill-war

gathers to itself all struggle ever, denominates

the site by which all sites are named.

Now is restored to each help-height to each

dear site the ancient efficacies.

Not on fair-height, unbodied, where men

of mind clamber the steep concepts, grope the

damps of unknowing, but now on named

tump, known to this kith where this kin

made this mound without this tun, beyond

this vallum — now is he lord of this locality

who lets blood of this body moist here this cranny

of this rock on this parched alien hill

far side Our Sea. Not on any hill nor not

on unseen unknown other-height the

masters of concept postulate, but

here in this demarcated place to touch

and cross with iron, to see with this flesh-eye.

(Back to the womb of Tellus drips the fertile

flood.)

When the young hero strips him on help-height

death-height is fair-height, far-height is near.

On parched east hill the audacious contact is,

west hills in all the three-world ridings, the stirring is,

westward in wapentake, diocese, cymrwd, where the

confluences tumble the racing sea-troughs for the

mind that gins the weder clere, the wind from Edom,

the learning stones deploy to the crutched plain.

But is she smiling Mair of far star-height

who spreads her mantle for the folk

for cubby from world-storm beneath the

crutched tree, or is she older Moder,

ochred with earth, still as the hill stones

where the last furrows run at the gate of

the flock-walk.

Weeping at furrows weeping at seed sown.

She his seed on far star-height.

He her seed on hill-site.

Now is known hill become

marvel mountain, unknown height to

clamber the steep mysteries, not seen

now, no longer known, to my flesh-eye.

They say he cuts signs in his skin.

They say he makes signs on the ground.

They say he sees signs in heaven.

They say he is both sign and

thing signified.

They say he can raise a gale o’wind and

still one.

They say no tree can hang him but

a cabbage tree.1

They say he put a spell in his fierce anger on

all trees, because no tree bears, no grass and

no fruit nor in the water no fish in urbes

throughout orbis.