CONTENTS PART I: THE JOURNEY IN ONE Sleepwalking TWO Party Bus THREE Personal Statement INTERLUDE FOUR I Didn’t Have Any Tears INTERLUDE FIVE I Thought He Would Take Care of Me SIX Baby Prison INTERLUDE SEVEN Crossover Kids EIGHT Self-Medication PART II: THE JOURNEY OUT NINE Halfway Is Just That TEN The Hope of Reentry INTERLUDE ELEVEN The Struggles of Life INTERLUDE TWELVE New Love THIRTEEN Love in the Time of Reentry INTERLUDE FOURTEEN Redemption Baby FIFTEEN The Light Acknowledgments Notes Index