Contents

Acknowledgements

Foreword

Prelude

1    The Happy Potter doctor

2    The old man

3    Family Fenster

4    Unwillingly to school

5    An awfully small, awfully silly adventure

6    My silent knight

7    What dreams may come

8    Lights, camera, action

9    Cutting remarks

10    A dirty, self-loathing sickness

11    My heart belongs to Daddy

12    Backwards into the darkness

13    More Happy Potter

14    Prometheus unbound

15    Suicide notes

16    Falling blossoms

17    Trawling for Tallulah

18    Tallulah talking

19    The sea monkey moves into the tummy

20    Tallulah sings her rainbow

21    Hillbillies, Godot and distant siblings

22    Tallulah gets closer

23    Counting sheep

24    Tallulah safe and sound

25    Hurly-burly

Epilogue

Glossary