Calling Myself Home

There were old women

who lived on amber.

Their dark hands

laced the shells of turtles

together, pebbles inside

and they danced

with rattles strong on their legs.

There is a dry river

between them and us.

Its banks divide up our land.

Its bed was the road

I walked to return.

We are plodding creatures

like the turtle,

born of an old people.

We are nearly stone

turning slow as the earth.

Our mountains are underground

they are so old.

This land is the house

we have always lived in.

The women,

their bones are holding up the earth.

The red tail of a hawk

cuts open the sky

and the sun

brings their faces back

with the new grass.

Dust from yarrow

is in the air,

the yellow sun.

Insects are clicking again.

I came back to say good-bye

to the turtle

to those bones

to the shells locked together

on his back,

gold atoms dancing underground.