Anatomy

Inside the womb of the mother,

the spine is the first formed,

even before the heart begins

and all the pathways of the body soon

will lead there, the contents

of which you can never doubt,

the red rush of blood

as if we swim with fire

or it with us in a circular flood.

After birth, the navel remains

so you can never forget you weren’t a first person,

but one humble from the past, soon

to disappear into the future.

We are noble gases and crude elements, carbon,

and through history have been wrapped in silk,

encased in gold,

embalmed with cloves, amber, pollen,

as we have also been torn to the bone

and treated as if not ever divine or vulnerable

by the rages and fears of others.

But what body part is it that dreams?

Not the lens of the eye, not the ear,

but an unknown part entranced,

the part that listens to gods,

speaks to mortals,

the one who, at the end,

when it all comes apart

and the soul leaves, not merely like at night

in a dream,

you think of the heart,

how love should be the last thing to disappear

with the history of a person’s life bent by time,

or the ripening of bruised beauty.

Remember, then, the first thing to form was the spine

but the last to disappear

is the sacrum, the tailbone,

as if the body remembers the fine animal

that was lost

someplace in time.