The Radiant

In night,

at the dark limits of earth

where land ends and water begins,

at the elemental border

where you can go no further

without one entering the other,

the green light goes on.

It’s not the man who fishes here,

not a light of human making

because we are the ones who measure light

and because light was created before us

from blood of flesh and sea

like this animal light of the manta ray

traveling the latitudes of night

and longitudes of darkness

knowing the blue unfathomable shifts

and dark ranges of the world beneath water.

It travels a rich sea away from us,

its light falling on plankton,

bringing food and fish toward it,

as if it is moonlight

opening across water,

it passes over the fished-out places

beyond the reef where coral is dying,

out past the point where the British captain was killed

by those who first thought he was a shining god.

It moves steadily out into darkness

to where the colder darkness begins to well up

from the sea depths that have no bottom,

the place where I have feared the pale face of a shark

with its deadly touch

against my naked legs.

The ray travels over the many

other lives that have light

and below them is the blindness

of fish who need no sight,

and out toward the place where sun left the sky,

to where the larger creatures live,

where fishermen once found their boat cast in shadow

and looking up, saw what kind of cloud it was,

the manta ray risen out of water, a leap

so large it darkened the sky.

The men returned haunted by

everything that was larger than they were,

more beautiful and bearing its own light.

Tonight on this dark shore,

watching the animal light go over the horizon,

I long to be in water heading for open sea,

for no other power,

no other light.