The Night Constant

At night, outside the house,

I feel the lion

near the black pine trees.

Sometimes walking on the road

before the eyeshine in darkness

I can tell it is

walking just before me,

cutting across the field

toward the dog and goat.

I feel it with the naked eye of skin,

the fine hair, the animal trappings of my body

begin to rise, a beast remaining,

and there is a feeling, too, of awe and respect,

and, yes, remorse

for our kind who have tried to reach heaven,

learn a universe

and found stars that swallow light,

that bounded darkness is a matter

between light and broken light,

and we don’t even know

the animals that walk outside our sleep

yet we have traveled there so often

there are not so many of them now

where light falls across the hunting grounds

we call a world that’s small

because we’ve matched it to ourselves

and with all the lies we tell ourselves

so we won’t see the world collapse

but when it does

it is not from what is known

but from what is never seen.