After Fish

Between gills

I stabbed the knife

spilling eggs from catfish bellies

masses of pearl

emptied before eyes

going cold.

The cats come from nowhere

come on the road of fish smell

and they are as strange in this dry place

as tulips growing among dead weeds.

The sun bakes and bleaches the land

fish-belly white.

Night is a blessing

and the moon passes over thirsty ground

like a star over fire.

The fish are gone now

driven by summer,

having worked their silver bodies

into mud, caked

and waiting for rain.

Hooked on old habits

and seeing the moon

float by in daylight,

I catch the knife

and slit the pale crescent.

Its bowels trail down.

The sun beats with blades of fire

glinting over metal.

The heat throbs my temples.

The cats come from nowhere.