Saving

My good clothes

hang in the back of the closet.

I’ve saved them

from shabbiness

the way my daughter puts an apple aside,

the way my mother saved her best towels

for the very last.

All these years the dandies have worn

their Sunday best

out on Friday,

slender hands and shoes too nice for wear

walking down the street

untied at day’s end,

and don’t all days end alike

with dark and rest

and children’s prayers for life

rising up beyond the next

and next everything?

Night unravels

the calcium from bones.

Moths in the closet are growing

into dark holes they’ve eaten away

from fine shirts,

shirts empty of heartbeats,

all we should have lived for,

empty of arms that reach back

like a sleepless night, for what is saved,

all the way back

behind plaster

to the old world in canyons

with blood women dancing on walls

to the earth’s drum

and the mother of deer and corn

so light the insects appear.

The invisible ones,

when we step this way

out of time,

are all around us.