Tracking

After a long season of rains

we followed the wild pig,

its hoofprints like small arrows

through dark moss and ferns,

to borrow its sharp-backed life

for a while

inside our own.

It pawed the wet ground

for milk-white potatoes

that filled themselves

beneath the ground.

In the dark forest it went,

where growing sticks

were sharp as the black,

wounded heart of brush,

where roads ended in fog,

where the first race of men

built walls of small, white stones

that have not fallen,

then vanished

into the dark center of things

that beats like a heart

unable to cry

back the old lives,

the uncertain lands and tongues.

We followed the tracks like arrows

into a cave

where the walls were wet and shining

but they did not come out

and no pig was there,

only cool emptiness.

We hoped it was not an angry ghost

or hungry

or lonely

but the damp black stones were shining

in there

and on the ceiling

were painted the green birds

that once lived

in the rain and the trees.

It was like the night

I woke beneath the river

and there was no way back to the forest

except to become a spring of clear water,

to fill myself

and make a new way

through the world.