CONTENTS
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
1.
A Name
Ancestors
How Most of the Dreams Go
The Leash
Almost Forty
Trying
On a Pink Moon
The Raincoat
The Vulture & the Body
American Pharoah
Dandelion Insomnia
Dream of the Raven
The Visitor
Late Summer after a Panic Attack
Bust
Dead Stars
Dream of Destruction
Prey
2.
The Burying Beetle
How We Are Made
The Light the Living See
The Dead Boy
What I Want to Remember
Overpass
The Millionth Dream of Your Return
Bald Eagles in a Field
I’m Sure about Magic
Wonder Woman
The Real Reason
The Year of the Goldfinches
Notes on the Below
Sundown & All the Damage Done
On a Lamppost Long Ago
Of Roots & Roamers
Killing Methods
Full Gallop
Dream of the Men
A New National Anthem
Cargo
The Contract Says: We’d Like the Conversation to Be Bilingual
It’s Harder
3.
Against Belonging
Instructions on Not Giving Up
Would You Rather
Maybe I’ll Be Another Kind of Mother
Carrying
What I Didn’t Know Before
Mastering
The Last Thing
Love Poem with Apologies for My Appearance
Sway
Sacred Objects
Sometimes I Think My Body Leaves a Shape in the Air
Cannibal Woman
Wife
From the Ash inside the Bone
Time Is On Fire
After the Fire
Losing
The Last Drop
After His Ex Died
Sparrow, What Did You Say?
Notes & Acknowledgments
About the Author