XV.

Focus fogs & fails. I had come, it seemed, to the end of my life—

Truly, something within me had smashed like a stone wall

In any Italian hillside town, collapsing as the lazy earthquake ripples

Along its faults—& so, desperate, I found myself searching out

Any consolation at the exhibition of drawings by my adored Raphael,

&, as I moved away from the Cloak of Dante, I glanced up across

The room to the red chalk & exquisite sensual ease of The Three Graces,

Each a slightly altered rendering of the same figure, the same

Woman, the same body…& just as

That recognition arrived within my own body, I saw that Toni

Had silently moved beside the tall frame of those graces, herself an

Astoundingly perfected presence, her own face attended by some rare

Renaissance poise, & in her coffee leather jacket, such a golden grace shone.