June 14, 8:40 P.M.
Hey, Andy. Today I waded out into the lake and was thinking about that time we went to the coast. It was so fucking good to get out of town and just have some space to ourselves, you know? As much as it sucked being your secret, some of those times together were also like—I don’t know, like capsules. This space where just the two of us existed. I miss that feeling. I wonder if you do too.
[long sigh]
I don’t know why I’m still calling.