Cover
Title Page
Dedication
Epigraph
Part 1: 1998–1999
My People
Rules of the Lesbian Mafia
Jesus Had a Twin
Family Dinner
The Lesbian Mafia Official Shitlist (Excerpt)
No Expectations
Born Family
Expectations
My Type
Pride
Artifacts
Cutting Off
The Good Part
The Coast
Our Art
Secondhand News
Lessons
End Times
My Ailment
The Breakup
Reasons Not (But What If)
Out
Credit in the Straight World
Coming Soon
Parents
Feel This
Part 2: 1999
[Note on Kitchen Table]
[Answering Machine Message]
[Answering Machine Messages]
[Postcard]
[E-mail]
[Poster]
[Note in Glove Compartment]
[Postcard Never Sent]
[Letter Never Sent]
[Telephone Call]
[Newspaper Clipping]
[Letter]
[Note on Unfolded Bar Napkin, Notarized with Ring of Beer]
[Letter (Sealed, Never Sent)]
Part 3: 2009
Borrowed and Blue
[Immigration Questions Test]
The Beginnings
Stethoscope
Practice
Questions
Search
Videotape
Lucia’s Search History
The Four-One-One
The Voice
Underground
The Bill Comes In
On the Road
The Wait
Everyone
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Copyright
About the Publisher