Contents
prologue
Howard
Christmas, 1985
Joanna
Christmas, 1985
part one
Howard
one
Summer, 1965
two
Spring, 1966
three
Autumn, 1968
four
April, 1969
five
Summer, 1974
six
1976
seven
Summer, 1979
eight
January, 1982
part two
Joanna
one
Summer, 1984
two
Spring, 1985
three
Spring, 1985
four
August, 1985
five
August, 1985
six
August, 1985
seven
September, 1985
eight
September, 1985
part three
one
Howard
September, 1985
two
Joanna October, 1985
three
Howard
November, 1985
four
Joanna
November, 1985
five
Howard
November, 1985
six
Joanna
November, 1985
seven
Howard
November, 1985
eight
Joanna
November, 1985
nine
Howard
November, 1985
ten
Joanna
November, 1985
eleven
Howard
December, 1985
twelve
Joanna
December, 1985
thirteen
Howard
December, 1985
fourteen
Joanna
December, 1985
fifteen
Howard
December, 1985
sixteen
Joanna
December, 1985
seventeen
Howard
December, 1985
eighteen
Joanna
December, 1985
epilogue
Joanna
Christmas, 1985
Howard
January, 1986
acknowledgements